I cried and laugh at the same time today..
It is a weird experience~
laughing out of my embarrassment to give my bro bdae gift directly~ cos it is the first time in my life that i did that to my bro..we had nv given bdae gift to ea other until last yr..
crying cos of some words he said to me be4 i had given him the present..
This is the 1st time since i was born that he seriously say me as a elder..
And this is the 1st time i rly felt tat i am a sis to him..
of course i know wat he says is for my own good..
bt dk why i jus cried..
wanna to hide in my room after giving him the present..bt he stop me frm shutting my door to thanks me fr the present..
I then find myself hiding my face behind the door cos at that time i rly can no longer hold bak my tears and i dun wanna let him noe i am crying...
Sometimes,I rly find that saying 'I am really sorry' to my family members face to face is rly hard fr me...
So to Ms KFY: I am sorry fr what happen today.. I am seriously self reflecting now le..
Today is the last day of 2010 le..
During this yr, I had some regrets also had some happy, sad and angry moments..
hope me will become mre mature in 2011..
and oso not to let myself have anymore regrets after 2011 ends..




















































