Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Friday, November 29, 2013

Ong's Bdae ^^

After working and time rly flies it is alr end of nov le..
Fr me I rly like nov n dec thoughout the whole yr as it is Christmas season..
A season tat feels sad,romantic and peaceful..
it is like telling me to rest awhile since this yr is ending..
thanks fr working so hard calista..hahas..
However nov n dec is not a relax time fr me..
as my friends n family bdae falls in this two mths oso..
and is rly dates are quite dates are quite close..
and rly get bz thinkin wat to buy etc haha..
I get rly happy when I am giving and preparing the other person bdae present
which I dunno why lol..I jus feel blissful and fulfilled lol..
and today is our dear yuhui's 20th birthday le.
Know that she is rly happy as her pri,sec,jc? , uni and family all celebrate wif her on this vry day.
don't u think celebrating on the exact bday is mre meaningful than anything?
hahas..and everything jus falls perfectly into plan. morning exam then celebrate wif her sch friends, and wif us and then lastly wif family hahas..
Rly feel happy fr her.
the present i didn't even get to see it lo..lol..
as rly didn't have the time to do so.
only like discuss wif fmh when she was in bbk hahas.
then wed met wif fmh to buy card..
end up buying one card only
hahas..cos fmh say we will end up writing friend forever n stuff like tat ahaha..
then shoosh fri reaches..and due to we working.. and yh had to early go hm..
rly no time to meetup first n write the card hiax..
then fmh say lets not write haha..
bt rly think it is a waste so I jus write it while waiting mrt to yish n in the train lol
rly like a nerd hahas..
didn't make the card too mushy this time jus a simple wish.
cos write too many times le,i think we all in our heart know de rite?
hahas.
At last some photos frm ytd..




 Actually hearing that yh n tmy's pri sch friend went to suicide rly does make me think oso.
and otw way hm saw his funeral which tmy pointed to me.
though I don't know him at all.
bt rly peifu him had the courage to leave everything behind here and went to the other world.
Since he had chose this path, hope he rly will be happy at the other world out there.



 Also,i dunno when can I start to envy myself.
I am rly envying everyone ard me.
and rly feel happy fr them as they are rly living vry happily.
felt that I am rly getting old le ley. no is we are all getting old le.
I am scared sometimes looking at us.
wonder will there be any changes bet us.
will we be the same person as now or are we alr changing now into adults.
wat will happen to us in the near future?
Rly curious.












Chinggu ya,rly glad to know u as a friend right frm the start.
u rly hlp me a lot in my life
and rly accompany me a lot in my life.
though we dun get to meet often at times when u are schooling n me schoolin in other sch or when working.
bt still thanks fr continuing being my friend
komawo chinggu [^-^]

Monday, November 25, 2013

yoohoo!

 went crazy selfie after getting so bored by waiting forever fr my dad to try clothes at hangten..
 went tpy as usual on sunday nite.

 both me n my bro was talking abt our uob days hahas..
always will rmb those days when we came bak to tpy.
 my bro claims that he is mimic ing RM HaHa's expression here lol







 At last some photos jus fr laughs..
Everyone in the shop was looking at me lol..
My bro purposely took so long to take the photo..
awkward as I am facing those ppl hahas..


Today evening is yuhui first paper: forensic sci!
See she like rly read up a lot on that last wk.
Good luck to her!

EXO-M LAY - 眼淚機場


After seeing yuhui's blog de recent post.
Rly like Lay's voice.
keke
so began searching youtube to hear all his singing pieces.
keke.
 

Sunday, November 24, 2013

Sunday Sunday Again.

My this weekend seem to rly pass by so fast as I sat nid work oso.
bt though working is rly tiring n stress.
it rly makes my life seem packed n not wasted.
Still rmb starting work in mid oct and now alr gonna be nov ending..
and all ard Christmas deco are appearing alr..
Love the mood of Christmas rly. and rly giv me the thinking that I wanna spent my Christmas overseas like in jap,korea,taiwan or hk. hahas
bt yea..my parents are old so they cant rly stand the winter coldness in other countries le.
so I had no mre chance to go skiing in other countries during dec le :(
bt goin in autumn or spring is not bad too. 
 Nex yr gonna be 21yr old le.
bt why I still feel I am the most vulnerable n childish among the ppl ard me?
 



Saturday, November 23, 2013

Last week recap~

 Schedule I dread every mon when it was released..
lol..
Time rly flies as I complain everyday abt my work lol..
going to be my 6th week working on mon..
I guess the wages rly motivate me lol..
mayb cos I get too little pay frm my temp job at bank afew mths ago hahas.
Also,if I dun work, I had nth to do oso.
Only will get nag by my parent dad especially.
and I cn foresee I will quarrel wif them agn abt my future..
rly agree that sometimes the mre u see ea other the mre disagreement u will have wif ea other.
Also, after I grad from poly..
did not get money frm my parents anymre..
food, transport and shopping expenses all frm my bank account.
So rly had to push myself to put money in my bank acc.
bt I am luckier abit than my friend. at least I dun need to pay fr my phone bills and home rental.
Also food is provided free if I were to stay at home. lol 
 Also this whole week.
Thanks lao ong pei me everyday fr lunch n dinner n sometimes breakfast
lol..
feel weird as we see ea other everyday lol
this situations happen only when back in secondary days.
bt strangely we still have so many thing to talk lol
felt apologetic as she is suppose to spend mre time studying fr her upcoming exams. 
it has only been one week bt we seems to have tried every food in yish lol..
rly spent over my lunch budget sia this week.
cos I normally jus have one caifan fr lunch and skip dinner everyday to save money.
bt yea I spent it all this wkk..
kip withdrawing money lol..
 
nex wk when everything bak to normal must agn start save money hor calista!
Also, dec rly like a lot thing to do..
bt I wonder I will rly get to complete all this things mah ley..
I want to make a contacts that make your iris look bigger.
I want to dip dye my hair
 I want rebond my hair.
hope I can do all this.
before 2013 ends.

Photos while leaving ktph tdy..