Alone full of thoughts

Among your phone contacts.
Is there a someone that you want to msg or call..
But your hands stop pressing the button unknowingly when nearing to it?
Cause your mind noe you cant.
U are afraid that person might alr change his number long ago.
Or the number is unused alr?
You know deep in your heart u wun msg or call them anymre..
Yet u cant bring yourself to delete their contacts..
Cos that is the only link left bet them n you.
If u delete that number
You will noe that it is rly the end of everything bet us guys alr.
Rly the end.
Becoming emo n full of thoughts as i am waiting fr my friend at taka now.

Kimi

乔任梁我知道你只是累了睡了
能不能别睡了
快点醒醒
不敢相信这么好的你
竟然不在了
怎么可以丢下这么多爱你的人呢
我很想你。
泪崩

Walking to work with mum

Today took halfday fr med appt.
Then my mum suddenly say wanna go see my workplace.
Then brought her ard my previous workplace nuh and oso my present workplace aesm
Had fun intro to her and oso share wif her what i eat where i walk everyday ther.
Feel thanksful to her as..
When tml i walking tback to my new worplace i will feel mre at hm as one of the ppl i know had walk wif me on the same road vefore..
Giv me 安全感..
Walking the road to my worplace is oso strange with my mum jus nex to me ahahah
Abit feel like when i pri sch then my mum bring me to n fro my primary sch that kind of feeling when i am alr so old le..
Then being overly excited...now then jus return hm..
And tml full day work plus nite class..hen thur full day work once agm..
I can alr predicted my shag face ltr on
Lol!!
Hwaitingggf

惋惜

不敢相信是你。
原来身边笑的最开心的人,
未必真的开心。
又另一个因忧郁症而离开我们的人。
愿你在另一个世界能找到你要的快乐。
一路走好。

乔任梁

13 Sep AESM

First day of reporting to my new company.
Intro to big boss n walk ard as our compamy occupy 3 diff floors in the office building.
Rly dun like the toilet here. Rly smelly.
Hiax..
Bt my office nt bad. My desk location gd oso.
Alot indians in our compamy..n mostly all guys..
Luckily my office all gurls..
Bt dun seem to be easily approachable kind..
Dun think i can find anyone to chat wif in this office le this time..
Rly abit missed my nuh work life le tdy..
Dk is abit too overwhelm or what first day.
I wore contacts tdy..n my left eye disconfort blurred the whole day..
And worse thing is i nv bring my spects..
After enduring the whole day..and buying a 8dola damn ex eyedrop which play no use at all..i end up feeling dizzy n headache in the while afternoon..
And i finally went home and cant get my contacts out..spent 30mins then done..
I rly dun suit to wear contacts i guess..
Bt i had bought 2 boxs 2yrs ago..
Nex yr may gg expire alr and i am still left wif 2wks worth of contacts.
Will nv ever buy nex time..lky forcing myslef to wear contacts
This time round..i surely cannt be late alr..
Gt thumbscab fr attendance..
Rly hor salary mre 500bucks permth mre strict sia..take leave oso cannt like part timer morning msg incharge jiu ok liao.
Still nid apply leave or timeoff n nid call personally before 10am back to office.
Luckily i am in HR department alr..straightaway can ask..
N i is no work no pay de lo...cos is temp staff nia fr 4 mths. Bt at the vry least still gt some days leave in dec and oso mayb some medical claims..
So fast time to slp agn..when my hair jus gets dried frm bathing..
Nid to go back offfice agn tml...
Actually tdy is nt hard..bt somehw this new workplace gives me a not so gd vibe.
Like here no friend de kind. Nvm lo..
Jus do my work then..
Shall go slp liai...
Hope i can adjust better tml.
Be brave chowchow

Bye Bye Kent Ridge

 11 July 2016 - 9 September 2016

First office admin job at a company without interview.

NUH Haem-Onco Department's temp admin assistant

Still seems like ytd tat I am at HR department waiting my in charge to pick me up.

then got to know lucy.

beechoo faridah peiyi averie rubiah Cassandra yanti ross soo..

all the salereps..

will neverfrgtthe things that I did n faced there.

 the sudden audit of a Dr and alllthe photocopies of the document dd few yrs back..

the condemnation of FA,erp epr,mortality audit onco n haem..

the sme cme event,the meetings booking of rms..

honorarioum..cheques..roster..mrms..

the lil conflict bet me n my in charge..you understand?!

and my lil childish revenge..

stapler bullets on the ground conflict..

ordering of bento catering..prepareing meeting rms..

collecting newspaper n mails..

lunching wif superior everydays..

feel nervous lost till familiarity..

get nasty wif some dr s and get to know some drs.

lots of treats n chatting wif colleagues..

salereps..

hlp staffwif quries happy that I am able to hlp them since I am familiar wif my job alr..

the walking frm mrt straight to my work place..

kent ridge to medical centre to tower block..

main building kopithiam..NUS fdcourt cheap and nice...

rong ron's accompany wif me as her workplace is next to nuh.

and sallythe receptionist..

2 mths memories is rly flashing by in my mindtonite..

Averie the only same aged girl as me and mre newcomer than me seated in the same office as me..

a pity I am leaving as soon as she came..

leaving fr better pay..

and most importantly I had learn 80% of my jobscope le..no pt staying ther out of comfort.

bt I rly like the environment ther..sheltherall the way..foodnice n cheap gt staff discount..

always have free lunch or breakfast..

no ot.

bt per mth 1300 rlyis too lilfr adiploma student.

and I nidto earn my sch fee ley 9k ley..

 

 First time a realpantry that I had always imagine of in a company.

proper pantry ahahawif a sea view..

rly rly satisfied wifthe pantry I had this time round.

and their wifi therkingfisher ahaah

my life safer

the last sunset I viewed frm the pantry..

rly rly like everything there except their low pay..

bt I hope nex week new company...everything will work out fine..

I srsly switch jobs cos of the higher pay n the admin is in aHR department which I am originally interested in bt no chance get in..

the interviewer seemsquite nice osolike quite easygg kind of vibe..

hope everything will not be as worrying asi thought n imagine..

I dun feel nervous now..bt when tue comes I think I will then be nervous..

hope I canlearn well adaptwell and endure well..n no see the need to change jobs..

hope everything will turn out fine as I am schooling as well..

13 Sep - 30 Dec

work well calcal

19 Sep -30 Dec

study wellcalcal

Jan 2017 - May 2017

Gdluckcalcal..

hwaiting

Badminton Date wif My Poly Clique

 Badminton day wif my poly friend..

 Actually plan to play at my companys gym n court on the top floor..

Bt as expected fri nite...all full hse...

So we went to sp...

Our poly 4yrs ago..

 Easily found a open space to play..

Nt mre than being tired frm playing badminton

I am mre tired frm picking up the fallen shuttlecork

Lok!!

My poor skills after i so mamy yrs nv play badminton le..

 So rly quickly ended our game and went to walk ard our sch to reminisce our old times

The sch rly changes alot...

And we were almost lost ahahah

Bt managed to find our way back to our sci blocks and  think back of the times we study in ther..

Have mst in ther..

Have our practical lab sessions ther..

Our fyp time when we almost stayour at the labs everyeveryday..

And gg lib fo reports..

Rly times fliesss

Bt it is rly gd to walk wif those ppl frm 4 yrs ago and tgt think back what we did tgt.

Though gt one troublemaker kip say the sch so dark n no ppl ltr gt ghost..

Srsly..spoiling my gandong de mood

Lol!!

Anyway..

Last wk of work at NUH HaemOnco Temp Admin

Thinking of hw to well spent it

And also what gifts to giv ny colleagyes..

What things to take back home..

Wat thing to say lastly to ea n everyone of them..except those dr ahahaha

Not close totally..

3 mths of working ther day after day..

Time rly flies...

Feeling abit neevous abt my nex new worplce..

Hope everythig will turn out fine as here..

Hwaiting..

Sch oso commercing...

Hope i will adapt well...

Bt btbttbt

I rly love the way i am noww...

Bz wif earning money n studying..

Hope i will nt let myself slow dwn agn! 

Hwaitinggg!!

And also i am a lil missing my friends now..

In the middle of the nite...ahahah

Sentimental girl..

Bti cherish my perious free rest time mre actually ahahahaha

Okok enuf wif the jokes...slp early tml still hav a long hsework day fr me..

Hwaitinggf!!
Also psps

My bro tue went hk trip wif his 2 guy poly friends..
First time overseas without us..
Rly rly glad that i am nz working everyday tue to fri..
If nt i will feel the emptiness at hm definitely..
Rly jealous of him..
I too wanted to go overseas wif my friends
Hav a hotel gurl party nite out..
Morning bf tgt
Afternoon roaming streets n gg cafe or eating streetfood
Bt bt bt...now abit broke ajahah
Okok...
Imagine inagine 一下下就好
And and and...
My bro is back tgt.
Glad that he is safe come back home..
Cos nowadays overseas vry chaotic de mah..
Nt rly safe..
So 难免willabit wrry
Bt luckily everythign is well
Wonder did he buy the tshirt i wanted -_-"