Overloaded

Today how to say..hmmp..
A day whereby I get to experience so many different emotions.
Morning reach my workplace on time and go report to my assigned consultation rm to find both doctor and mentor not ther..
So not knowing wat to do n where to go.. I jus sat ther like a lost child..or shld I say a fool?
Why ask me so early report to work when I will jus came early to wait ther like an idiot?
Dunno wat I am goin to feel abt this matter in future. bt the vry least..tats wat I am feeling tis morning.
Then in contrast, a slightly nt so hectic patient day tdy. bt I still feel so insecure being ther as a room assistant wif real doctors,my mentor and real patients.
Mainly cos I dk anything. I dk wat they asking n wat the doctor is replying wif.
I am jus a extra person ther..bt tdy I dun feel as bad as ytd.
then morning session ends unknowingly.
Thought everything will get back on track bt my mentor n supervisor invited me fr lunch.
So... yeap cant reject of course. went to a hawker area near the safra ther wherby I ate silently wif all those seniors nurse n supervisor. luckily got one aunty colleague  see me alone quiet quiet will chat wif me so things still nt so bad. and yeah..
thought I worked so hard ytd tdy will hav 1 1/2 hr of break..bt time was spent all w/o doin anything on my own..
bt I escape at the end..apologetic. bt my interest rly seem diff frm them..
cos there seem to be some event tdy at the hosp then many stalls were open at floor 1. and they all went to look ard and buying things.. bt to me,i jus wanna find a cool place to sit dwn n listen to mp3 n using my phone or take a nap..
so I jus run off quickly when I saw they were too engross in looking through the stalls lol..
and things were mre ridiculous in the afternoon..i thought I was assign to this room when I was assigned to other room. so the one room tat was suppose to hav me call me back to hlp out cos the number of patients were crazy as usual.
it was after I attend to all patients and started to relax while packing up that I realized I went to the wrong room lol..
I was super guilty as I left the another senior in that rm to attend to patient when iam suppose to pair wif her!
I immediately fly to her n apologize plus explain to her..hope she dun put in into her heart.
bt luckily thepatients I attend to are all nice ppl nmy mood is up as I experience no prob while doin my job.. and I even started to chat n joke ard wif patients.
oya..tdy the patients surprisingly so much mre ppl of my age. making my job easier as ppl of my age normally wun be difficult patients hahas
some guys were actually quite good looking kekes.. n I get to touch their face omgg..ok I am crazy..
n went to hlp ard the other clinics..dk why bt I suddenly felt very hardworking n energetic lol..
if not I will normally hid in one corner..a closed consultation rm n use my phone till 5.30pm lol
everythings goes well bt yeap it is end of the mth tdy..so I spent sometime getting my timesheet sign figuring out hw to fax my timesheet to my agent.
luckily got another colleague is oso frm agent she like hlp me wif the fax machine though it fail in the end..
so I end up calling my agent fr hlp.
finally all is settle..then another ridiculous things happen..
rly sia testing my patience.
I happily went home and almost walk halfway home,i rmb to buy mag n head back to the mrt station..
to see they sold out of my mag..nvm..head bak home agn..
alr dwnstair of my blk when I rmb I nid to buy stamp to send out timesheet to my agent
so without sec thoughts ran back sunplaza. only to find out the post office is closed fr the day. wat the!! why didn't it came across my mind that the post office is closedsame as normal office hrs too??!!
I rly wanna slap myself or anybody..grr..
So I end my day wif a slpy head n body now..
today rly one min I felt like I am in heaven n the vry nex min hell..
dk if it is a blessings in disguise huh?
ok guess I rly became such a chatterbox nowadays..
bobian la..too lonely n no one to share my feelings  at work all day le..
and I dun wan bother my friends n family as they will get tired of me in no time if I kip complaining to them hahas.
so at such time my most trustworthy friend: my blog I loveuu!

Almost.

Tdy was a day that I almost cry out of stress
Really nv felt so vulnerable n overwhelmed in my life.
Maybe there will be a case worse than this in future bt at least fr now, it is.
Mind blank,0 knowledge, 0experience.. I was last min arrange to be a room assistant of a MO doctor.
Alone. no mentor. sucks right?
my supervisor ask me ok or not as she was the one who make the last min changes.
And explain they are rly shorthanded.
what u mean me to reply? of course ihad no chance to reject rite?
So at the end I was no hlp to the doctor or anyone ther.
To add on to the prob..patient vol were increasing. doctor is new so abit slow. Me totally a noob mre slow..patients were all black face n show annoyance outside.
I wanted to hlp out seeing this situation bt whatever the doctor says I dun understand n I jus stand rooted on the ground. then I went to ask ard other room assistants bt cos they were bz oso..they jus verbally tell me wat to do n I had to run all ard the clinic..wif patients asking me when is their turn? they waited fr hours alr.
Rly this was the first time I was so stress n panic that I stutter. I know wat I want to ask the staff bt I jus cant seem to phrase them up into a proper sentence. my words are jus jumble up..
though the doctor nv sae anything, her eyes n backview jus seem to tell me her inner thoughts
I am alr so inexp n wif so many patients outside waiting fr me. n yet they assigned such a woodblock to me. so I end up had to do everything.
I rly will nv frgt this feeling I think.
I rly feel so inferior here.
I rly feel like I am jus a bug in this clinic and everyone wants to avoid me.
But agn this may jus be another harsh lesson fr me to learn hw to live strongly by myself i guess?

Then the morning seesion finally end and it was alr 1.45pm n by right my afternoon session was suppose tostart at 1pm and I am suppose to have lunch at 12 pm.. I rly giv up le. and sit dwn clearing up stuff after the doctor left.
and my mentor which is another rm assistant say u dun wan eat lunch ar?! still do so slow??!! 2pm alr ley.
at that time my eyes rly got so sour that my tears almost cameout..
I actually wanted to scream back my unhappiness at her.
bt I jus say: wat slow? u think I wan to be slow meh. I am not even used to the system all those how to end fast? u know I am suppose to start afternoon work at 1pm de ley. now 2pm I still here! wat am I suppose to do???!!
dunno if she sense I am abit stress le. then use a little gentle tone say aiyo go hav a quick lunch la..faster. late fr afternoon work jiu later lo.. go tell supervisor u end late now then go lunvh lo..
so in the end I jus went lunch fr 30min before starting work. luckily after that things are back to normal.. except that I feel so dead.

I think I shld learn hw to manage my stress, temper n face expression well.

Sudden reminiscence

Suddenly had the urge to look back my past photos hahas..

Saw strong resemblance bet this two photos below hahas..

funny rite? number of us tally

and direction tally

hahas

1st week of new job~

Started my first day as a patient service associate aka room assistant at ktph in 21 Oct 2013

Was assigned to eye clinic whereby I will be ther permanently and wun change to other clinic anymre lol..

First day was rly shocked by the jobscope..

by wat they ask me to do..

as I rly had no background in medical sector before.

and they were alr asking me doin test fr their patients on the first day..

my training is jus looking at one staff doing the test n diagnose for afew time nia..

thought I jus need prepare patient case notes n delivered to the doctor all those..

bt dunno I actually had to attend to patient by myself and I like become doctor n nurse myself like tat..

cos every patient that came to eye clinic need go fr a VA test first and get the result before we sent the result to the doctor.

so when doctor see the patient ltr through the result he can explain to the patient whatever and tell them wat to do etc..

so basically tats wat I had been doin for the first wk..

and fr one thing I rly need to agree is doctor's handwriting is the most crazy handwriting I even seen..

make me doubt whether they need to go back primary sch to learn how to write agn..

horrible sia..

last time in sch always hear teacher say to students: why your handwriting is on par wif doctor handwriting.

now I finally know their meaning le.

Also since eye clinic is at the 4th floor..

I had to walk past 2nd and 3rd floor everyday..

and everytime the other clinic is so little paitient..

bt why when it comes to eye clinic hor..

ppl so much tat I thought ther gt what kpop star having concert like tat lo..

wat the..

esp wed and thur sia..

then fri is suddenly patient so little until we basically is sitting in consultation room using handphone lol..

since I not much talk to the other ppl ther as we dun seem to click lo hahas..

so I jus use my phone most of the time.

My dinner to reward myself lol

 finally get to see this machine and got a chance to tap in n out wif my card hahahs.

bt one thing not gd is I cant cheat wif my working hrs when I am jus late by 1min or so hahas..

 my lunch at ktph..

rly hor their caifan is superb yummy sia..

 after eating went to find a bench to sit..

this is my fave spot as it is windy andi can sit ther listen to my mps and use my hp..

lol

this was on 20oct hahas

 trying makeup on my face..as trial before I actually had to go work on 21oct hahas

my hair was messy as this was after I tried to bun my hair umpteen times lol..

On mon i was complaining so much to lao foo hahas..

ranting my outburst at her..

rly thankuu fr listening to me hor..

and thanks fr yuhui meeting me as n when she is able to.

felt guilty as I know she had test in this few wks.

bt everytime I jus cant resist the urge to still ask her out.

bt I got try not to msg her so much during work le and after work..or ask her out..

instead I msg muifui hahas..

bt I rly think I am abit too dependent on them le.

think I rant too much at muifui on mon le

 complaining and threatening to quit n die whatever lol..

then tue onwards i am so quiet hahas..

that muifui tdy ask me u ok le ar? nv heard u ranting so long le hahahas..

nex week schedule out alr..

I will be transfer to the doctor's room this time le..

omg..

when I get alittle comfortable n confident in va,ar,dbe, iop and stt all those I need attempt new thing agn..

oh my gosh..

and bt the staff ther still ok le..as n when will ask me ok mah here?

lol

n to make it worst, my supervisor wan eat lunch wif me on mon..

omg..leave me alone at least during lunchtime can?

thats the only time I can recharge my batt and destress ley?

hiax

god bless me hah..

Dear Dear Zijian ar..

Had take some time off after my work ends to meet yuhui & zijian fr dinner tdy..

too much photos so I will only upload some here

rest will be at my fb!

 Me like baby zijian...

 yuhui like baby zijian...

and the zijian we both like is actually.. 

the human version of goldfish..

hope he wun growup to be the first fat guy in yuhui's family..lol

Lastly me and yuhui! ^-^

If muifui will ever see this: when will u be free to make the frank card??!!! grr..pm me hah



Signing Contract & Collect Uniform

 So this day went dwn Jobstudio @ raffles to sign contract..

3mths contract which is probation period..

bt as long as pay is still by per mth..I dun mind...

cos the agent speak and explain so fast..

mind nid sometime to digest all info..

so I went to sit next to the river at  raffles fr abt 30min I think..

was quite windy ther tdy..view is beautifull bt I think at nite will be an ideal place fr lovers hahas..

 then after I settle my thoughts and worries..

went to yish and met wif yuhui and baby zijian keke..

actually plan to hav lunch tgt bt  yuhui they all ate le and I dun hav much appetite so went bought sharetea one fr me and one fr our zijian keke..

 was walking to yh hse when I suddenly received msg frm an unknown number..

I went to see it and realized it was frm liqing hahas..

cos I alr delete all my contacts fr pri,sec sch and poly de le.. those I regard as 'classmate' or worse 'sch mates' only hahas..

cos wat fr keeping contacts when we wun even msg or contact ea other anymre after we grad rite?

if they rly gt the heart to keep in touch wif u then they will msg or find ways to contact u de rite?

at least that is wat I think..

so my contacts in my phone are now only left wif less than 10 ppl lol..

ok I am loner..

so back to the topic jus now..

liqing msg me and say I like saw u ard yish mrt jus now lol..

had a shock out of my life.. she cn even see I had my makeup on..tat means she must be so near me..

bt I swear to god I rly nv see her lol!!

suddenly make me rmb my days wif her in le shoppe and her constant invitation to her church lol

also luckily got her in my class during my sec sch days that even if carol is absent I am not alone.. cn still stick tgt wif her hahas..

so we exchange afew texts..

 oya another unlucky thing I wanna mention is

I jus reach yish and was walking now the stairs when I feel a water splash on my hand..

I was thinking now got rain meh?

then I looked ard and saw bird droppings all ard the glass side of the stairs and to my horror..

the water which splash on my wrist to be exact was bird droppings..

holy shit!!

u cn imagine how disgusted I am..

I immediately charged to the mrt toilet wash my whole arm wif soap fr 5mins and dried it and then sanitised my whole arm lol..

luckily only my hand get it only can still wash away easily..

if my clothes hair or bag get it..i rly dunno wat to do le..

remind me of the time when I kena bird dropping on my jeans at Rome lol my first ever experience of bird droppings falling on me..

rly can someone make all the birds go extinct in yish??

yish rly had way too much birds living ther le..

yish is like orchard road fr the bird populations now I swear!

 at ktph..

thankful fr both of them spenting time walking to ktph wif me and waiting fr so long fr me goin collect my uniform..

thankuu!!

Dramalike situations

Things go crazy ytd after I received a call frm my agent saying I got the job offer frm that ktph interview I went last week..and it was right before my interview at heguru..
Rly life cn sumtimes be so dramatic isn't?
rly think no hope le since so many days have passed..
Maybe is someone reject the job offer and me in the shortlist jus replace her bah..
anyway,think that heguru job oso chances are slim ley.. slim like me hahas..
hiax actually wanted to get an oofice admin job after my that uob job..
jus cos out of curiosity and my parent suggestion of working at hospital lands me in this situation now..
didn't think I would get a job after goin fr the first and only interview so far..
now I am given this job and I dunno whether wat to do is the right thing..
I think I will jus follow the heaven wishes and by led by them bah.
Also my mum say though this is not a admin job jus treat it as taking up diff job and gaining exp lo.
though I nex time still wanna study deg in business management and work as a office admin as my future long term job.

KTPH patient service associate..
hmmp..
still dunno whether it is right or not to take up this job.
But I think I will jus go dwn the agency there look at the contract and term ok or not bah..
then if everything is as expected..jus sign the contract and go dwn ktph collect my uniform..
grr..I wanted to work the past half mth idling at home and now I gt a job yet I wanted to stay at home to idle everyday instead..
wat the..

Interview @ Heguru

 

 

 Pictures for the today's interview~

taken at the toilet nex to the education centre

wear till like OL rite?

bt actually dun need wear till so formal de..

the staff and interviewer ther dress dwn even lol

an interview is conducted wif me and the interviewer sitting on the floor at a teaching room..

 I think the chances are slim as I dun have any experience wif dealing wif children..

my experience are admin job only..

bt since I alr get a cal frm my agent saying I got the contract fr the ktph job

so I dun rly wan this job le..as working in yish and buangkok..

of course I would prefer yish rite..so much nearer to my home..

then after the interview ends at abt noon..went meeting my mum to go shopping plus dinner and lunch tgt..

bt it was then I suddenly felt abit pain in my eye and I went to take photo using my phone cam to see my eye had turn so red all of a sudden..

didn't even rub my my eyes or wat sia..

then I keep endure..

luckily it went off the nex day.

Helloo~

Back agn!
Gonna go fr an interview at buangkok ltr..
Heguru heguru here I come..
This morning have search n found afew nice office admin job..
Gonna send resume by tml kekes..
Recently there are so many nice songs I am listening..
Like Bii's Come back to me
        劉子千 - 那個女孩
        汪苏泷、BY2 - 有点甜 etc..
汪苏泷 is a rly good singer I found recently..
Somehow he reminds me of JJ lin and the music he compose remind me of Jay chou ..
Talented guy bt mayb abit minus mark on his appearance though.. a pity..
okok! wat am I doing here?!
Interview tdy and here I am instead of preparing are thinking other things lol..
Goin out in 2hrs time! then ltr goin out wif my mum after my interview keke..
Mood up up up now!

Yo!

Yo! back agn tdy to say smth..keke
I got fat after I end my job previously..
Now I am back to my original weight liao..
Happy.. Having another interview on thurs.
Jus try my best bah..dun think too much..
Also now yuhui math test is starting at 10:30am le.
30% weightage n 2 qns..
hope all is alright wif her. n mostly importantly dun nervous till mind blank out like me in poly tat time hiax..
Brainy yuhui within our clique,hwaiting!!

Little update on me tdy..

I was tired waiting of my that jobstudio agent le..
It was the third day after my interview le..
Still no news..
Should be I am being thrown aside by my agent le lol
So went finding and sending resume to another job that I found in jobstreet tdy..
Hope it is not a scam as the company nv provide any detail about the company itself..
only say their responsibilities and requirements of the job and they are a children enrichment centre in seng kang lol..
aiya,rly dun care le..
I tml gonna send in mre resumes..
maybe one resume per day..lol
Ps: Actually rly wanna join yuhui go bish lib study de..while I use my laptop.. bt my dad agn..
      yuhui I am rly sorry hah. you go all the way to pei me interview. :(
      actually tdy wanted at least pei u lunch tdy de..
      bt my dad kip calling home to make sure I am home tdy.
      I am a prisoner. sobss

First Official Job Interview..

Life was in havocs after I receive call frm my agent telling me I had an interview schedule fr me in the afternoon tml yesterday lol..

and I was in giveup mode the whole nite and wakeup rly early at abt 5am the nex morning

and bz printing out all req material fr the interviews and research fr some common interview qns and wrote dwn my speech and rehearse it by myself in my room the whole morning..

then still had to put on makeup which I am still so noobie in it..lol

and was late meeting yh..

rly grateful to yuhui fr setting aside her study time to accompany me fr tdy..

she had tests on and off this whole mth though..

yuhui chinggu komawo!

So back to the topic :)

 Had my first official job interview as a clinic assistant through jobstudio tdy..
So after meeting yuhui at ljs to have our lunch..
and receive a call frm my agent during tat time..
thought interview canceeled or change timing sia..
scare me
bt actually is my agent calling to see am I otw to ther alr not..
and ask me hav I readup wat I am suppose to do fr my job alr and soso..
think this agent is not bad..
or mayb she is too despo to let her client quickly find job so that they can get commission lol
walked to ktph and we still left wif 25min to rehearse n revise fr my interview before I left fr the interview at their HR office..
while yuhui wait fr me outside..

my stressed out and serious mode while 'studying' hahas..

bt yuhui was happily taking photos and smilling away..grr..

bt srsly I am so so nervous that my stomach is beginning to grind agn lol..

and my palms are cold and mouth is stiff..

my voice is squeaky too while rehearsing omgomg..

luckily yuhui is there..

my documents and study materials..

glad that I nv wear a white dress cos it is abit too formal..

the other interviewees I dk la..

maybe cos they are muslims they dun nid wear formal clothes jus wear normally what they would wear..

so make it seem like i am the one who is too exaggerating

hahas..

after verifying my document I sat dwn to wait to be called in..

while waiting outside mouth started getting so dry..

and I started  memorizing my jobscope agn cos since my agent ask me abt tat..

I suppose the interviewers will most likely ask abt that oso..

and at 2.30 i was called in..

then I greet them and ask if I could hav a seat. and I keep looking at the interviewer eyes and smile lol..

and tat qns was rly brought up..

luckily I gt memorized sia..seems like thay are satisfied with my ans kekes..

then they ask me to intro myself, as abt my strength and weakness..

ask me why I wanted to applied this job when my diploma was food sci and my previous job was a bank admin staff which is totally no link..

then ask me abt my eczema too..

rly I nv see an interviewer so talkative hahas..

she is basically chattering away..in high speed and accurate English somemre..rly scare me..

and i rly open my ears so big to make sure I understand wat she is saying.

bt luckily she is the one doin the talking most of the time..i oso began to loosen up and treat it as a chatting session and nt a formal interview.

and I started to chat wif her oso.

there was two lady one is listening most of the time while the other lady explaining to me what the job was abt and their expectations of their staff and how they groom their staff..

and oso ask me there are two jobs available one is inside the room which the doctor and assist him..

another is outside at the counter ther and expaling to me what this two job need to do..and ask me which one I prefer..

and oso ask me is I am able to withstand standing whole day..

then I say it is not a prob cos I am req to stand whole day fr the whole mth when I was a promoter previously lol.. and they laugh at me -_-

and oso ask me hw I deal wif a difficult colleague  whereby I told them abt jim stuff at scanhub lo..

then I oso share wif them my weakness lo..then say I is soft spoken n introvert previously la..

then tell them abt I was tricked by my friend Kelly abt the commission thing when we were promoter last time and cos of that how I overcame my introvertness haha

then they rly laughed when I say I ltr at the end of the day then found out there was actually no commission afterall.

the interview ended at 3.15pm..lol

yuhui at first still tell me the interview awhile only la lol..

I rly hor firstime sit till so straight and no hunch bag.. or legs folded lol..

bt I endure it all lol..

and finally the interview end and the lady still hlp me open door..omgg..then I keep saying thankuu lol..

actually felt abit pitiful at the other two lady interviewees as when I finally came out they are still waiting outside omg..

didn't noe we are being interviewed by the same staff haha..

luckily it is not me waiting lo..i am the first one to be interview after their lunch time..phew..



was so overwhelmed when icame out to meet up wif yuhui agn..

talk to her everything that happen inside the interview room..

and when we finnaly get out of the hospital it was ady 4plus lol..

then went eat sakaesushi lunch buffet wherby we were like noobs asking the waitress ther to explain to us which cn order n is included in the buffet de.

hahas..

we calculate that we each nid to eat at least 8plate $2.29 dola sushi to make it worth the price of the lunch buffet we are eating..

and u know wat weekday lunch buffet is only $15,99 per person only so worthwhile lo..

unlike the dk wat itacho daylight robbery lo..

the scallop sushi we order bt after smelling it..

we ended up hiding the scallop under aplate and ate the rice only lol!

beancurd udon which is rly so so filling..as the noodles cant seem to be decreases even though we kept eating it lol..

bt the taste is rly not bad!

mango sherbet we had as dessert as it was included in the lunch buffet itself

rly like ebi sushi so rly ate so many plates of it lol

surf clam sushi that we tried fr the first time..

and at first after the scallop sushi we rly intend to do the same agn..

bt i went telling yh we must start trying this ex sushi instead of kept eating those rly common ones..

so we dipped it wif so sauce and 1,2,3! into mouth and munch..

it was rly nice leyy actually hahas thought it look rly raw and weird..

and found out that we nv took pic of it!! lol..

so i went online to search one pic of it n put it here lol..

after a war here lol..

we are so stuffed bt luckily nv overeat and get indigestion kekes..

know our limits hahas..

and since it was only 6plus and yh suddenly  want ed to go shopping lol..

srsly we are so random..

and we are suddenly at bugis shopping alr..

 

bt didn't regret it cos it was rly a gd experience shopping ther

since it was a weekday and somere is 7.30pm alr

bugis street is rly not much ppl  lo..

we rly dun need squeeze wif ppl and we can rly shop slowly ard wif  shop attendants foscusing on us only lol.. 

see our happy faces..

mine esp after the interviews ends totally happy!!

hahas

managed to buy two clothes fr the ea of us.

rly happy I of course concentrated on buying formal clothes and yh buying teen-Korean-casual style de clothes..

omg now thinking of it I feel like buying the denim jacket oso le la..lol

bt i rly no chance wear it de ley..

sobbssss

we look rly silly here rite??

lol small eyed sisters..

and we finally came to a conclusion that being single eyelid is better than those wif doubled

as we cn becum double eyelid if we want to bt they cnnt becum single eyelid if they want

muahahaha..

yuhui! must wear the clothes u bought ytd and go out wif me hah!! if not the vry least,take pic of u wearing it and show me leyy!!

shop till 9pm and left bugis..

agn yuhui get off at yish first as usual..

feel so lonely as usual oso me lol..

went home to hav a quarrel wif my dad as usual.

totally no mood and msg my friends  till 1am and then went zzz..

kekes..

rly friends are daebak !!

thankuu yuhui,feng ling,heying and Lydia Lydia!

Love you all!!