心很累了已经

我...并不完美

请不要把你的超高标准驾驭我身上

Depression

Your depression is turning fr the better.
You shall be discharged..
This doesnt mean the person is getting better..
It just means the person had given up hope that he /she can be helped by anyone.
There is nv a cure and end to depression.
The person mayb smiling and laughing hard everyday infront of everyone.
But ppl nv noe as hard as they are laughing outside.
Is actually as much as they are crying in their heart.
crying to find someone who can truly understand them
someone who can listen to them
someone who can comfort them
someone who can cry with them
someone who will be ther always
or perhaps they just wanted to find a comfort place to stay
without anyone judging them
without anyone telling them what they shld do what they shld nt
living is as hard as dying.

Fml

I felt like i am stretched to my maximum already...
It is rly hard on me...
I want to be mre braver but i jus cant do it
I am not on par
I feel so helpless..
Till the extent i find it hard to breathe
I cant even find someone and cried out loud to them
My anger my frustration my helpless my anxiety
I cant i jus cant do it.
Should i jus end everything.
Everything is nt gg to be better..
Everything is nt gg the way iwanted it to be

2018

2018 resolutions
Once again, One year of hard work tears smiles, gdbye
Hello 2018!
Overall i am quite satisfied wif myself this yr
Did alot of things and overcome alots of thing while biting my teeth through..
Think ihad becum alil bit mre braver than 2016.
2018 i hope i can be happy and braver.
All will end well.
Cant wait for 2018 xmas agn le..
Love yr end feel mre than yr start feel.
新的一年想要累到很开心。