29 Nov 2016

Jus like any other yr.

OYH happy bdae!!

Tororo and seorae.

Perfect.

Enjoyed.

Shall remain short n sweet here.

As my bdae card had alr written alot of what i wanted to say to you liao.

Scumbags

My bro my mum my dad are all scumbags.
Hate them.
Dunno why they born me into here.
Shld hav abort me frm the start.
So tat i dun hav to hav such a hard time now.
Dealing wif life sch work n them.

My friday

Boss lunch treat.

Sukiyaki at bugis plus on friday.

It is rly yummy.

And llaollao after that oso boss treat.

Today is a bz day.

Since a collegue went on 1wk leave.

I had to do attendance 

Laise wif naoto san wif xmas cakes

Ypdate on my ref check candidates

Laise wif tissue deliveryman

Replenish stocks

Flower plants

Diy the snow spray design on the glass.

And lunch treat took 3hrs of my working time..

Rly is so so hectic today

N when i took cab back on such a full stomach the choppy ride is hlping at all..

Feel nausea..

Nex wk..hope yati will b healthy n come to work diligently everday..

If nt wif mulia another eeceptionist on long leave till 3 dec..

If yati the only left receptionist go mc...i am so so dead..

Nid to go up b receptionist...

Totally no mood now watsoever..

However this wk only had to go up one time b receptionist.

Thanks god rly..

End of wk 1 le..safe. left nex wk which is he last wk.

Hwaiting!!

After that dec comes n i will be safeee

2nd xmas tree to go.

 2nd xmas tree in my life..

Didnt noe making a pretty xmas tree frm scratch is so tiring n difficult n time consuming n expensive deco n tree.

Dun wanna do it anymre ahahah..

Totally is nt like wat i imagine i would feel 

Like when i see those ang mok movie the kids n parent deco a xmas tree at hm themselves n laughing away..

Then after that eat turkey n logcake tgt when seeing the snowing outsidw their hse..

Totally is hope dash ahahah

No feell..

 One at lvl 16 office n one at lvl 7.

Oso made 2 snowman in my life fr the first time..

Wif paper cups..

TT

 And ytd is the supermoom..

Bt i miss it..

Too bz working n schooling at mite..

When i walking home 12am..it was totally engulf in the thick clouds..

Bt luckily online saw the photo ppl took n share throughout songapore n the qorld..

It is rly pretty isnt it..???

Thur onwards jiu die liao..

Nid go be receptionist fr 3wks

Fuck my life..

Moody totally these day..

N my colleagues all see me ask me dun look so serious smile a bit la..

I am like f**off 

Hate to be frontdesk stress sia

Feeling like dying

Siam 3colleagues on long leave for the next 3 week starting tdy..
Ask me go be receptionist
Walao..
I understand nobody free la..
Bt i rather go do other back end job i oso dunwan fromt line sia...
Vry stress whenever i see someone alight at the lift loby n walking towards my recept table..
Whatever quieries they ask i oso dk who to transfer to them who to ask hlp fr..
And my english not gd..those other race de english i totally dun understand their essence de lo
I rly want to run away..bt even if i at hm..i oso nth do..n nid to face my dad..he so early home3pm jiu knock off liao..sian..
Then no pay oso..
Bt i rly cnnt work front line de leyy esp when i dk anybody here i dk anything..no handover list step by step kind wat to do..
So stresss

Recept+xmastree+chocolate

Today..was a overwhelming tdy
First time in my life i was a receptionist.
A job i hate n definitely wun apply fr even if i am to starve without a job.
Frontline job are what i hate.
Firstly..i am not socialabke..
Being in frontline svc line is a toll on me.
Secondly is the stress...of when i dk anuthing n the person is standing there  waiting me assist him.
I fucking hate everything...jus 2 hr is enuf and i had to go dwn tml m fri..
This is only training..nex time i am sure..i nid to go dwn to standin of she is on leave..
And standing alone i am so fucking dead.
Bt i decide i dun care..i cant care ...
I am new n inexp it is ok to dunno.
I dw think n dwell on it much alr..
Fucking pissed..
N tdy nid to go lil india buy xmas tree n deco..cantbelive we spent 3 hr ther..
Jus staring n thinking which to get.
Tats y i hate gg shopping...it is rly tiring...
I rather shop online in the comfort of my rm...
I like to straight 5min go the shop n ok nice buy go kind..
Not like shld buy or no biy? Ex ley.. n stand ther stone if nt walk ard kind...rly damn sian plss..
Then while day nt in my offic..
Damn tired...
Then nite class tdy..
Sit bus 74...doubledeck my shoe fell off as i was climbing the stairs up..
Wan to wear bt the shoe was upside dwn..ok nvm i turn ard to pickup my shoe on the stairs n saw the whole stretch students looking at me at the flight of stairs..
Then bent dwn to pick my shoe my unbrella hanging on my arm fell dwn the stairs...
I rly so embarrassed rly wish myself to dosappear forever srsly..
Then reach sch early...so went to wothdraw money in sch..was thinking to myself tdy so suay n not good..ltrwill the atm eat my card  not sonce i so suay..
Then everything safe..bt as i taking my atm back..i realise my finger smaer wif choclate..n i look at the pin typeboard no choclate watever...so i dk wher i get it from..
I can only laugh cos i am spheechless.. rly..
Hope tml will be better than tdy pls!!!!

一个神经病的早晨!

It had been years since i rlt feel nervous n panic about being late..
After sec sch days...no mre..
N i seldom late..
Poly whocares srsly..
Dun come oso can ahahah
Uni oso nobody cares as long as your attedance dun fall below 75percent..
Ytd my boss email me pls b punctual..
Though i late 2 days in a row..
Bt is only late by 2 min in the first day n 6 min in the sec day..
I guess i am unlucky to work in hr ahahah..boss is seated in the saem office as me..
If is boss at other location or lvl jiu hao..
Tdy raining right in the mornign..
And train platforms so packed..
I rly nervous till dying liao..
I literally run wearing short skirts n heels..
My heels drip out few time as i run..
Still late by 2 min bt heng i arrive tgt same timing as my another colleague..
Dun care le la..
I alr went out hm earlier le...
I almost vomited...after i reach office...
Bt feel better after drinking water...
And i jus found out my colleague taking 5days straight leave...
Jialat liao me...hope nth happens
If nt i rly need take mc..then nid deduct money i dw!!!!!
TT
Must think of jan jiu no income liao..
Then be mre brave yi dian...
Zhou! Qian! Yi!
你可以的!!!!!