Thankful but fearful

Today was a happenung day
Ended my exam last tuesday
Gave myself a break last wed
began updating my resume on last thur
Friday morning starting spamming my resume online
And evening gt a call for interview on monday
So sat met wif friend
Sun went out wif fam
And monday morning interview at 9am
Bt cos company is jus 5bustops away frm my hm
I jus need 30min to reach ther
So still ok.
Then thought i will be hm by 10am
Bt interview ended after an hr and 40min
And i left the place 10.45am
Then the person is saying the common stuff after interview
Giv them 1wk to 2 wk as they are in process of interview other candidates as well.
So i thought nid wait 3days at least
Bt 2hrs ltr they call to ask me when can come dwn sign contract
And since tue is ph
Wed 3pm go sign contract
Bt i oso got 2 calls asking me go interview
Making my heart swaying
One is in redhill all is hr job
Bt till now haven get their email regarding where to go and what to bring
Another is tanjorpajar on fri morning
Bt i am not gg as i went previoualy totally waste of time
Made a futile trip ther i can say.
So i decide to jus go wif the flow and accept that job
And if everything is ok
Gonna start work nex monday.
Actually my aim is to get employed before 15jun
Bt now when my aim gets realised
I dun feel vry happy bt instead
Get nervous
Aigoo
Human hearts are too irony le
Hwaiting !

First time to bowling

Make a lil video to commemorate my first time bowling
ahahah
Went for an hour session ytd
though we nid to walk in rain to ther
but think i had fun ther
at khatib frgt the place name ahahha
hands acheing now bt it was a worthwhile exp
then went yh hse nua for the first time in a while

After exams

Taking selfie while waiting doctorlalalla

Went for my skin medical checkup

Straight after my last paper today

Then my doctor after seeing me

Ask me join a research based on ezcema patient

Then i jus blur blur went

After signing a acceptance form

Took some test for my skin mositure ph lvl

Height weight

Then took some photo of my ezcema parts

Then go scanning of my body part wher there are ezcema prone

Lied down for 30min

And the whole test took me an hr

And they gave me 20 dola fr taking part in their research

So happy ahahah

Immediately went spent the money om food wif my mum

Second time i undergo such research

Previously was fr my friend

Then earn 20 bucks as well

The research was on so lipo thingy in my body fr my agegrp

Then kip ask my friend nex time got any research simple de let me noe

I wan earn some easy bucks ahahah

Bt she said mostly is need kip return de n fr a year kind then earn hundred bucks per day kind

Bt nid put needle in your body

I scare scare

Ahaha

Wanted to go donate my blood

Bt dun know why 

I cant seem to find bak the courage i have back then

Rly jus go alone after my work

And the last one to leave before the centre close

Lol

Ok finally my last paper end

Now i shall rest abit while send resume

Bz meetingup n catchin up wif my friends

This n nex wk

Then nex wk have time i shall rebind my hair to make myself presentable when i go interview

My colour of hair i think i nid tie my hair when i go interview

Abit light 

Bt i like it so much

Cant bear to dye back dark brown

Then nid to go sch print mre copies of my updated resume n certs n identificatiom pass fr my interview

Bzzz

N fangirl over my infinite sungyeol

And sehun

So so liking my life now..freedom after 11mths

Which is almost a yr without work n without sch

Aigooo

Close.shave plus new goals

Almost exceed my mobile data limit
As i frgt to turn off my data and thought i was on wifi..
Still enjoying watching drama on my phone
Them end of day i go check my plan
5.99gb out of 6 ahahah
Close shave..
If nt i rly will slap my own face
Ahahaha
Tml start of exam league
2 continuos paper mon and tue 10am paper
Then end of everything
Start of job h7nting phase agn
Third time alr
Abit anxious n scare of wher i will be working nex
But money is the root of all my bravery
Ahaha
Looking fwd to go on trip wif my friends in sep. And yr end hope i can go on trip wif fam again. Wanna bring them on mre trips to repay them of those times they spend money on me
Heaitiing
Nid start saving money to buy my own hdb flat at 35yrold
2rm flexi plan..
Heard it cost about 120k
Bt due to inflatiom 10yrs dwn the road mayb mre ex..
Rly nid to saveoney
Having a home is rly impt
As it is the only place to return to when you are tire and nid warmth
Xcited as to hw i reno my own hse in future..
Aigooo.
My end goal hwaiting!

I Love You Even If I Hate You FMV

Using my amateur skills again after some time..
Spend some time downloading ,editing and putting all into a video
My Fave couple from Love Returns KBS drama
Hong Seok Pyo x Gil Eun Jo
Satisfied.
Making me wanna gg back and rewatch this drama..
120ep though nvm i can jus skip to see them
Enjoy.
BGM: Love Tint

Julia

Listening to this again after so long..
Infinitesaranghae...
Forsake my wanna one for you..
Sungyeol ar..
sing mre..

Doggie day

Went to a dog xafe in bugis tdy

We Are The Furballs

Intro by yuhui

This random girl ahah

Thnx to her..

Alot first time experienced by myself

Actually was quite wrry the day before

As i like dog n cats

Bt i am scare when they near me

At first thought yh is nt scare ..

Bt when we went in we jus curl up tgt..

Ppl is gg cuddle wif the puppies

We two are cuddling tgt in a corner a

And whenever a dog comes 

We escape ahaha

I was thinking all along 

Jus pei her come and i in charge take photo

Bt endup is we both oso scare of puppies 

Lol..

Bt she is braver than me

She go feed the puppies

Which i didnt dare

Jus manage to feed once

The feeling of being lick on my palms

Omg

And while i was concentraing taking photos fr yh while she is feeding the dog

My arm is being lick by another dog who approached me without me knowing

I was loterally so shock when i turn and see it was a dog who lick me

I cnnt! Lol

And almost manytimes

I almost raised mt leg to kick a dog when it approaches me

Ahahahahh

Bt i didnt ok

I vry caring n demure to animals de ahahaha

My fave lil one

Finally manage to take my first selfie

Wif a puppy upclose

Had always envy those wif their puppies taking selca

Finally my turn and my first one

Thnz to this girl

Kekeke

Fr bringing me ther and giving me courage

2hrs was well spend ther

12.50dolq

And the staff ther is friendly

And hlp is to take photo wif the puppies

Bt was scare by the dogs barking twice and jus by my ear

So shocked that i wanna flee bt the lady staff hold on to me and say it is ok they wun bite

Ahaah

If there is another chance 

Will definitely go wif yh agn

Healing time

Thinking of buyin a dog and raising it myself

Bt still nt rly financially stable and mental stable

Cos raising a dog is till it dies

I wan to take it srsly

And nt like buying a toy

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Had some htht wif yh

After 2mths

It seems that we didnt see or talk to ea other fr rly long

Bt nwow i think bak actually we last met jus 2mths ago

Dk why ahaha

Thought out of 5 of us

3 settledwn le..

One down

Bt tdy realize one is atill up like me ahahah

Hope instead of kip hlpin others she can hlp herself mre

As she seems to be doing alot of other workload on top of her own..

There is a limit to everything we do interms of hlpin others as well

Bt pls oso think of hlpin yourself instead of others first

The one who wear the crown has to bear the weight of the crown

Not always being the strongest one will be the happiest one

If rather seeing u proving yourself to others your abilities

I will be mre happy to see u being happy

Kip some distance to your colleagues as well

Dun giv them all your heart n soul only to.realize they jus treated you as a hlpful backup

Friendship goes 2 way

Hope you will be happy fr a long long time chinggu ya

You are doing well this 1.5yrs

No matter what u are doing in future..

I will be here supporting you

In sembawang and nt gg anywher ahahah

Hwaiting

Being my personal hair stylist

Tried trimming my fringe tdy

Korean airy bangs

Bt my curly hair is destroying the look

Ahahah

Nid time straighten it..

Overall

Quite to my liking

Sushi

Sushi nite

Abit update of my life

Though no selfie

As these days

Not pretty

So no selfie ahahah

Down 14plate

When i was young i ate 21plate though

Old liao..

4May 4thyr UOL exam

Start of exam.
First one to go
Principle of Marketibg
Lets get it over
Lonrly lonely

On a side line.. sehun variety is out tdy
Looking fwd to Busted! On Netflix

Hate to Love you

Another long drama i KO

120 eps total.

Watch cos of the female n male leads

Are to my liking

Too matching 

Though in the middle 

I almost gave up

Cos too soapy plot..

And too angry to watch 

The good guy suffer

And i jus skip n watch inly this couple parts

Though the guy cant do much to hlp the girl

As they are both penniless

Bt i am quite surprise of the support they feel frm ea other..

And cos due to the many many eps

The story line is written not at all in a rush to do a closure

Bt instead every couple every ppl in the drama

Have their part well explained and acted out

Not too much or lil

Jus nice

And among the anguish and tears

Sometime lee secretary and director gil

Jus drip some bomb and make me lol

Finally see light after ep 80

End of family quarrel over money

Now against a evil ceo who took over male lead position

Uri seokpyo played by sungyeolie of infinite

Getting on a journey to win bak his ceo positiom

Earlier ep make me think the evil ceo is gg to be hard to tackle

Bt surprise by seokpyo cleverness fr breaking every plot the evil ceo had fr him

So had fun watch it till the end

Mre explaination and mre further development

Of all the couples in the drama

Instead of jus ending it quicly wif a wedding

And end drama

It shows them preparing their proposal

Their wedding and so so

Rly enjoy toward the end that the evil guy turn gd and the evil ceo went jail

Happy ending

Bt i am miss seopyo and eunjo alr

Our forever straight guy who dun understand girl feeling

And our forever bright eunjo who is always ready to stay by seopyo side no matter what

And their ajumma which loves eunjo mre than anything

Love this drama that thought alot quarrel over money bt the evil guy are no evil toll resort to hurting or killing ppl.

So no one die in this drama.

Cos realife is not like that..

Ppl will kill ea other fr money

So it is rly healing watching this drama..

In case many yr pass and i frft abt this drama

I will read frm this post.

Lastly..sungyeol acting is gd 

And he raise to my new bias le..

Bye wanna one baejinyoung laikuanlin

Ahahaha

Ofc my love of 5yr sehun will nv change ahahah

Hope to see sungyeol act mre often