Finally last day remaining of year 2023
Quick updates on how I spend my Christmas and early treat for my mum birthday nex feb
As I won't be in Singapore when it is her birthday
Some gingerbread from my colleagues
Finally last day remaining of year 2023
Quick updates on how I spend my Christmas and early treat for my mum birthday nex feb
As I won't be in Singapore when it is her birthday
Some gingerbread from my colleagues
And broccoli with scallops
Recently borders had open and back to how things were before Covid
And being unable to go overseas for the past 2 yrs,
make me lost my goals for a moment and started spending alot on my overseas trips.
Now that 2023 is coming to an end I shld wake up and make some closure
Need to wakeup
To start saving money
As next year is gonna be a challenging year
I am gonna gear up for a new start hopefully, i can manage to find my new home
After my trip in Feb and after CNY, shall start my plans
My hopes and wish every yr fr myself is aalways to grow stronger, be more independent
Especially now I am left alone after all my friends graduate from school, singlehood and start their familyhood
I rly shld start to be more n more financially strong and mental independent
Hwaiting!!
Yesterday had another engagement dinner session held quarterly
But this one was the worst
As the attendees only half attended and total only 10 pax
the most awakward moment with the 3 bosses and 6 hods
whereby the ratio is jus equivalent
damn jialat
and the best thing is my HOD and Manager had to chose the moment to have meeting wif another HOD right before the event
Which make the even no one emcee
so i step out and refuse go in the lounge, and my other 3 colleagues also dun wan walk in
and other 2 hr colleagues damn epic, as usual, i busy do payroll no time to help
so i also dun wan do anything, push everything away,
it is not the engagement that i wanted to organise right,
you all mgmt and Hod wanted then u emcee lo,
i jus order food and arrange the table settings and liaise with employees come lo
why always be us to do this things, when the rest can siam
I am also introvert, why i had to endure and be the hostress and extrovert always on behalf of HR
Not like I am getting paid alot, so yesterday i rly heck care my image and siam
so end up my senior, she no chioce and walk in to intro the bosses n hods to the employeees and start the session.
and my director keep calling me over to ask me qns and wannted me to chat with other employees and HODs, but after i answear his 1 qns wif 1 ans, i side way wanted towalk off and he call me back agn, so this happen 3 times and i can see the other 3 Hods seem to notice i keep wanted to escape and was smirking
then i jus kep stand at one table wif my other hr colleagues, and director, finance manager contracts manager all standing same table and talking, for the remaining 2 hrs, i am at the table laughing and giving reactions when in my mind i am already thinking when the event will end sia, waste of time, i am tired i wanna go home, this topic is not what i am interested anyway. roll eyes
and rly had to push myself to play along, till my arms get goosembumps as i had pretend to be someone i am not too long,so i immediately put my arms under the table incase anyone sees.
and felt nausea at one point of time then i jus kept drink water
on my way home,
Really feel and thnk alot so i msg 2 friends who i think will reply hen fast de
talked to them till i reach home
and felt better
Nex feb I rly need to faster get a job in a big company or organisation that i dun need to see the mgmt so often
1 yr 1 DND only,
I rly dun enjoy socialising and I rly jus like to be alone n do my own thing
I had no interest to the latest trends or topics that i had share or continue the topic with anyone
I had no knowledge or anything to share either.
so why cant they jus leave me alone?
It had started off with me trying to go back seoul after my Feb trip.
As I had never gone to Seoul in Autumn before
So as I shared with my mum on my plans
She suddenly said she wanted to joined also
Since I had went to Korea before alone
She also wants me to bring her there
Really glad that she had the confidence in me
As since my bro first time not joining our trip overseas
So I had began my journey to be the main n only planner and executor for everything