Advance Advance Birthday Present

Today is just another Sunday

With my brother and wife coming to stay over at home.

Or this is what I tot..

Then suddenly my brother called me into his room and round the corner was this big big present on the floor.

And my brother was saying this is for my advance bdae gift..

I am like what?

U dun bluff bluff

Confirm is people give you things then u dun want and then give me is it?

Cause he is a very very petty person 

And calculative guy

And somemre my birthday was still rly rly far.

2mths and 5days more

Lol!

Seeing the size..

Actually I can sort of like guess what is it..

But I jus can't believe my brother will buy that fr me..

Opened the wrapping paper and saw a laptop bag and a box..

Didn't want to get my hopes up..

As long long ago, my friends did prank me with a ipad box and inside is a sanitary pad.

But really really is a laptop after opening everything

Jaw drop

Acer laptop.

My bro n wife say is black Friday sales so they decide to buy it earlier for my bdae

As my laptop screen had a black hole which is getting bigger..

And seeing that I have company laptop so I rly is no plans to buy new one.

Was saying to my fam..nex yr then buy bah..

I use till my now laptop spoilt first..

Cos laptop is nt as if few hundred bucks will suffice..

So rly teared up once agn..

But this time round is tears of happiness..

The most ex gift I ever received in my life..

Irony thing is his bdae is 1 mth more to reach. 

And I jus msg to ask him what he wants 2 days ago. And he say will think about it and tell me..

Then after his bdae still got our dad birthday..

But I am alr getting present in advance lol!

 

Happy wedding 20november

Happy Marriage to my another longtime friend!

8 years of dating till now..

Though I dunno how much they had gone through all these years,

Rly not easy!

Hope they will be happy and stay tgt as best partners till they grow old

Wmzyj was the name fmh came up with after we all grad from secondary 4...

This deepens our thoughts of continuing our friendship even though we graduate.

We did drift apart sometime in poly when we are all separated in diff study environment and location.

Upon knowing more friends by ourself and broadening our knowledge at the same time

But really glad we still put in the effort to meet up at the very least during ea of our birthdays

Everyone changes as time goes by

We are the same

We became more mature and more responsible.

As the adult life outside is so much different and harsher than when we were all in school

And all we need to care about is to excel /pass our exams and tests

I can't say we are much happier now or if we are changing in a better way.

But no matter good or bad.

At least good to see we are all living n managing well currently in our own life

Wmzyj us and will always be only 5 members.

Now 3 are married and 1 is dating

Though I am the only one single.

But that's what I chose to be.

So I am happy we are all living wat we want ourselves to be.

Even though I hate marriage and doesn't believe in love in real life.

I still wish in my heart the 4 of u will be happy wherever you are in whatever you are doing in future.

Really happy we can temporarily go back and behave in the way we were back in secondary school whenever we meet up

As this makes me feel happy there is still someone who share the same memories as me and my childhood is not a lie.

I can go back to be the carefree 13 yr old kid.

No need care Abt image or whatever

Seriously I am still believing that after all of you started your family with kids.

We will definitely lost contact.

As you will each be busy about your kids n housework n husband.

Our life will be so much different and talking topic will be so different like a pair of parallel line.

So rly cherish the times we have till now

 Please be all be happy.

I believe I will be or at least try to be happy myself till the day I leave this world alone.

As this world is too beautiful to live in..

Though the world is filled with 80% evil nasty people and only 20% good and kind people

Hope to visit 

 To see with my eyes

To experience with my mind and body

More places in this beautiful world

Before my time is up.

And if there is rly a second life.

I hope I will become wind

No need wrry Abt wat to eat, breathe or make a living

Just feeling freedom while floating around the world 

August to November hair

Went to bugis white salon and had above hair cut and hair colour back in August

And went Harts salon yesterday to change hair colour and new haircut.

Both cost $300++

Both location at bugis

One is female hairstylist more

One is all males stylists

Comparing colouring both salons are good

But hair cut and styling I prefer whitesalon

But I feel mre comfortable with female hairstylist...

Shall go more salons famous online in Singapore to try both price I am ok

Haircut n styling I like

Hair colour I like

And salon hairstylist environment that I am comfortable with going alone

Sure I will be able to find one one day

Really wished to run back to white salon to find my hair stylist to help me cut back my hair nice nice lol!!

 

Truth hurts at times

Finally understand the beauty and convenience of white lies

It is there to prevent anyone getting hurt.

But how long can it last.

Truth hurts at times at the moment

But I rather be hurt then be lied to.

Human beings are emotionally vastly different beings.

However, it is ok to be jus a pathetic being reigned by emotions for it is what that makes us unique in a different way.

We can get hurt and cry all we want.

We can get angry and rant all we want.

We can be happy and laugh all we want.

We can be our own self healed being.

We are not alone.

Everyone is facing the same thing as well.

Hwaiting!

Hotel Royal Day

Today is my personal healing time at a hotel again

This time round at Hotel Royal.

Makeup completed contacts len on..

But I frgt to comb my hair before I left home lol

I was on cab and using my phone when I suddenly remembered

Oh shit 

Forget my hair once again..

My 3 course meal included for the day.

Total cost for the day  $100. For half day 

Quite affordable.. esp when I can avoid my dad at home.

The staff at the restaurant was very nice n friendly serving me food and answering my queries and request

Thankful

Counter staff was Abit old  and slow and speak singlish and service Abit localised which is Abit of a minus marks of the hotel..

As they are suppose to be the representative of the hotel.

Makes this feels like a motel.

Condition of the rm is clean and spacious.

Except no bottled water provided in room

However every level there is a water dispenser along corridor.

And luckily my room is jus beside the dispenser no unesscessary walking required.

Spend quality lone healing time there.

Before I will experience a hellious day tml

With 4interview arranged jus in the morning

No tgif.

Bt nex wkk I am wfh..

Pheww