Panic mode

Have you all out there ever experience this feeling before?
Suddenly smth urgent happen and need to be solv within that day..
And after u handle it n everything over..
U will sit at your seat at the end of the day
And be like...what ACTUALLY happen just now..gosh!

Cos of this covid thing leading to msia lockdown..

Things were alr quite hectic n rough this 3mths..

N before I could take a breather .


Today at 5pm..minutes before my knockoff time..
An employee suddenly walk in and say I nid to sign a letter rite?  Cos I am resign tdy and last day today and I am returning to msia Tonite till who noes when... Cos of this lockdown issue ongoing now..

My first thought was...who the hell are u?

Who said that u can leave tdy?

What happen?

No one come to pm n ask fr HR approval?

Srsly...

N when only me is left..and my Superior n colleague all working frm.hm n apparently uncontactable..

Then the staff kip saying nid wait how long if nt ltr.custom alot ppl...


Rly hor....this rly once agn make me realiseno matter how tough n rough things are...it will always be over..

Make me know once again..
I rly have alot mre to go through n grow to be a experienced working adult that wun so easily be lost n panic mode no matter wat happens..

1mre yr frm now...I hope I can be more steady no matter wat I encounter..

Nt at all satisfied wif my performance tdy


N hate it when my mind always go blank Everytime I panicked