Dating app

Since last Saturday... Till today ...

Though it has just been less than a week.

It feels like 10years to me.

All because of a rash decision

Went to try tinder app.

I only just set up my account for few days..

Select nope for almost all options. I only give likes to less than 5 guys.

And it matches...

I am like...this guy's all pictures like Korean stars.. also can match with me..esp wif my looks

So at first just started chatting to a guy..

At first the msg were vry lil. 1 msg per day kind.

Till he new yr eve , he n me exchanged watsapp..

Then everything changes.

Didn't know he will msg so many morning, afternoon dinner...

And he starting asking me new year day come out lunch.

Bt I rejected saying I gt plans wif family on Sunday.

I am like jus second day chatting on watsapp and u wan meet me.

I ofc reject la...somemre I am a shy person.

Then the nightmare is not over. He requested to call at nite. So I talk to him via call.

Then tot ok ends...but didn't expect the next day he wants to call again.

So endup is every night need to call eaother.

Omgggg....and worst thing is ask me play those win bid de game with him...and need do bank transfer .

Feel so insecure lo..

I am not used to everyday call someone and morning to lunch to dinner need msg to someone de person

I am mre of a independent kind of ppl..

So I just fake sick for ytd and tdy to avoid needing to call him and play the online bidding game wif him.

But the most frustrating thing is I am the culprit to do this thing to myself 

In my heart. I rly want to muster the courage to meet him and end this chatting relationship leyy. Too burdensome to me srsly

Lesson learnt never go start something that you yourself can't bear it. In the end the one who suffered the most is ourselves.