Wednesday feels

Ytd met up with insurance agent fmh intro me
As I thought it is time fr me to get covered with a insurance before I reach 30
N sat will be our second meeting...thought I can be accompany by friend by suddenly,became alone
Idun wanna say out to my friend oso..
Cause she will feel more bad oso..
Instead..
Take it in my stride as I am old le..
Shld be more independent
Bt actually Abit look fwd to sat.. bt now like
Suddenly lost kind ahahah
Hwaiting...even if u are alone..
Pls go ahead wif wat u plan to do
Rmb fmh wise words ytd nite...
U can do it...

These days oso feel Abit alienated from my colleagues..like they gossiping their unhappiness wif a staff bt missed out the staff name..like scare I know kind cos I am lunching wif them..

But I am like oh pls I not interested oso..
Lol..

Happy Ending

I cried so much last night..
First time in awhile that i cry..
And somemore it is crying out of happiness
Thanks god and everything
Cant believe it
That i kip log out and log in agn to check my results..
I am finally gg to grad frm uni!!
Ahhhh!!!!
So now all is left to focus on n wrry for
Is my job liao..
After 20yr spent on studies...
Finally finallyyy...
But nid to giv my dad allowanxe oso liao..
Previously i was only giving my mum
Then still nid to save money to buy my wn hse after 30yr old me...
And now...cannt anyhw job hop
Cos no mre excuse to say cos i am sching so vry tired and OT frequently required...
Hwaitingg!!
Cant wait t go hm and prank my mum first on my results

UOL results releasing DDay 14 Aug

My 2nd mth into this job
And tml is finally the release date of my uni results...
Since London is behind 7hr frm SG
So it will be after 9pm before the results will be release over here i guess..
Actually i had alr plan wat to do in both scenarios
Fail or pass
However...i am missing some slp this 3days
Like kip dreaming the same scene
Collecting my results online
Sometime pass sometimes fail
The same scene jus kip repeating like a broken videotape in my mind the whole nite
And this is giving a toll on me
I secretly make a wish or rather promise to myself if i were able to pass m gradthis yr..
Hope i can put it into action!!
Tonite is a goner as well i guess..
Shall listen to music to calm mysef dwn even though i cant slp well...
Arghhh...