Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Monday, February 29, 2016

229-Once in 4 Years



Cannot copy paste text on mobile so had to screenshot
Ahahah
Bii rly resemble luhan in this pic..
But i love both of them alot..
Luhan n bii n sehun.
Thanks for appearing in my life.
And i even vry thickskin go msg bii on fb my bdae can wish me not ahahahah
Happy max now..
Though ther is alot feb babies too
Ahahahah
Feb babies happy bdae once agn
229 once in 4 yrs..
And bii makes my 229 abit mre special 
Okok..shld go bak to my mugging now..
Maths 2 tml morning!
Maths make me mad kyaaaaa!

Saturday, February 27, 2016

Feb Prelims Nervousity

Photos from this morning
Before i went for my 2nd mock paper-bmgc
Though is mock exams n not counted..
Nevertheless i am still quite nervous...
And kip gg toilet ahahah




Friday, February 26, 2016

160226 Snapchat Vid Me



每天一个人来瘋

提醒自己要放松

或许今天你不好

但不还是有明天吗?

告诉自己我还行的!

哭一下再笑一个吧。




Thursday, February 25, 2016

150426 Bii畢書盡 - I Know



this song make my day more healing.

Bii voice rly jjang!


Wednesday, February 24, 2016

Love..? You mean in drama?

My parents are quarreling once again..
So noisy..and i rly feel lky asking them to go dwnstair quarrel
Since they want everybody to know what they are quarreling by shoutinf so loud..
Rly feel so embarrassed by them...
And when my exams are coming n i nid to focus my last min revisiom...
Love n marraige is such a joke to me..
It is rly normal fr me to have such a opinion since i had to see all the harsh ugly reality since young..
I am not n no longer sadden by all this..so dun wrry if u read this.
Jus wanna write dwn to make me rmb love,promises,oarths are all joke to me.

Tuesday, February 23, 2016

My panda eyes

Ok..time to slppppp
Selca one shot.

Monday, February 22, 2016

深深的呼吸 发抖的双手

 请 给我勇气 赐予我力量
很沉重
要给自己笑一个
发抖着迎接 接受
26/2 27/2 1/3 2/3 5/3 的到来

Sunday, February 21, 2016

很好cue很随和很亲民的畢書盡



我爱上了这样的一个男孩。

Bii畢書盡。

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

17Feb2016

Nowadays...after i fell dwn n get sick on cny..
Though now still have phelgm..bt overall is recover le..
But my appetite is rly eat a bit jiu full kind...
Make me a bit weird...i get hungry then eat 2 mouthfuls of food jiu say i full liao...
Rly feel weird...but i try nt to think too much..
Cos eat less is gd cos can lose weight?
Bt i rly gave up dieting fr months alr cos kip 52pls kg..
Then siddenly cny sick...
And now i am down to 48kg...
I shld be happy rite?
Bt i feel abit lky not me anymre...
Nex fri my prelims start..n i am not prep at all..
I am jus studying fr econs since las nov...
Poa math 2 stats2 bmgc totally untouched...
Guess i have to work soon....study is nt my cup of tea...
But i lky being a student cos gt allowance gt alot free time can dress casually n fashionably everyday...
Bt hate it when it comes to exams n tests...
Bt i try not think too much try to take it easy..
If nt ltr my ecezma flare up lky last may agn...
I nv want to go through the ordeal agn...

Sunday, February 14, 2016

ChangiBeachXFlowers










 Today.
Valentines x Flowers

Saturday, February 13, 2016

感动的瞬间,要记下!

First time fanclub shared my vid on their fansites!!
Ohmy!!
Happy n excited ahahahah!!
Hope bii see this too^^

Tuesday, February 9, 2016

So i am sick once again...

These cny is rly bad luck fr me...
Eve lky still vry excited n singing while stidying the whole day..
Then everything go awry on da nian chu yi..
Fell dwn the stairs after watching a midnite movie before gg home...
Ended up wif a twisted foot aching butt n aching body the nex day...
Then to add on...i nw running fever n flu n sore throat n headache...shivering all over...
Luckily tml class is cancel..thur then start sch...
Hope i will be fine after tml..
Wat?! Rooster this yr rank 3 in overall?? Got to be kidding me man srsly!

Sunday, February 7, 2016

Saturday, February 6, 2016

6Feb2016






Cny is reachinggg...
Siannnmmmsssss
Awkward time of the year omce agn..
But i will try to take it to my stride..
And not take it to my heart..
Cos..everybody lky so like cny
As the  time to meet their relatives n friends that they long time no see as they bz wif the lives working fr a whole year le
I shld be mre mature n dun complain too much or too 排斥 cny.
Anyway tdy went to jumbo restaurant at ECP
Fr a belated bdae feast fr feb babies in my fam..
Officially bdae fest over after dec jan n feb...
This yr bdae is weird..
I celebrate it lky it is my 21st bdae..
Vry 隆重kind ahahah
And i get to blow candles on cake ahahah
I dun rly xrave fr cakes bt i lky blowing candle ahahah
Vry romantic de feell ahahah
Bt i look so cui in the photo..cos...i am rly too tired that day...
Jus slept fr 2 hrs nia...
Bt time is well spent on my bdae...
Though some unlucky thing happen ahahaha
Ok anyway lets talk abt tdy...
Tdy theme is denim blue style!! 
Ahahag denim bag n denim skirt...
Love such style recently...
Then add on a big oversized black coat..
赞啦。

Friday, February 5, 2016

10th Years And Still Counting



These 10 years is long n difficult though there are lots of laughters as well...
Another 10years would be hard...as our lives take on a new verse...
But nevertheless..thanks fr being in my life fr these past 10 years..
Forever may be hard n unreachable..but memories still stays..
Wherever God may lead us to in future...
When we look back..our memories would still be the same n intact.

_WMZYJ-2016_


Wednesday, February 3, 2016

What a good start of my bdae....TT

Today is jus the start...and right in the morning in sch..
My heels de strap snapped...
Rly sian...tdy is a long day somemre n i diedie cfm dw spent money buy slippers
Then my all my 3 bpack pens tgt run out of ink...
And i am using pink pen to write all my notes now...
老天爷你是在跟我开玩笑嘛?
TT

160203 My 23th Birthday

今天是我的生日
吃个饭唱个K
到了凌晨
祝了快乐
顶特别的
今年愿望
非常简单
希望我在乎的人和在乎我的人健康开心
希望我能快乐
第三个...在心里...
好了
最后...
明天为何要读书啊?
Healingjourneyafterthat..
And happybirthday to myself...
莫名的伤心现在。
Ps.谢谢记得我生日的人。
因为你们 让我感到 原来我是存在的

Monday, February 1, 2016

160201 Sehun at Haneda

 Omg...saw sehun n chanyeol walking at the path i walk before 3mths ago..
The feeling is nostalgic...
Miss the place and excited that i and sehun are seeing shopping n walking on the same place buying same things
Kekeke...byw they are are haneda transit airport.
 They also bought many many boxes of tokyo bananas ahahah...
Wonder arent they gg to wrry ptr hw to bring on plane? 
Ahahah...as what i been through the previous time...
I bought even mre boxes then them...
Then was spent almost 20min stuffing n repacking everything into our baggae while queuing to get on the plane...
The feeling sucks...we were basically squtting on the floor  wif our bags all opened on the ground wif ppl looking at us as we pack..
Lol..
 But they shld be in the biz class seats on plane so shld be fine ahahahah...
I am in economy...
Lol!! Guess me n my bro gt too excited over the food ther ahahah..
 Anyway...hope when sehun return korea luhan would stil be at korea...n hope that they would secretly meetup man...
It has benn over a yr that lulu went bak to korea since he left exo...TT
Sidetrackabit...
Biibii is also gg bak korea fr abt 2 wks during cny period to reunite wif his mum n lil bro keke..
All my biased is gonna be in korea tgt..
My feels now ahahahah
Hope i can teleport ther...
Nt feb is the mth fr my sucky prelims...
Feb is the mth i hate most..
Cos  is cny n prelims periods...
Totally hate it!!


Bt may is the most hateful mth of all..
Uol exams...
Aiya dun lky everything la me lol!!
Sensitive cal now...lol!

青陽娜娜之你不是一个人,你有我。



看这段 昨晚 我哭了

因为这个比任何告白来的珍稀

青娜 真的让我很暖。

爱情如果真的也可以像你们一样那么 简单 单纯 唯美 那就好了。

衞青陽 杨娜娜 在现实生活中应该不存在吧。

爱上哥们 谢谢你 快杀青了 万般地不舍

我们下次见。