Hair treatment day

Went for anti fizz treatment after 4mths

My purple bleach colour totally fade and changed into this metallic green kind

Which blend in well wif my dark black hair on top

Loving the lil curls the salon made for me

And my straight fringe finally.

Hope it can last till Oct when I go for my Korea trip

Gonna colour my hair once agn in Oct as well

Really there is no ugly girls

As long as u spend money or effort on your appearance

You will look the prettiest

 

Belated gift that comes with belated message

Received my belated bdae gift

After 6 mths

But actually not rly counted as belated

As this was done and pic was sent to me along with bdae wishes on my actual birthday 

Bt jus many things had happen

That make us not meet in real life for 6mths

Jus when I am Abt to frgt Abt this,

My that friend bring and pass to me ytd.

I had left it overnite and don't dare open till this afternoon

As expected bury emotions came back

And I got emotional agn

Type a rly looonnn ngggg msg to this fren

And regretted sending her after a couple of hrs and luckily as usual she is bz and haven seen it

So I manage to delete it without her seeing it in the end

Else, I think I will be rly embarrassed for sending such a 肉麻msg.

Apparently this painting is a photo 3yr plus back when it was our second last trip tgt before COVID broke out in 2019

Back then the memories all came back to my mind as if everything jus happen ytd

Bt in reality, many years had pass by since then and many things had happened bet us and ard us

We are still the same person but everything is different and I dun think we can go back to find the carefree happy feeling back

We had all becum much mre mature

However, I jus want to let you know,

No matter what had changes, you are and always be my special n precious friend.

So please be happy and healthy fr the many ahead of you.

My friend

 

Long time no see, my friends

It has been a rly long time since we met this year

And we are alr into the last quarter of the year

Feels Abit awkward at first.

As it has been awhile that I had seen them all or even talk to them,

As normally we don't even watsapp chat at all

Then I met the 3 of them by coincidence on the bus and I felt Abit intimidated at first

Bt luckily during dinner I had warm up Abit with them

After yh mention she is leaving as she had audit tml,

I immediately said I leaving also giving excuse that I tml need to go out also tired

But actually I was jus afraid lesser the ppl, the increasing awkward feeling might come back

And today, yh pass me my rly 6mths belated bdae gift, a paint of us both when we were in Taipei 3yrs back

When we both were still hen close and nth bad had happen

I dun dare to open as I scare I might cried again as I rly missed those times

Now cos she is rly busy, we can't even find time to talk it out, so the heart knot is still tucking time to time.

I am not sure when will she finally have time for me 

After she settle her fam, job, health and bf

Bt I jus try to let go and giv myself a breather.

Now one year see 2 , 3 times and few mths watsapp Abit our daily life's,

I feel is the best distance

Between us that I won't get too involved in her life and breakdown agn 

 

August Company Engagement

 

Quarterly engagement session

This one is the best and most successful event I can say since the past 1yr plus I had been here

We spend big bucks to have chef, butler, and live stations

Aigooo

Best of the best

Memorable moments frm today session

I had always thought I am a small small figure and nobody rly know who am I

As I normally dun talk or chat wif other dept staff

I only do my work send emails and mingle among my hr dept

I dun even rly rmb all the names and faces of the staff in my office after a year.

So I had thought ppl also same won't know who I am.

Or know my name

Bt there are several moment today that make me realise, people do recognize me and know my name.

Instance one: I was standing wif my newly q mth join recruiter colleague and suddenly a finance manager told her to intro herself

Then after that I said to her hello, I am calista shly, as I had nv rly spoken to her

Then suddenly the manager say ofc I know u

Abit surprised

As I totally dun need to liaise in term of work wif her neither do I chat with her before

Instance 2: another hod was chatting with us and we suddenly ask him u know who we are mah? Cos hr got 2 new employees who joined this yr mah.

Then I say I dun think u know me either. Even though I joined last yr

And the hod replied, I definitely know u bt I not sure the other one name who she joined 3mths ago 

Then I say what's my name then

And he said calista!

I am like surprised second time

This one also I never liaise work wif him neither do I chat with him before.

Instance 3: at a table with other dept staff chatting, we suddenly talk about age.

Then a lady point to a guy in her dept complaining this guy said he tot I was older than him.

Then I say har? No what u definitely look younger than us( then I know this guy is same age as me) cos back 3mth? Ago we had a meet the new hire session and this guy was in the grp I am assigned to, so we got chat Abit and I rmb he said something and I told him hey! We are same age ley

As this happen few mths back and we nv even talk after all those mths

And suddenly when I mention, he same age as me mah, then the guy immediately say ya ya we same age! Then I toldd him u siao ah, this girl cfm look younger than us hao mah

And in my heart I rly rly surprised

I thought only I would rmb

Bt endup actually he did rmb it as well

Felt Abit gandong 

I always had inferiority complex

Think I am ugly and not much of a presence kind of loner

But after joining this company,

It made me realize actually alot ppl had taken notice of me and know who I am

I am not a 小透明

So I am rly more worry of my conduct n speech in future

As I felt there are actually many eyes on me

Even my director and other hods also commenting you got slim down right, u see no stomach alr

This is irony actually

I felt my own value n importance

So I am happy ppl did actually notice me and make effort to rmb me

But yet I am rly scare and pressured of such attention given to me

Bt anyway back to the topic of tdy engagement 

Special thanks to corianderleafsg catering at Chjimes

The chef, butler, manager did a rly fantastic service and food preparation

Everything in order and on time

Though this cost 3k plus, bt I felt it was worth the price tonite

Everything was perfect.

47.1kg?!

 Crazy feat

Lowest 47.1kg

I am not going to see this weight anymore

Need take photo to commemorate 

Weekly updates

This weekend went Taka's restaurant ate named Kai duck.

It has been almost a year since I went there.

So make some effort dressing up and do my hair

Need faster do my curls

As my hair appointment for rebonding and treatment is nex wk.

My purple bleach had fade almost all since I bleach in April

It now because like a silver hue to my dark base

Which I quite like it

Showing off my slim figure that I ever had in my life till now

Weighing my lightest in my adult life

47.5kg

Given my height

I am gg to be underweight if I weigh 46kg

Rly feel like I am dreaming

Seriously this past 3mths

Never once believe my weight will be below 50.

Hwaiting!

 

Black Society Dim Sum dinner

Today went to Great World City Mall for dinner

There was rly alot variety of restaurant and eatery to chose from

And we ended up eating Black Society DimSum

The menu we ordered as usual

Filled up out tables , with waitress scratching heads on where ot place our food on our fully filled tables lol

And the bill came up to be $194

Ordered the following:

Iced chocolate (looks pretty but taste soso)

Is like bitter milk taste

Yuzu charsiew bun (looks pretty and taste pretty good esp the crust)

Next item wonton noodle soup,

This is rly disappointing

Noodle 👎

Soup 👎

But wonton is still not bad 

And we also ordered dry prawn dumpling noodle

The sauce is 👎 as well

Won't recommend this at all

Next item

Mongolian sauce beef slice

Not sure what meat did I ate

Full of tenderizer and fat

And their sauce is damn sweet

Not to my liking

Next item yuzu orange juice

According to my parents , this is good and refreshing

Next item

XO carrot cake

This is rly nice with vege, egg and mushroom and a lil spicy kick

Would recommend this

Next item

Boat porridge

Is not bad but taste Abit bland

Need to add light soy sauce and pepper to complete it

Next item

Carrote cake (damn nice)

And spicy chilli crab tart( this is look pretty bt taste like sweet crab sauce tart, don't rly like it)

Next item

Fry cod fish( this is rly good!)

Nex item

 siew Mai which look green and weird but taste damn nice

Beancurd roll, taste nice and normal like those u had in crystal jade

End my dinner with a bloated stomach

Oya I frgt to take pic of their crabmeat fried rice

Not nice lol!

Updates from last wed

My office temp girl Jia En last day 

3mths of internship with our company

She is a hardworking girl who doesn't speak alot bt does alot of work assigned to her

Hope our nex intern will be at least half of her hardworking

Had a lunch party with her and our hr team

Excluding 2 of them who is wfh on that day

Had written a note along with some gift token and some snack to her

Few years down the road I might look back and frgt your name and who u are.

But thankful to have our paths crossed for this short period of time

Wish you all the best!

To a meimei 6yrs younger than me

Update to my weight as of 5 Aug:

Hope can maintain till Oct when I go to Korea.

Teehee

But I tonite ate alot

Tml morning when I weigh myself shld be 48.4liao lol

Must go back office eat my $3.30caifan again

To cut down my weight back to 47

Currently my BMI is 19.1

Which is healthy range

18.5 jiu underweight liao.

So I am rly satisfied of my healthy weight now.

Hope I dun see 50 kg agn