First ever solo trip

It is a lie to say I am not nervous and anxious for my first solo trip to somewhere so far from my hometown.

The trip can be boring or can be waste time idle around but just..please just..

Really hope no hiccups, no mishaps, no lost or stolen belongings. 

Hwaiting!

Heading to airport soon!

Ahhhhhh!!!

Time machine

Always see drama of people going back in time to undo their regrets in the past so that they can avoid their miserable life in the present.

But for me, I don't wanna go back to my past again.

I am happy and contented to be the present me and now.

Once again had such resolve when I jus ended work and otw home after getting grocery from ntuc

Saw a bunch of teenagers wearing my secondary sch uniform loitering ard and not gg home when it was almost 10pm already.

And their behaviour, attire hairstyles, everything is just like my reflection in the past when I was their age as well.

Thinking I am the coolest and prettiest being like this kind of pai kia.

But actually what I felt when I see them jus now is like, I feel embarrassed of them. Wasting their time on their appearance and staying out late.

Wish to tell them being like this won't help you survive the adult world in future.

U shld use this time to rly study and get good qualifications to get a job u want easily and earn money faster then anyone else to live a good life.

You so called now paikia friends as well as your bgr? They will all flock away when they are hit by reality. 

In the end to get attention to maintain your appearance, u need money as a basis.

Rly thinkback then when adults already out working, when they saw me in the past seconday sch loiter pai kia days, so this is how pathetic they see me as.

When I tot I am actually getting attention as I look stylish and pretty back then.

But actually they are jus laughing at how pathetic and foolish we are.

Wasting time off

I guess, I rly can't have regrets, I can only look fwd and make the best out of myself

Currently

Motto earn money spend money earn money  spent money 🤑🤑

Chloe Eau De Parfum

My second birthday gift received

My fave series for Chloe Perfume

Eau De Parfum

And their body lotion

 Thanks for the sweet surprise!

This actually cost $220 *faints*

Need to use it sparingly 

Cny handshake

Today is the 开工day after cny holidays

First time the company I joined in the past, their cny eve is rly company declared half day and no need force employee to use their AL to cover for the next half day.

You want take leave then apply, for those who don't want can contd work for half day in office.

And also first time cny day 4,company is also half day. 

Normally previously all is full day back to work already.

So I went back happily and come home happily and tml can still work from home. Then left 1 day till weekend!

One thing that is worth mentioning is 

The CEO actually came out in the office and walk to find every single employees to shake hand and personally wish happy cny to us.

First time I experience this. 

Felt a heartwarming feeling gushing out.

Normally is like just a official email memo written and address to all staff by CEO bt who knows maybe it is draft by hr or whoever.

Or we need to queue up infront of CEO to wait us walk up to them to shake hand.

Like he is some big shot.

Really felt a sense of belonging the moment he walked up to me and shake my hand smiling and wishing me happy cny.

🤗🤗

Outburst

Today had a sudden outburst at my bro

Right in front of my sister in law

All the pent up frustrations jus get to me and I burst into flames

Really don't like it when ppl keep breaking my plans and affecting me.

And not just one time that I told my bro

Don't do that.

And he treated me like a joke and ignore my pleas every single time

And always last min inform me

Seriously it won't hurt or cost you anything to just inform ppl in advance before u changes plans right?

When u need to 10min before then inform me and not picking up my calls.

So I literally shouted at the top of my lungs and scream out my unhappiness after all these times right after they step in my house

And they both went out agn.

After I cool down, I realize I shldnt raise my voice and lash out at my bro in the presence of my sis inlaw who is innocent

And is during cny period.

So after they came back I pull my bro fr a talk

And told him, u noe why am I angry?

And what shld u do next time? If u promise not to do it again then I will not behave this way anymore.

Pls respect ppl first if u wan ppl to respect you.

Then my bro promised me that he will not do it again 

And I went out and personally explained and apologize to my sister in-law in tears and gave her a hug

As I dw her to feel unwelcome here and I dun like her to come my house. So felt so guilty and apologetic when she is a guest.

But I rly don't like it when people last min inform me and changes my plans and despite telling you not to do so anymre, that person still don't take my words seriously and contd doing it.

I think I really need to manage my emotion these days

I can suddenly get rly angry, suddenly cry. It is like my emotions are amplified by 100times. 

And I don't rly laugh or smile due to feeling happy recently.

What is wrong with me srsly....

拜托，快结婚吧 Cdrama

 

Another short Cdrama done watching

Like the plot

Is about a couple's 5yrold kid

Time travel back to time when his parents still doesn't know each other and let alone getting married and having him as their kid

Quite cute 

Though their acting skills is Abit below average

But the plot is still not bad

And ofc this is jus a short drama with 9min ea episode only

Low cost production

So cannot have too much expectation 

Like those real drama.

But overall I like the season 1 better than season 2

As alot characters had change during the season 2 and made me Abit confused 

Like the male lead's closest friend aka manager change to another face acting him in season 2,

Which I felt Abit uncomfortable

But nevertheless at least the female n male lead and their lil kid is still the same one as the season 1

So still can contd watching it

Love the ending

Might be quick and rushed

But at least is a good and well explained ending.

Will rewatched it if I had time nex time

Nowadays rly more and more this kind of short online drama is catching my eyes

Plot is good and leads are pretty and handsome

Hope some will find investor and make it into a real more developed drama.

去你的世界再爱我一次

 再新的一年里 

无意中

看完了一部好的短剧

很爱故事情节

不会潦草

有深度

感动的一部作品

去你的世界再爱我一次

Way back into love

IQiyi

如果我也能有个陆泽守护着我

那有多好呀