Red red~

Today is rly a bad day fr me...
Cant believe I first time skip a lesson cos of such a reason...
Jus finished my math lecture and was goin fr my next lecture poa..
that was when I felt something wrong and I went to touch my butt..
When I saw my hands is full of blood..
To my horror..yes I am the first day of my menses and this is rly this first time..
first time I had so much blood coming out..no wonder I rly felt weak and had cramps fr the first time..
Normally previously I wun feel any pain during my mense period bt I knew smth was wrong tdy..
Rly didn't know wat to do after I escape n hide in a toilet..
Desparately thinking of a solution n wat shld I do nex..
Luckily I am wearing a black pants sia..
Mayb smth or someone jus blessed me..as I wasn't thiking much n jus wore a black pants tdy..
So the blood stain cant be seen if nt cfm can see one big patch of red at my butt ther..and my shirt is those short one tat doesn't cover my butt area..and my uni is so faraway frm my home..
So I jus had to go home even though I rly didn't wan to miss my lecture :(
Felt rly uneasy n empty when I am at home while the lesson are ongoing..
Thanks fmh fr buying me hot milo and tapping my attendance..
Hope I wun suffer the same thing tdy..I dun have much black pants though lol!!

Simple dinner~

 went tampines1 fr dinner..

and it can simply lead me to think of EXO'sTao ahahah

Everything I see jus seem to link exo to my mind..

wth~~

stupid fangirl here..

Randomly found this pic of me 14yrs ago..

rly brings back memories...

I still rmb that day I am not quite happy as my real form teacher is on mc that day n so this relief teacher took the class photo wif us..

But I rly like my teacher ahahah

pouting in the pic is me aahahha

and now thinking of it which am I always in the first row when it comes to taking class photo -.-

rly miss my old naval base sch..that has now been demolished and move to another location..

Sometime things jus will disappear n stays as memories that u held dearly yet faintly in your heart..

My One Dream..

Because there were days that seemed like they would never come
I avoid the world that once turned away from me
I wanted to run away when they were disappointed
Sadness was too deep but I’ll stand up again
Don’t tell me that I can’t
Don’t treat me as if you’ve met a defeated person
There are many failures
But only one success
That is right now.. Look at me now

~BoA - One Dream~

26/9 Fri

Went for my econs class wif heavy footsteps..
Since it is difficult..
And was unexpectedly happy as the lecturer jus ask us to attempt one qns..
and since it is a qns frm chap 1 so I know how to do lol
Luckily I had managed to study chap 1 last wk and know how to do..
then during the break was treated by my classmate to kimbap tat was bought frm the food centre in our sch..
My first time trying kimbap..and it is as expected vry yummy!! ahahah
But the only thing is the cucumber in it is bothering me..
I rly hate cucumber btw ahaahha..
bt I cant seem to take it out wif my classmate ther looking at me so I jus ate everything including the cucumber lol!
Think I ate the most amt of cucumber in my life today!
Nex time I wanna try the Korean cuisine jamppong!
Curious to hw it actually taste ahahaha
then after my econs class ends fmh came to sch despite not having any lesson tdy..to study maths wif me...
Found a cozy corner wif aircon I like it! ahahahh
then while attempting the qns..suddenly some girl kip waving to us..and we were like shocked..
cos in this uni we basically kip stick together and hav little friends in uni..
So we were shock that we actually met someone we know in sch ahaha
then after that I went home n fmh went to meet her other friend in town..

Tuesday.

Went to change colour of my hair from golden brown to purple tdy..
then went ahead to wdlands lib to study wif yh..
Rly happy that I actually manage to study econs fr the first timesince my sch started in aug..
Cos I normally jus went and copy whatever the lect wrote dwn and went home..
and I nv find the mood to sit dwn n study always..
and I end up dk anything in all my modules except maths
So after 2mths I finally can start study..though I only had the time to study 1chap before the lib closes ahahah.bt it is still a gd start rite?
Then went fr some snacks before heading home at 10pm..
Coming to think of it..it has been a long time since me n yh studied tgt le ahahah..
the last time was when she came to sp study wif me isit?
that was so many yrs ago le ahahah
Anyway..hope I did not disturb her too much after I came in evening..
As she was studying fr her 3 quiz that will b held tdy n thur..
hope she fare well in it ^^
~
And tml I will b goin sch to print notes n contd study econs in the lib then if I not too shag may go fmh hse to mug tgt agn ahahah
see how ba fighting!!

First time

 Had a rly bz mon this wk..

Finally get a textbk loaned frm lib..

thought wif so many ppl reserving the book I need to wait fr quite long..

So ask my classmate to hlp me

bt in the end I got a call frm lib ahahah

then went fr lesson after I pass fmh the book to zap at np..

then meet wif her fr the nex lesson in the afternoon..

whereby she ltr went home alone as she need to order the customized cake from HANs and I need to study at the lib..

Cause felt like if I get home I wun study de..

so went to the lib de study area..was a bit surprised as despite this odd hrs there were actually quite a few ppl mugging ther..

then due to the quiet atmosphere I was able to focus in no time..

till I even forget to eat the whole day ahahah..

Left the lib at few min before 9 whereby the lib will closed..

then manage to try eat a bread though I dun hav appetite cos too long nv eat le..

I whole day only eat 2 bread lol..

was relaxing while eating..n suddenly feel the uni gives me a different feeling at nite n when it was daytime..

it gives me a sad yet elegant feeling..

rly makes me wanna stay ther mre cos not much ppl and rly soothes one dwn..

so I left sch ard 9:30 then bus home..

Anyway it is a fulfilling day fr me! ^^

this bag I saw when i was shopping on sun ahahah!!

Rly shocked sia..the price only cost 18dola nia ley !! tempted to buy though I wun dare to bring it out ahahah!!

goonna hanged it in my room fr show ahahah

exo is making me crazy nowadays!

met a exo fan through a online game..and felt vry good ahahah..

cos my username is sehun name then she reply me u exo l is it?

ahahah..

nowadays quite like one guy frm Hey! Say! Jump!

the most handsome one ahahah

Cos I was watching 金田一少年の事件簿

kekeke

shall end here!

Random Short CLips

 

Wanna share some random vids here ahahah

first one is zixuan's vid that my friend uploaded afew days ago..

most ppl will think is so cute rite..

bt why while seeing this i am only feeling gandong sia!!

Am I weird!?? ahahah

Rly feel vry touched by her sia..

like the way she keep repeating papa

Lastly is dear kwangssoo..

actually dun wanna further ruin his image bt this is rly damn funny..

ahahahahah

Ma Normal Thurs ^^

Went earlier to sch to search fr module textbook..

everything became in vain as all books were loaned out n so many ppl reserving alr..

so had too many time to our lesson start..

went to NP fr lunch n went to chill  

 Attempting some maths prob..and stuck vry soon so went ask yh math genius fr hlp..

fmh is rly dying le over intergration ahahah!!

 went to talk abt fmh hair n fringe ahahah

Share my opinion on hw she put her fringe will be mre nice fr me..

and i actually dun like the way she put her fringe cos it doesn't hide her disadvantage

First time I actually say out honestly wat I think abt someone ahaha

cos normally I wun try to say out in front of the person face cos scare will hurt her feelings ahahaa..

Like fr example she today is wearing a dress she think is rly so damn gorgeous..bt in my view i feel that it is actually not pretty at all..

bt i wun say it to her face..

cant bring myself to say it afterall ahahah..

normally i will jus jokingly say nt nice la ahahah..

bt tis time we rly is serious discussing abt her hair ahahah

 then went to hav fmh share abt her bf thing agn..

his fam de so many events n she all had to hlp out n participate ahaahhaha

Above the photo on the right..she was sleeping n when she wakeup ther is a mark frm her sleeve on her forehead ahahah..damn funny the scene.

~

 Sometimes i rly vry peifu fmh..not only her bt tend to peifu ppl ard me..

Like I feel that i still had to learn a lot of thing frm them..

like tdy after lesson end i accompany fmh to HANS to ask abt the cake they customize..

srsly is fr me hah..i dun even noe where to ask frm n wat to ask how to ask..

I dun even noe the market price n suitable budget fr the different cake customization..

whether the price they hav is reasonable not..

SO i am jus stoning beside fmh n listening intently to their convo the whole time..

rly amazing..n i suddenly feel that fmh is rly an adult le n can stand on her own..

 

 her selfie..this angle rly pretty rite?

at least to me i think so ahahah

Finally my first time sitting on a double bus..

and front seat somemre...

cant hide my excitement n was rly thrilled wif fmh n yuhui judging me lol!!

fmh even msg yuhui:pls tell your friend to chill ley using my phone

 

 totally treat me not ther lo ahahahah

bt i is always rly wanted to try one after i see those HK shows those roofless de double-decker bus n the couples sitting to enjoy the nightview..

bt I didn't hav a chance to sit on one when i visit HK in the past as the schedule was packed as I was travelling wif tour agency n not free n easy kind.

 though the view in sg cant be compare to those in overseas..

nevertheless i am still vry excited!!

muahahahahah~~~

 took some meipai vids too ahahah

bt didn't share to instagram as i scare i will be judged ahahah

shall share it here since my blog have mre freedom..

 

 

Nowadays addicted to an app SuperstarSM

determined to collect all the cards n score my way through the charts ahahah

now in the bronze league only..

hope i can promote to the nex league in 3 day when the tournament ends ahahahah

currently is in top3 in the bronze league..

muahahahahha

Sunday~

 Recently like to tied up my hair in a bun style..

this is a bun I think tat is quite nice among the ones I tried all this times..

cos mayb is my hair I have now is long n long frindges so I think bun is gd n convenient fr me now..

Gonna dye my hair sometime this mth I guess..

the golden base is showing once agn..not that I dun like this colour bt jus sometimes like a tai ke! ahahaha

Painted my nails wif XOXO n Lu! writing on my nails last wk kekek..

proud of it ahahah..silly me..

 agn went to eat alfero gelato agn tdy ahahah..

the holick flavour is nice n the durian oso my all time fave ahaahah

gonna be so fat arr~~

ahahah

So basically this is a vry normal n boring sunday I spent..how abt you on the other side tdy?

Church Play!

Went to accomapany our dear giant baby in wmzyj muifui to her church de play

it is about a king n queen esther I suppose?

A wicked right hand man of the king named haman plotting to kill all of the Jews bt was stop by the newly throned queen

ahaha..

hmmp went to Marymount n walk some time before arriving ther and was rly diff frm what I imagine ahahah..is jus a floor in a building among the industrial buildings ahahah..

What I imagine was a building then once u open the door wasthose long benches and as u walk dwn the aisle infront is jesus holding a cross de statue n behind is the large coloured frosted glass kind ahahah.

guess I rly is see too much dramas n see too much churches when I was in Europe n America liao aahaha..

oyayay before I contd this topic..

before I was studying at fmh hse ok?

ahahah..dk why I feeling so proud here ahahah.

basically was suppose to go her hse at 12.30pm..

bt I was still sitting in front of my com at 12.30 when I suddenly receive her msg telling me to get off frm my seat in front of the com ahahah..

giv me a shock when I see the time is alr 12.30..

so went to prepare n when I reach her hse it was alr 145pm le ahahah..

then went to tried some maths qns wif fmh..

along the way encounter some prob n went to ask yuhui fr hlp once agn ahahah..

satisfied n oso thanksful fr yuhui rly immediate reply through watsapp ahahah..

remind me of the times in secondary sch leyy rly..

fmh was like dun understand why I feel so excited..

Cos I was like telling her I love maths bt oso hate it at the same time..

cos I cant seems to solve the prob bt when I finally solve it I rly like the satisfaction..

then she was like wat are u talking about,dude?

ahahah

 So so this aside..we left the hse almost 4pm lol when the play start at 4 pm..

bt luckily when we reach ther the play had not started yet..

first time seeing a play after in secondary2 days de lit play..

Personally I am not tat kind of a arts person who enjoy play n musical n arts gallery..

so thought I will dozed off in the middle..

bt actually surprisingly I enjoyed the play they put up sia..

lol!

And it was the talk that bores me after the play by a man..

But I tried not to use my hp in ther as I rly think it is quite rude to the ppl ther..

so I rly nv use my phone throughout that 1 hr talk lol!

then we went to stand up and sing 2 songs..

was rly rly amazed by the good vocals the ppl possess ther!

the he yin is rly powerful!

and normally when ppl ask u sing along..ppl wun followed de rite?

the ppl there all rly is sing vry loud de ley!!

though I dun understand some of the words used in the lyrics..bt was bz observing my surroundings during the songs..

Don't think I will frgt it..

Thanks fmh fr inviting me there.

first experience n quite meaningful n new to me keke..

then was so damn hungry so we went to a thai eatery near there n had our dinner

a vege,curry and horfun..

and the food pricing  is rly reasonable ther total cos 17dola only! 

 Satisfied by th dinner and walked through the estate to bishan mrt..

talking otw n I think is quite nice to take a walk after filling our stomachs ahahah

 Stupid idea by fmh n stupid me following her ahahah

 I rly wan to say this..if u dun hav a ruler can use her hair to be a ruler instead!

ahahahahahh!!

dunno why she so rly this hair end of hers..

fr me I rly rly dun like sia..

Like somebody abruptly cut off your hair wif a scissor n your hair end becum like tat

真心不喜欢 ok?

ahahaha

 then went walking ard in junction8 found a mirror that I wanted to buy fr ages..

bt it cost 25dola..so I didn't buy in the end..

over the budget fr me ley..

hmmpp

went home after that..

and was a little gandong when at the end of the day before separating fmh say thanks fr 陪ing me today..ahahah

then reach home totally tired..one mre dayleft of my wkend le lol..

and I still nid to go out tml afternoon..

:(

My My TGIF!

 Eand lectures at 3 so decide to go shopping wif fmh n yuhui..

While waiting fr yuhui we went to try on different killer heels ahahah..

Rly once agn salute to those models n woman fr able to wear this and walk wif it sia!!

*claps* plus *jaw dropped*

ahahaha

 personally like such mild colours  heels as they look so feminine n elegant once u put on isn't it?

ahahah or is it only me who had such thoughts? 

Also I rly like those wif glossy finishings de materials fr shoes..

dun like those fluffy or cloth kind of material fr shoes..

not dun like is totally hate it LOL!

once agn my personal opinion only hah ahahah

 had to spent some time finding ea other despite contacting ea other wif  hp lol!

Joker rite?

so after we went one big round we finally found ea other n then went fr dinner at  ding taifung agn..

the fried rice this time doesn't taste as good as the previous time I wonder why..hmmph//

I think I wun crave fr it anymre le ahahah fr time being at least?

 

 then yuhui treat fr BR ice cream..

dunno what went over her today..

hmmpp..

ahahahah...getting suspicious instead of feeling thankful of her treat ahahah

ok..ok..thanks all right? ahahas

 selfie selfie!!

was bz selfie even though they two was chatting..

basically ignore them and totally focus on selfie n updating my sns wif selfies n meipai vids ahahah

 last grp photo before heading home..shag!

Shall end wif my meipaivid! kekes