Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Sunday, June 24, 2018

Food poisoning


Last friday
Was my most unlucky day
Forst of all
I had to ot the first time
Since i started working
While day manager nt in
And she left so much task fr me to do
Mind alr fly out
Bt mood still gd as i feel motivated
As i am alone and can do my work at my own pace n control
Then meet tmy bt endup had to wait fr yh fr almost 2hrs
And yet the darts place we plan on going is full
So went to hav dinner
Which i originally say i am skipping donner
As since i started working
I everyday oso skip dinner 
So alr used to nt eat anything after 6pm
Bt to pei yh if nt she will be eating alone
I go order dinner at saizeriya as well
Then after dinner pei tmy wait her bf
And gg hm wif yh
Bt mrt early shut dwn at 11pm
And last train is till amk nia
Still gt shuttle bus to semb so still ok..at least i am nt alone
Bt by then my stomach alr started to hurt
Bt still i mamaged to hold it in
When i reach hm
Straight go slp
Bt after i wakeup in the morning
Felt mre sick
Body ache plus fever plus diahrrea n nausea
Knew that it was the food i ate last nite
Simce i didnt eat alot food ytd
So cfm is the pasta at saizeriya that has prob
Ate lots of medince 
And coma fr the whole sat
Even frgt i am meeting friend
And nv msg them at all
They were so worried that smth might hav happen to me
N kip calling my phone and send messages to my phone throughut
And in the end even called my house phone to reach me
Felt touch yet guilty at the same time
Apologise to them and back to my bed agn
Sun fever had subside bt still diarrea
Shldnt have gone out on fri
Wasted my wkend and now it is alr monday agn
Wtf 



Tuesday, June 12, 2018

2nd week

Second week at new job
Still need adapt
Bz complain
Msg to all my peers
Shld stop le rly

A sneak peek at my new environment
To my standards
Yet working n learning
N adapting is hard fr me
This introvert girl

Trying to put a brave front during work
N when calling ppl on phone
And when nid liase wif my colleague face to fcae 
Today even cos my prev company haven remove my acct fr corpass
N my now company cant assign me on mom
N i nid contact back my ex big boss and ex colleague
Damn awkward
N they are damn unefficient srsly
See tnr hw le bah
Hwaitng