Pool time!

Pool time!

Personally, I don't rly like swimming

Neither do I know how to swim.

But I jus like being in swimming pools playing in shallow waters that is of a comfortable height to me.

But now seldom have chance to meetup with friends to go water park to play due to the social distancing thing..

I am unable to meetup with my friends as often like 2years ago.

So whenever I had the time to go for stayca with fam..

I would definitely go book a time for their pool svc.

Going in water and sitting there seeing the scenery, letting the breeze to blow gently on my face..

It is so healing to me..

Make me feel like I am in overseas..

Ahaha..

 Actually had plan for a bachelorette stayca party..

Was really looking fwd to it..

But gt cancelled due to recent uprising cases in the community..

Jus 2mre wks...but the rules is already out...social gathering of 5 reduced to 2..

So frustrating...but that is for the best of all of us..

So ya...nothing to look fwd agn..

This few weeks..

I am rly having it in the hardest way for work..

Tot the stayca as a reward for myself..

But it vanish suddenly..

What to do..

Jus contd to be alone ya..

Watch vids at home..

Contd fighting war during wkdays.

This year end n Christmas seems to be Abit depressing to me for the first time in my 29yrs of life...

I am tired...

But my mood is still ok so far..

Hwaiting everyone!

A normal diary for the day

今天的日记:

有时侯有些人的屁股就是会痒，

需要我们来烧一下它。

帮他止痒

想拿我来煞气

没门

我会让你更气

瞬间给老娘跪拜say sorry

Things is like that..

Today is my dad's off day.

However, I closed my door since I wakeup 11am say I am working.

Then 5pm came out eat dinner.

And 5.30pm close door contd working.

Then 8pm come out. 

Prep to wash up n slp.

Then my dad suddenly say I sent u email last WK ask u help dad find out about something why nv reply dad.

Then I say I never chk my email and I never on notifications so I never see his email.

Then he flareup say why never on notifications.

Ask u help me check something vry hard is it..

You all younger generation shld noe how to do such things mah.

Fyi that is some images his friends sent him saying can redeem free watch from when to when..

No other information. 

How the hell I know.

Then he angry and say dk also shld reply his email.

Then I also hot.

Then shoot him till he ko in 15min..

Then sms me say forgive him n how sorry he is..

If sorry can solve everything, why is there police, court and jail in this world.

Plus he dun even mean his sorry.

He think I dunno what is he rly upset about?

First is, he want freebies but yet lazy to find out how to redeem, so wanted to go the easy way out n ask ppl do it for him.

And when things dun go the way he wants he get angry.

Cos only he can dk, ppl can't dk.

However the real real main reason why he is frustrated is cause today is his off day. 

Yet everyone in the home never talk to him.

Me close door whole day n my mum treat him like invisible air. And my bro this weekend not coming home.

So he frustrated and wanted to get an outlet for his pent up feelings.

But even if he tries to force us physically be in the same house n area as him..

Our soul is nt with him after all.

And he is better off alone..

When can't he just let us go and divorce with my mum and let us live separately.

Envy my bro who gotten married and can fly out of the jail.

Bt I can't leave my mum to suffer alone with this guy.

So only time will pass and help us solve things.

Reminisce

 Today was organizing my photos 

Photos that I took for all my trips since 10years ago when I first starting using my phone to take photo and not my family camera.

A pity that those trips that I went more than 10years ago, I did not have any photos..only a few printed out photo using the camera.. and most photos had melted in the photo albums..

Digital photos rly is the best.

Easy storage, does not takeup place, last forever.

A picture speak a thousand words.

1 photo and I can rly rmb the moment when I took tat photo..what happen.

Get Abit sad..

When I realize so much time had past..

Bad times good times.

And the world is rly pretty.

Hope this pandemic will cease and I can soon step on my trip all over the world.

Life is short. And I am not sure how much more places I can go.

There is still alot more countries I would like to go..

It is rly good to take a break from your busy life n look back on your life, What you had been through. Who did you met.

Rly makes you feel so much.