Do you know?

骗了人很开心吗?
开心什么?
因为你往往能骗的
也只是相信你的人。
Feeling good after lying to ppl?
What is here to behappy about?
For those who fell into your lies
Are those who trusted u.

我们之间

我们之间关系疏远的开始
就在当我们的兴趣爱好不一样了
彼此之间就只剩下包容以及迁就
日子久了
就只能是强求在一起
硬找话题聊
越聊越寂寞
最后不聊了
就这样..
我们的关系 变成了
成今我们是最要好的朋友。
剩下的也只是回忆。

Lower Expectations

I always had been treating others
The way i wanted to be treated.
But recently realised..I am tired.
Maybe wat I had done for them is not what they had wanted.
So i decided to stop doing my way
And going to treat them the way they treat me
Maybe all along they had wanted smth simple
And it was me who wanted to be treat specially
And i thought ppl ard me wanted that too.
And i was always disappointed when i went the extra mile fr them bt end up nt be appreciated..and get nth in return in the end..
So this time round i am going to put a clean stop to everything.
Simple sinple simple so that there will be
No more expectations.
No more disappointment.

Whats this feeling..

This is the end of my 2nd wk after i quit my job.
To focus on my upcoming exams in May
But..i am feeling abit irony now..
Suppose need time n peace and alone time this whole mth..
Bt after  being bz for the last 9mths..
I feel abit useless and lonely and feel forgotten this 2wks..
Like nth to do no need work no need go sch bt everyday jus at hm..
I noe i need to start revising..
But deep inside i jus feel so unfamiliar and lonely..
My friend are all bz dating and working
I noe we seldom contact ea other recently and only meet less than 5time per yr after we enter adulthood
But i nv ever feel being forgotteb before as i myself had been rly bz just living everyday..
Bt now i am back to not work and not schooling
Jus everyday at hm mugg..
And my phone is not vibrating...
I jus feel so sad like no one remebers me and cares abt me..
Why am i feeling this way...
Exam are coming bt my heart is giving up alr..
Just like come back...i shall jus write whats in my mind instead of try to memo and read lecture notes..
Arghhh..
I wan to be bz like the ppl surrounding me.
And to escape frm the loneliness now..
Feel so small now.
If only i had a soulmate that is constantly by my side..
So tired fml

No stress No meaningless Convo needed.

No ppl, No Makeup, No Mood... Yet Got School. Love the school without ppl

Sitting here alone using phone..

Rather than at hm all parents in

Keep bothering me and dun let me close door

And at shopping malls wif so many ppl

Sunday at a sch is janggg!

Nex time i shall spend my sunday here if my dad is gonna be hm at sunday.

Thinkin wat i shld be doing alone next..

Next on my list is..singing in ktv rm alone..

Muahahahah

Shall book it on wkday afternoon kind muahhaah

So tireddd...