Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Wednesday, October 28, 2020

A definite ending

 So it was decided,

I will be making the payment back to company...which means using part of my yr end bonus..

And my boss will help me pay some back..

Finally an end to this mistake of mine...

Tdy heard so gd news frm my boss

Which is there is gg to be a big changes to my jobscope the next January...

Rly sick of my jobscope now...

Excited as I will no longer need to liase with the current staff for pay roll and recruitment n claims issue already...

Hope it will come true..

Tonite...

I feel esp house sick..

Wanna faster reach my home my room...

Dun wanna spend even a second outside...

Feel like a baby now...why the mrt is still so slow...only at woodlands...aigooo

Thursday, October 22, 2020

Tuesday, October 20, 2020

When you make a big big mistake at work..

 Hiax..

I did it again...

This time round is a rly big big mistake than I ever made in my working life all this year's...

I double paid an employee...

Who already resigned and went back china...

Amount is 1.2k..

Solution is at most deduct my salary as the employee definitely wun return bak the money..

This is still small matter cos..is my fault and the AMT is still within my means to return...

However, it will be so embarrassing to inform my manager of my mistake tml..

Face to face and I still nid find out reason fr my to overlook it...

Aigooo...

Rly is no face to see my boss liao...

Big big taboo for being a HR staff...

Tats y I still thinking my life how can be so smooth sailing this days..

And rly..bad luck streak has return to my side..

Whatever..I can't blame anyone bt myself fr making such a stupid mistake...

Deal with it and learnt frm it bah...

TT

If whoever ever read this today...

Please wish me luck in confessing to my manager tml morning at work...

Ahhhh...can't wait to find a hole bury my head inside..

Somemre I tml still gt alot things to do .

Better slp early tonite and settle everything at one go tml!!

Be a mature working adult pls..not only looking like one bt BE the one!!

Hwaiting!!

I will update agn tml night Abt hw it goes...

For now..GD nite peeps!!

Sunday, October 18, 2020

If there is next life...

 If there is something called next life...

If reborn really do exist..

Have you ever think who or what you want to be or how would you lead your second life?

If it is me...

I think I would want to be born like him



Being someone who stay full covered yet still blinking with sparks everywhere around him..
Cause this life of mine...
I rly live wif such a low esteem mindset
So if there is ever such a thing called second life...
I want myself to try enjoy life more love myself more and be loved more...
For now for this life of mine...
I jus want to be happy in who I am and what I do and where I am...



Wednesday, October 14, 2020

Long time no see..my baby cutie







 Long time no see this lil cutie..
Last time we met was this Feb which is 8months ago..
And now you are almost 9months old liao
Times flies
And you are still so cute ahahah
Had a GD time ytd nite wif you guys..
Rly make me think of how time had pass by for us all...
Hiax...
Next one will be tmy la~~

Saturday, October 10, 2020

Move on


 

一段路途
你走着走着
身边到底会经过
多少人
哪些人
而TA们又会
只是从你身旁 插肩而过
还是又会在你身边停留
认识了
开心过
吵架过
记恨过
喜欢过
深爱过
时间都会把这些都变成过去
变成回忆
无论好与坏

缘分很奇妙
我可能几天前
几个月前
几年前
是那么的喜欢你
而我的生活每天都会出现你的踪迹
脑海里
手机相册里
手机屏幕
各个网上社交头像

但是又有一天突然就不喜欢了
也不知道什么时候开始放下了对你的喜爱
看到你的照片也不再心动悸动

所以我害怕爱情
因为如果遇到了
也并不会长长久久
所以我宁愿从一开始
就一个人
因为 孤独 孤僻
是 我对自己的一种保护