Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Friday, May 31, 2024

Code 0125 to 245

Today during work, at first whole day so happy

Lunch still walk out eat Mac spicy nuggets n shaker fries

Then evening my idiot manager suddenly come and say, this engage rocket project, I feel HOD shld be want the 3 of you to do.

So actually this project hod loop in 3 of us n my manager and she happily excludes herself and use my hod name.

Rly useless manager. 

So what happens next, I need to update some background story first.

Recently, me and other 2 colleagues got rly close as we 3 are the newly joined ones. So in my HR team 2 of them is 10yrs. 1 of them is 5yrs. Hod 14yrs. Useless manager who join after me.


Then me and one colleague M 1 yr plus. The other colleague S 1 yr.

So we 3 got close as there is no boundaries when we gossip Abt other ppl as we are all new staff.

If the rest of my HR team, we don't rly speak out 100% of what we feel as they had been here for Soo much longer than us. Who knows they might have special bonds with the ppl here.

So the other day we 3 lunch out, we were complaining and saying when shld we resign.

So we came to a conclusion nex yr cny. 25jan so here derives the first set of code 0125

Then today this shit happens when my manager AGAIN conveniently push her work to us.

So I complain to M , 0125 hard to endure 

The M said what 0125? Now is 245

I ask what is that , she replied 245days countdown

LOL

Then I told her no u need to remove wkends n PH so become 171 days

Then S said no still got prorated leave and sick leave LOL freaking hilarious, endup minu here and there we left with 151days

Rly damn epic.

And we giggle among ourselves while my seniors is like qns mark?? Ahahha


Another funny episode is these days cause my manager always come find me talk n ask me do thing and ask me for advices

Then M and S say I am rly like senior hr manager

Then I told them if I am snr hr manager 

Then 2 two is HOD

Then tdy after my useless manager come talk to me, I straightaway teams M , u heard what that useless person say to me. Then M said she heard, and said I am rly more n more like snr hr manager. Everything also I do.

Everything also push me do.


Then I replied M , can't u do something Abt it? U HOD ley

We both almost laughed die.


AHAHABAB

Tuesday, May 28, 2024

Work brings me happinesses

Didn't think one day will my job bring happiness to me

Irony isn't it?

This is wat happen to me this 2 days.

I came in office 7am plus and left office 8plus pm this 2 days

Work till my soul almost left me

Make me tired so I no time n mood to think of anything

Go hm jus slp

Back to basic stone age life.

Basic necessities that human need to live

Mute my phone aways and focus on my work n slp.

And apparently, heaven seem to ke lian me

And create alot fun moments and epic incident that happen to me this 2 days at office

Laugh totally like a madperson

Esp today.

I wanna say thanku to heavens , and my colleagues and everyone that giv me laughs at work this 2 days.

First time, working heals my depressed soul.

Tml wfh, wee~

To update on my prev post, so I literally type harsh comments to my friends which I apologise

I shldnt hurt ppl to let them know my hurt

This is selfish act.

So I mute my chat msg this 2 days and nv see at all the msg.

While I reflect.

Bt Mon morning otw way to work, I still manage to peep a rly long msg frm that friend. Actually I nv read and jus reply her and mute my chat de.

As I know I will cried again outside. 

Bt end up thinking at mrt, I still go see.

Tmd.. alr hen sad liao.

See liao I cry again. Then I faster look up and use my fringe to block my eyes to prevent ppl in the mrt see me cry lol!

Throw face totally.

Sunday, May 26, 2024

Felt betrayed by long time friends

Honestly.

I feel like crap now

Is a group chat

But not a single soul replied to my msg

Thought at first

Ok la the might b busy with the kids, fam

Tmd, after 2 freaking days

No f**king reply

And today I jus msg in the group

@who who who, so how is it?

Felt like I am being ghosted


Is like what makes them think they are the only ones busy with life

Reply a yes or no very difficult?

So basically is our common friend jus gave birth and we talking in the chat when to go visit this friend

And I gave 2 days

And NO f**king reply 

U think I am free? I also need to know early to block my calendar dates fr u all de ley

U think I single jiu shi the most free de meh

老娘还不乐意了呢!



Tuesday, May 7, 2024

JO1 - Phobia / Yeji Kim Choreography

 Love One Million Dance Studio dancing vids

Never fail to amaze me

Saturday, May 4, 2024

Strawberry Jam Ruki

 

My new bias, Ruki chan
白岩瑠姫Shiroiwa Ruki
JO1 member
I actually watched whle episodes of Produce Japan 101 cause of him.
aigo~
why he so cutee~

Friday, May 3, 2024

白岩瑠姫×久間田琳加 You make my dawn Jmovie

 Becuase of this movie...I fell in love with my new bias