I jus want them to divorce!

Feel so lonely and angry tdy..
Hate my parents.
If they hate ea other then jus go divource la!
Why still come and ruin my life..
Work everyday alr vry tired.
Ytd i ot from 8am work to 10pm then home.
Come home aircon spoilt kip auto on n drip water.. alr nv had a good slp
Then morning quarrel over who make spoilt my aircon..
Then now dinner oso can quarrel
Feel like killing them n then kill myself.
Jus slam the fridge door damn loud.
Then my mum shouted at me then i shouted back..you beat me la! I want slam my biz
At work alr nid endure ppl shout at hm i still no peace n nid to tahan this kind of treatment!
Angry till i want to hit my mum jus now bt i jus slam the fridge instead..

24Jun

Srsly, a perm job is never easy.
More responsibilites
More difficult in depth task
More workload.
Totally diff frm contract,intern or part timer
Different mentality
Cos it is an nvending cycle..
Ther is no end to your working day
Unless u fire them or they fire u
Nth to countdwn nth toreach
Nt lky your job u cant finish
Nvm lo..lrave it fanzheng u leaving 3 mths then these job pile up nvm..
U are leaving anyway..another parttimer will finish fr u..
And u slaxk everyday..earning your per hr 7,8,9dola pay..
Then ot times 1.5times..
The job you do is dataentry,ans call,deliver mail,sort mail,archiving those brainless robotic jobs..
Aswho will wan teach u useful thing since u leaving 3 mth..
N u dun nid build rapport ard as u leaving anyway..
Bt perm is so diff..
Nre pay less freedom
Forst perm is at ktph..patient svc associate lie to me is admin bt turns out to be mre of customersvc
Endure fr 1.5mths..
N left frm all the stress..n shock..
Bt ended on gd terms wif them..
Talk linglong wif my superior and my mentor
Bt still left though they want me to stay and kip encouraging me..
Then nw after 3yrs..middle is doing part contr m studying..
Now landed my sec perm job..
Hr executive..
First day alr so so overwhelm n hlpless that i wanted to escape..
Bt i no job offers ok i did reject one at khatib cos the place is ulu nis jus admin job 2k.
So..i kip telling myself this is the llast chance i can get my hands on hr position since all company say be hr executive nid exp blahblahblah...
At first still mouth big big say gg stay one yr..n get exp before leaving..
Bt now i tell myself wah .. 6mths bah..nono 3mths bah..
Lol
If nt probation end jiu nid one mth notice liao..
Now 2wks nia..
Bt 3mths lky not so nice in my resume..lky kip job hop..
N i nt young le..25 soon..
Rly shld settle dwn..
Esp when i dun even hold a deg to protect myself..
Tdy is sat..n i ot till 9pm..then cab hm..
First time since at uob that i ot till so late le..
Scared to death while i was all alone in cab..
Bt bobian who ask among my hr colleague i live the farthest frm my workplace..
Somemre everywher so dark..rly scared the drive will drive me eslewher n do harm to me..
Dun lky to take cab..even if mo nid pay money..
Started work on 6jun...
Tdy 24jun..
1mth le..
Kip telling myself to nt be 草莓族
Fighting

Found a Job: Assistant HR Executive

If my bias looks at me lky tat..

I will cfm go wild ahahahah

If only i am her ahahah

Okok so i begin working as assistant HR executive at a company in Tuas last tues.

Ended my first wk of work after 3 mths..

Thought it is rly ulu n nid drive so far in as heard.

Bt actually it take long if u are taking public bus as it kips on gg in curcle ard the area.

If ther is a direct transport lky wat my company provides frm je mrt then it will be actually only  a 20min ride frm je mrt.

So everyday i jus had to be at je mrt pickuppt at 745 the bus will come pick us up and i 806 will reach..

Bt one thing abit annoying is cos i start work at 0830 so i arrive early means i nid start work early..since my boss is in the same room as me n kip ask me do work when haven even 0830 lol and i am purposely eating my bf lol..

Bt after 1 wk i alr come to terms wif it lol..

N nt like if i reach early i can wander outside before gg my office since outside there are no wher to shop ahahah

Bt 18jun the tuas mrt line will open i shall take it n check does i nid to walk a far way frm mrt to my office anot..if it is ok then i dun nud everyday scare muss my company bus then jiu die le cfm late since i nid take mrt to boonlay 15min then take bus 193 to office 40min then walk frm bustop to office 10min..

Lol if miss bus at 0745 i am only left wif 45min before i is late..

N given my cjaracter i cfm dk and dw to take cab de or watso ever uber grab kind..

Waste money

Ahahah...

Ynless i go overseas or gg airport then ofc nid take cab la...

So far quite sian since i dk everything frm basic n am being challenged by lots of thing..

Dun even noe basic term n take calls oso dk what ppl saying or requesting

Rly feel defeated and here the working speed is rly fast..n staff exclude me only 3 of them..one is boss one is colleague one is lady boss daughter jus intern kind most of time is nt in de cos nid go out wif boss meetings

Nex wk

Boss say le nex wk i need take all calls n run errands fr them lky passing doc kind..

Which i most dread n scare..

See hw bah..i now wkend jus wan kip slp kind lol..wanna escape to my virtual world.

Jus a short update..shall update agn nex sun..

Byebye

Sweet surprise

Wawawa!!

The moment when a artists like your comment on IG

Daebak!!

By2 yumi keke

Thbx..

Excited.