Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived
Saturday, May 28, 2016
Wednesday, May 25, 2016
那些年我们惨不忍睹的发型。
剪了一个惨不忍睹的妹妹头
就连侧面自拍都是经典地丑到爆
啊哈哈哈
好不容易把刘海给留回来了
又去一口气剪了一头短发
不知哪来的自信
明知道是月饼脸 头发又容易圈
还果敢地见了留了多年的长发
当时应该还觉得挺得意的吧
看我的表情就知道
啊哈哈哈哈
终于刘海与短发都给留回来了
啊哈哈哈
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以上就是我多年的hair evolution
啊哈哈哈
笑弹
不过回想起来
我还真的试过很多种发型了呢
发色就还好
但是想试的颜色都试便了
红紫褐橘黄色
现在却比较注重发的直性 与发質
毕竟没钱了不能玩了
也老了不适合那么花式显眼的发型了。
Tuesday, May 24, 2016
我为何这么在乎别人对我的想法看法呢。
按现在来看 我好像是吃定我爸了。
三个月后要和他说我要退学的事 也是乎比较容易开口了
也许我很叛逆 是个坏人 是个死小孩 也很倔 脾气也很爆
但是 为了我的幸福 我必须要保护我自己。
不能连在家里也要被自己的家里人压得死死的
不能连在家里也得看人脸色小心翼翼地像个老鼠一样生活着。
我不是个受气包。我不要当受气包。
我为何这么在乎别人对我的想法 看法呢?
你真以为你是什么大明星吗?
到底要说多少次...你这么丑 皮肤又烂 身材也没有
别人都不会留意你的。
为什么就要这么在意别人的一个眼神一个字一个动作一个表情 呢?
为什么要这么容易受伤和自卑呢
连你妈都说你怎么那么没自气。
叫个鸭饭也要人陪。都老大不小了。不中用的东西。
所以幸好还有你 陪着我 听我说 和接受我。
三个月后要和他说我要退学的事 也是乎比较容易开口了
也许我很叛逆 是个坏人 是个死小孩 也很倔 脾气也很爆
但是 为了我的幸福 我必须要保护我自己。
不能连在家里也要被自己的家里人压得死死的
不能连在家里也得看人脸色小心翼翼地像个老鼠一样生活着。
我不是个受气包。我不要当受气包。
我为何这么在乎别人对我的想法 看法呢?
你真以为你是什么大明星吗?
到底要说多少次...你这么丑 皮肤又烂 身材也没有
别人都不会留意你的。
为什么就要这么在意别人的一个眼神一个字一个动作一个表情 呢?
为什么要这么容易受伤和自卑呢
连你妈都说你怎么那么没自气。
叫个鸭饭也要人陪。都老大不小了。不中用的东西。
所以幸好还有你 陪着我 听我说 和接受我。
Friday, May 20, 2016
Sunday, May 15, 2016
Friday, May 13, 2016
分享生活小事。
Used to be afraid of eating bird eggs...
Cos the outer appearance looks dirty...
But..after tdy...rly it is like normal chicken eggs afterall...
Ahahhaa
Cos the outer appearance looks dirty...
But..after tdy...rly it is like normal chicken eggs afterall...
Ahahhaa
Thursday, May 12, 2016
Wednesday, May 11, 2016
160511
Was cutting my nails and suddenly think of my life and automatically sighed..
Like after exams..how find jobs
And if result out fail then how?
Quit and how tell dad..
How face my those auntie uncle relatives
And whether can find a perm job not
Like ppl will want me mah
Uni dropout
And oso lots of things..
Then jus after i am sighing in the start of my morning..
The radio my mum listen sings out a song..跟着感觉走~~
Ahahqhq...sryy a sudden change of mood here...
Bt it is kind of a conincidence and rather funny isnt it?
Ahahahah
Sometimes when u rly have no direction n conclusion on what shld u do or choose..
Yes..mayb it could be right to jus follo your feeling..your innermost voice in your heart..
And nt use your brain to ponder n ponder once agn what to do...
Maybe...
2mre exams to go..nex mon and tue...
Bizmanagenment a theory oaper and
Statistics 2 a calculation propabilites and formula n proving mod
N hor...my poa i find it harder than last yr..
If onlt last yr i do better 4mre mark jiu pass le..this yr rly no any gd feeling i mayb still can pass hiaxxxx.....
Hwaitingggg
Selca one shot here to prevent my post frm looking too dry and wordy
Captions: "到家了还看?! 还拍?!"
Like after exams..how find jobs
And if result out fail then how?
Quit and how tell dad..
How face my those auntie uncle relatives
And whether can find a perm job not
Like ppl will want me mah
Uni dropout
And oso lots of things..
Then jus after i am sighing in the start of my morning..
The radio my mum listen sings out a song..跟着感觉走~~
Ahahqhq...sryy a sudden change of mood here...
Bt it is kind of a conincidence and rather funny isnt it?
Ahahahah
Sometimes when u rly have no direction n conclusion on what shld u do or choose..
Yes..mayb it could be right to jus follo your feeling..your innermost voice in your heart..
And nt use your brain to ponder n ponder once agn what to do...
Maybe...
2mre exams to go..nex mon and tue...
Bizmanagenment a theory oaper and
Statistics 2 a calculation propabilites and formula n proving mod
N hor...my poa i find it harder than last yr..
If onlt last yr i do better 4mre mark jiu pass le..this yr rly no any gd feeling i mayb still can pass hiaxxxx.....
Hwaitingggg
Selca one shot here to prevent my post frm looking too dry and wordy
Captions: "到家了还看?! 还拍?!"
Tuesday, May 10, 2016
Sunday, May 8, 2016
160508 Worlds Mum Day
Happy Mummy Day
Though we often quarrel n cold war..
And lots of unhapiness n hate in the midst of our argument..
But still wanted say thankyouu to you.
For having to raise such a useless me.
And sorry for being a cold n unapproachable daughter...
A daughter which behaves lky a son..
Totally uncaring n no aegyo at all...
Had to admit i am a cold person at home...
Mood good then will talk abit mre..
Then nex second moody and i will emo alone and show attitute if anyone comes talk to me...
Bt tats me..and i dun think i can ever change my character..
Bt! I will try hard to take care of u like how u do to me.
Try hard in my exams firstly..
If rly still cmi..then i will try hard to work n be financial independent or even in future let you be financial dependent on me..
I am not confident at all..bt i will focus on one thing at one time forst.
Firstly lets filled my stomach first..
So hungryy....when can i have dinner mannn...?
Friday, May 6, 2016
Sharing of My Video MV online.
The vid i made once again is shared by fanclub masternims
Thankfull so much!!
Thanks for sharing and liking my vid..
Feels accomplished!
After today..
ECONS & MATHS 2 exam officially finished
Failed or pass i am nt gonna take le.
Decided to quit uni if this year still fail.
Gonna go out make my own hardearned money..be it whatever lousy tiny mini job it is.
I decide to work alr!
Next exam is POA on mon.
Gonna study rly hard like it is my last time as a student.
Then shall nark the end of my student life if fail this yr still.
感谢亲呀~~
看到评论和回响都不错
满满的成就 开心感
棒棒哒
虽然这是回转在优酷上
不过转子很有道德地给加上影片是谁初制作的
谢啦
Monday, May 2, 2016
ParkHaeJin Happy Birthday MV
Rushed out a sneak preview of my oppa mv
For his birthday 1May
Having exams period now..
Bt decide at 10plus pm to do a vid celebrate haejin oppa birthday...and now is 2plus alr...
Though it is 2ndMay alr...bt still felt satisfied.
This vid actually is 10min long..
Bt the app i using had some issues so max 5min vid is allowed...
So i cut lots of parts out instead..
After my exams...i shall redo and edit using another app
Then upload to my YT channel i promise ahahahah
3weeks from now...
Exams s**ksssss srsly
Oppa saengilchuka!
33th!
Sunday, May 1, 2016
To HaeJin Oppa_33th♡
HappyHaeJinDay♡
After using twitter fr many years
Jus realize when it is on you birthday..
Your profile will have balloonss ahahaha
Ok...
0501 i set it as my bdae ahahahah
Oppa 33yearsold alr...
Me is 23yearsold..
10years of age difference is no boundary to my love for U ♡
Please be happy and healthy.
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