Photos: Seoul trip 23/11 - 02/12

 It has been almost a month after we return frm our well deserved trip this year

Last yr was taiwan and this yr korea.

feel blessed to be able to go overseas every yr..

after a whole yr of working hard.

goin on trip wif friend and fam is a whole diff experience i can say

fam is more of shopping eating as ther are elders..

bt wif friend we are mre of walking n sightseeing and playing sports.

 This time round the highlight of our trip is mt climbing n paragliding.

both is my first time.

it is rly fun though left some scars on my legs ahaha

bt will definitely go fr it agn

 Also first timegg for a week long trip away frm my fam and wif friend..

previously was jus a 3days trip and everything was quite rushed

bt this timeround rly is relax and chill

 damn regret wearing the face mask during the paragliding experience as my face was cover totally and doesnt look good in the pict as well

want to go for another paragliding experience again to make up for my this regrets ahaha

 we even had the time to try cooking..

bt supermart was hard to find in korea..

they seldom cook and everywher ard was convenience store instead selling instant food.

so wecan only cook fried rice with the ingredients we cn find in the convenience store

 the chocolatemilk in korea is no joke..

damn rich and nice to drink unlike in sngapre

i literally drank one can everyday ther..

and banana milk fr my chinggu

ahaha

i hate banana fr your info

 unexpectedly came acrss a ice palace when we are actually expecting 3d paints to take pic

went in unprepared and took photos in lightning speed before we escape outside lol

for your info the room temperature is minus 17deg celsius,,

lol

my toes almost drop out lol

was wearing sandals at that time

 Went fish market to eat the fish ther

 Visit the amusement park i wanted to go

and tried the wooden rollercoaster finally

damn fun

 Took neoprints fr the first time in awhile..

the last time i took one is 4-5 yrs back?

lol

 Went to Hangang

a famous river in seoul

and it was rly cold though i dress thinly lol

it even suddenly snow abit when we aretaking photos ther

 Celebrated yh bdae at korea..

went out on a mission to buy cakefr her in korean streets my first time and it wasa wholediff expereience

first time fr bothof us..

Had aserious interview chat wif Yeji (korean friend) and had a photograhy shoot at a cafe..

and time fly too fast and now i am sitting here posting this in singapore aahahah

looking fwd to my next trip nex yr alr..

bt fr now is work and exam first priority

Rush Meetup before year ends

Long time no meet up wif my poly clique

When i grad frm poly..thought will lose contact wif them since we are nt tat close..

bt it is quite amazing we still can meetup n talk tgt like these after all these yrs..

We grad in 2013 btw

and nw is gg2019 soon..

we had prata at westmall after work..

on a wed nite somemre when all of us have to work tml

cos if my schedule

though it is abit hard to believe bt i am the busiest of all my friend currently

having nite class everyday while working in the day so wed nite is my only free day..

wkend is fam day nid go out..

So i am lfet wif sat torly slp in and recharge..

This week like the same..

slept 5hr every wk..

and sat slp in 12hours..

bt still is hard fr me

wonder why those idol can survive wif jus slping 1hr each day

My hair scalp condition is bad these days..cos of my ecema..

that i dun even dare to go salon cut hair or dye hair cos scare will aggravate it.

hair soo unkempt n fizzy nw..

and hair kip dropping

worries

Helo i am back

Back to my blog after a month!
I had tendered my resignation to my job and signed contract for a new company
Decide not to stay n get comfort in my current company and go venture mre before i grad frm my university.
So my last day wif my current company will be 1Jan 2019 and 2Jan i shall start working in my new company as a purely payroll hr executive.
Hope i will learn mre and mature more in thease area
Rly tired of recruitment aspects of HR alr.

So after i settle my future career path..
Immediately packed my luggage and fly off to korea wif my friend yh

My stay there was from 23 Nov to 1Dec

My second overseas trip wif friend

And my first long trip in a while

Rly explore arounf slowly since have many days there..

Visited busan and seoul

Went paragliding
Went mountain climbing
Went to see sunrise

Rly fun n tiring n fulfilling trip

Though spend abit over my budget ahahag

Overall is a nice break off work esp after i just tender resignation

Feel apologetic and thankful to my trip companion yh.

Drag her to beach so early to see sunrise when she is scare of cold..
 Shld hav go alone de me ahaagah..
I rly enjoy the cold weather this time round

Feel thankful for her helping my carry things cos she mayb skinner than me bt alot mre stronger than i am.

Feel thankfuls fr her to try slow dwn her pace fr me..

Feel thabkful fr her to accompany me go country wif cold weather.. cos all of my friends like warm weather ahahahag ...i an the only one who like cold weather alot...

Shall end my year wif lots of good memories!

Today went to marsiling cc to play badminton wif 4of my colleagues frm accounts and technical department

Unexpectedly fun. My first time and perhaps last time alr since i am leaving.

Loving my Christmas alot.

Shall go to town to enjoy the lights n deco myself..

Torn bet 2 decisions

out of frustration..
sent resume to apply fr job
got 1 interview invitations
and went
and didnt expect at all i will be offered the job
higher than my current pay..
venue nearer to my sch..
and is HR in payroll aspects and i will nv get to touch the recruitment part which i hated..
payroll team is of 6 person
and i finall will have colleagues!!
but but..
if i take on this job.. nex jan
my exams in may
will i be able to bring myself to quit?
and if i resign now..
i will have to forfeit my prorated bonus as well
join my current company in june and nt sure whther i will get hw much bonus..
mayb jus 1k nia..
what shld i do..
nex wk nid sign contract and nid resign plus nid go overseas...
i am so torn now..
how how..
if i reject this job...think i will regret
but now shld i focus on earning money and jus endure 3mre mths at this company ?
then quit for my exma during april?
shld i make the right chioces or shld i make the desired chioces..
aigooo
rly think tat good chnces is hard to come by again.and esp to me this type of underqualified person..

When employee doesnt rly look up to their superior

Nowadays abit frustrated in work..
Something happen and feel that me and my superior opinion keep clashing
I dun agree with the way she want things to be deal with
and She doesnt seem to think my way is correct either..
and not once or twice but several incidents in this 2 weeks..
Feel that why shld we draw the line so clear cut between departments
I mean after i hand over properly n completely then if things happen we can leave it to them..
but the thing is now i have nt even fully orproperly handover yet and my superior wants me to throw the problem to them..
how they know hw to solve
Somemre the thing need to be resloved urgently kind and she still thinking of pushing to others
then eventually the whole company process will be slow dwn oso and our company will be seems as unprofessional..

then end of the whole incident she call to talk to me..
and she say i shldnt do this and I oso dun think i done anything wrong so i voice out my thoughts oso.
in the end wedunagree still so everything jus ended wif i saying ok lo..next time i do your way then..
bt my heart is notagreeing wif her totally kind

then she say i apply wrong position on workpass..
purchasing executive n procurement executive is similar wat then she say cfm application will rejected and nid pay extra application fee..
i am like deduct my salary lo..
i mean alr thing happen i wun find excuse but rather spent time to of way to rectify things..
then she kip saying 3rd time i do wrong alr..then wat u wan me to say..i alr admit is my fault n find solution alr..
jeezz

then in the end application approve..then she totally speak softer now..
jeezz..

then ytd cos receptionist downstair on mc so ppl dwnstair ask me to hlp open main door as only hr have spare key, the door key is wif receptionist
then i hlp open lo..then end work i totally frgt n no one frm dwn stait call me wat so i totally frgt n went hm..

this morning my superior call me and say meagain..
then i admit n apologise bt i oso say i am seated upstairs hw to rmb dwnstar door nv close..not my responsibility wat..she on mc somebody shld cover her duties mah we diff department oso..
then my superior say since i am then one open then i shld rmb to close..if dun rmb just put a noteon my computer..then i am like ok lo.. and i also feel wronged so i just double cfm wif her..so next time if receptionist on mc or unplan leave i will be responsible to open n close door at lobby hah...then she agree..

then in the afternoon she suddenly called me in and say she alr talk to the department dwn stair if receptionist on leave the receptionist cover person shld open n close the lobby door..it is not the HR responisibility todo their department job..

I am like thats wat i am referingin the morning wat..n u say it is my responisibility and not u go bak n think like wat i say is right then u change  and say as if u totally frgt this morning what kind of stand u make to me.

when it is suppose to draw the line bet departments u dun draw and when it is not suppose to draw the line bet dpts, u go drawa line..

Rly dun think she has any managing ppl skills
no doubt she is a rly efficient n hardworking employee..
bt when it comes to leading surbordinates and department..she rly is not up to it yet...
feel like working under her is tiring

starting to show my rebellious side..if dun thnk is right i will voice out my opinions

so pekcek that i ytd went to apply job on jobstreet ..
and one company ask me fr interview nex wk..
lol

think i will be gg fr the interview..dun think i will get hired oso...go see see..ahahah
since i can only work till nex mar as my exam coming up nex may...

Unless they rly pay me higher then i will forego my lil yr end bonus and hop to that company.

See how

Quit Smoking

End of Sep~~

Recently i begin to realise smth
Even if u open up your heart to others
Other ppl may not do the same to you.
It is kind of understandable that since all humans thinking n personality are different.
They may not feel comfortable doing the same as u did towards them.
But since i am nt that kind of person.
And i feel that mayb i am not as significant in their hearts as they are to me.
So still deep inside, there is some sadness lingering in me.
Mayb i shld learnt to oso close my heart a lil and keep words in my heart next time..
Cause i dun think before i speak my heart out..
Does it make others feel like i am a easy person?
..
And on a side note..cause sep is a rly bz mth
Started my sch agn plus working tgt
So did not come bak so frequently as i do..
Nex wk is start of oct which oso mean payroll period
I will see you in a wk or so time..
Lol..
Bt i will sure try to pop my head in here and wun let my blog be lonely without me..
As i am a abit forgetful.
I shld dun be lazy and come often to mark dwn my life so that it can hlp me rmb my life fr me..
..
Gonna slp early to prep fr tml monday agn..
Fakkk~~~!!

魄魄的日常

Spend few hours sourcing gif  of them
Choosing music
And make a short clip of them
明星大侦探season4 finally starting recording today
Waited fr a year
Woots!
Cant wait for my双北cp and 魄魄cp agn
Loving you guys chemistry

Firsy Official Appraisal

Finally friday cane to an end
And today is a bz bz day..
Mre bz and anxious abt completing my work task than my own appraisal..
Morning bz wif hr orientation ppt wif all my new staff for the mth of august
Then 10am jus barely finished and finally can cane bak my workdesk to start my task n i am called into the meeting rm wif my supervisor fr appraisal
First legit official appraisal
And spent 2hr 10min talking lol
12.10noon then we came out and i told my supervisor..12noon alr!!
Cos our lunch is 11.3 normally
So went out and cane out 1pm
And i only start xlearing my whole day task 1.10pm..
And still nid hlp my supervisor make calls to cpf board and mom for some quries and spent 1hr ther
So left a petty 4hrs left fr myself to orep onboard for 3new staff on mon
And in the middle nud prep confirmation appraisal frm the staff in the upcoming 2 mths
N nid update adress for my foreign worker wif hdb...
Barely make it and still nid ot 30min..
Then rush off to meet my ex colleague fr dinner
Phew finally n chill at hm...whole day rush rush tish..
Finally had some time to look bak at my own appraisal tdy..
Like wat my mum n i predicted. Increment of 100bucks.
Ok i get bak my previous pay..
And most most imptly is ny take hm pay after cpf is a whole nunber dun like those no whole number kind..
Lol..so now my notice period is nt 1day alr sian..
Is 6wks.. omggg
Bt i am cfm staying fr my yr end bonus lol..
Prorated oso better than nth
Bt i think the nex 3.5mths..when my lessons and work tgt ongoing i will be shag bt fr the sake of my rice bowl n sch fees..
I have to sell my body blood sweat and tears fr it..aigoooo
Then see how whether exams come i cn cope anot
If nt same lo mar quit then at hm mug fr exams then june find another perm agn. N this time round rly is cannot hop le since my last yr nex yr..
Nid stay on le..die die oso bt stay..
If nt i not studying then no mre reason for why i kip job hop..
Aigoooooo
Hope i nex yr can get a deg and manage to find a job wif 2.8k..
Hope so...aigooo hwaiting

Happening september

Chosen my modules for the last lap in uni
Marketing which i failed
E-biz
Maths sci methods
Strategy (mixture of maths n econs)
The module i wanna take actually is mgmt and social media bt was full alr so no chioce bt to takeup strategy
Seems hard bt i gonna try
Last yr le must try pass all.. i dun wanna jus get a pass deg..
Bt at the vry least must pass at least 2modules to grad..
I aim to pass all..butt...
Given my limited rusty brain load
Hmmpphh
Ahahahah
Hwaiting!

On a side note
Finalyy i worked for 3mths alr..
And my supervisor say tmr morning need meet me do appraisal
This shld be my first formal official appraisal le...
Since this company i join seems to be mre legit and alot policies to follow unlike my prev company everything anyhw no rule n regulations to follow kind
Appraisal is oso i do myself and submit and my supervisor take to my company boss to nego my confirmation increment nia
Ahahahah
This time is first time official de
I dunno hw will it goes tmr..
Bt i have no anxiety or curiosity at all fr my appraisal tnr..
Cos tml morning i will be bz wif doing my hr orientation ppt for my newly hired staff of august.
Bz bz
Then monday got 3 onvoarding staff to prep
Aigoo hella bzzz
Bt 17sept when my class starts i wonder can i warm up my boday for it again
Since it has been 7mths since i last attend nite class while working le
And mt workpace vry far frm my sch
Mayb somedays nid cab to sch le..if nt cfm late fr class.. aigooo

D&E Victory

Another song that i fall in love wif recently..
To have a friend colleague and brother like eunhyuk is too good
rly easy going and character is mild
cry baby..kind..loyal..caring for his suju members
picky abt food as well ahaah
humour is same freq as mine
wonder why he still hasnt found his own girl yet..
Someone as good pure as him shld settle dwn soon and live happily wif his family n friends n fans
He always seems to remind me of someone
let make our life a victory tgt~~

Blue blue monday

Today is the most happening day
I diahrreea so thinking wanted break my record of 3mths full attendance?
In the end i still turn up fr work as tdy gt 1 new staff onboard.
Then i came to office n receive msg that my supervisor mc..
Was like heng ar i came if nt siao liao
Then endure..then afternoon shit happen
One IT executive tell me he wan hire a applicant n after i arrange contract signing
He say he jus ask me to call n chk wif applicant the amt salary they ok a not..
I am like wtf. All these during interview u shld ask the applicant n decide on the pay u offering to the candidate then inform hr when u wanna hire this applicant mah
Now he then chk wif boss can hire mah
N boss nt convinced by him
So siao liao lo..nid tell applicant srry we are nt hiring u
Damn bad in the company inage sia
Bt i literally dun care.
Not my company also..
I am gg leave sooner or ltr anyway..
Waste my time hlp them arranging everything n in the end they dw..
The time i can use to clear my workload alr.
N now my own work nt done and their work oso in a mess for hr to clear fr them
Wtf!
Tml rly dun feel like gg n wanna rest at hn
Bt my mind is lets tml go n deal finish wif every single shit n see hw
And on the other hand i am so fuckup wif doin up all the process manual
Do one time and kip returning to me
I rather do one time n u fail me i dun care..
This is my 4th time doing processmanual alr
When my supervisor alr had her own ver of manual
I am like do so many fr wat i dun even look at the manual at all. Jus do n leant n make notes myself.
Too much policy and directive n manuals le this company..
So tiringgg..
4mre mths till my bonus..
Endureee!!
Tmk cfm nid ot liao
Bt nvm since wed is ph and can slp in

happy belated

Finally one yr had passed

wmzyj full attendance.

welcome bak fmh

meetup after 4mths with u

surprisingly dun feel awkward wif u at all

i rly did enjoy my time at dinner n playing games n teoheng..

jus that my voice wun seemto come out that nite..

srry ahahah

bt i sang to my heart fill today instead..

though everyone is tired after work..

bt still we maintain our smile when we see ea other..

feel warm inside

last bt not least

tmy happy belated..

though we are late bt you shld not be too bored for your bdae since alot friends are wif you for your bdae ahah

IG always happening

since we cant be the first lets be the last

lol

till nex time when we see agn..

bye

uol results out

Got back my results
2 passes
1 fail
mktingfail ahaha
bt lucky HRM pass since i have been working as a HR executive for 1.5yr le
nv throw face ahaha
then isorg pass heng sia..
cos it is the last yr before the uni cancel this course..
and i cant retake this module anymre..
need choose another new module to replace..
and isorg is known to be easy to pass de..
heng ar if not dunno can take which other units le..
all is difficultde..
Honestly the past yr while working in allied..and studying
i can feell i am quite lazy agn ascompared to when i was working in anglo the previous yr..
skip alot lectures as well and during lectures use phone n left earlier
as work at allied is too tiring fr me the workload..
and i quit in mar i am only left wif 1 exact mth to study fr my 3 papers..
can pass 2 alr is best ending fr me srsly
the nex yr rly must buck up le..
left 4 units..
i nid pass 2 units to get a pass deg
nid pass fourunit to get a hons wif my uol deg..
hwaiting

冷

我渴望友情
但我没资格
我很想逃离
如果能离开
我宁愿结婚
远离这个家
这一个从来
都不曾是我的家
又有谁能来救我

August

An angle tat i nv grew tired of

Haha

Taken before gg out

Lala

Nex wk is a short weeekk lala

Meteor Garden 2018

Enjoy this drama..
So spend some time today to do a mv of them..
Enjoy~~

delicious XD

I almost died laughing at Jibeo'd out of the blue 'delicious'
ahahahahahah

These days..

These days

wat that kept me going on for

despite working everyday..

everyday gt smth to look forward after i end work and go hm..

Meteor garden srsly all ver i watched

rly love the storyline too much

kekeke

one of the mv i liked on youtube.

gonna share here..

Special Senoko Lunchie

First time can lunch tgt

Since we work

Both sad life in senoko

Mayb the first and last time

So rly think it is special tdy

Though it was jus a brief one

Thanks fr her treat fr teh bing and

Present frm japan..

Though tdy is monday

Yet doesnt rly feel too blue ahahah

Tnl is the day my supervisor coming bak frm her longg annual leave

Aigoo

No mre freedom..

Bt at least anything happen can ask her

July finall ending

Means pay coming in ahahah

Then comes aug

Whereby my uol exam result releasing

Oh myyy

Mid aug is what i most dread...

Hwaitinggg

7.14

Love is too amazing
Still rmb few mth bak
i am getting tickts for Wanna One concert in SG
and get furious when my lappy dieon me
and now they perform finish and left SG
i then realisedthe concert is over ahahah
thanks to my infinite and Golden Child
rising bias in these short few mths time
Saranghae~!


Nowadays bz working during day and nite bz slping
bz play hp games
and wkend chiong drama and variety show
My all time fave Running Man, the busted
and recently Super TV 2
and somedrama these days are catching my attention
Rich Man, Whats Wrong with Secretary , Love returns, a loveso beautiful,meteor garden 2018,investigative couple,five,miss hanmurabi,flower and the beast..
Zang..
Spend last sat ggoing on a date wif myself
ate steak and went to catch a movie and having some shopping time..
it has been quite a longwhile i went out agoto spend money ahahah
thanks to my dad frm being at hm that make me this homegoer step out of my comfy rm
went to watch JurassicPark
i feel the prev one was nicer and mre action packed.
nex movie on the list is Along wif the gods 2
waiting it to be up in the theatre
watched the first part and it was totally too nice sia..!!
Comes to work..
everything is still manageabe now..
it is almost comingto 2mthsthat i amworking after my exams in May
hope i cn contd to adapt wel and nth too hard happens to me..
My manager is on long leave since lastthurand will be back only on the 24thJuly
happyto have freedom yet it came wif a prize
hope nth rly unmanageable or too urgent happen to me till 24th
enjoying the last few days though..
finally dun nid get drag to eat at my canteen ther
i sit bus to sunplaza and ate kfc and drank starbucks during lunch ahahahah
freedommmmm~~~
ok..i shldget back to mydiet man
aigoo
cantwait for yh to come bak and then take leave fr our korea trip later this yr..
i even went to check airticket dates and prices alr thelast fri aaahahah
now i am mre n mre inclinced to gg korea in nov instead of sep..
cos sep i jus cfm and only have 3day AL..which is hella nt enuf..nid at least 1wk sia..
aigooosomemre nov gt PH sommre kekeek
oso hope fmh cn join ustmy n kel mostprobably is cmi cui ahahahha

Alone date time

A day spend alone
Cos my dad is off day n at hm
My bro gg out till nex day nite
So i rather go out then spend time wif my dad
Book a slot fr movie
Second time watching movie alone
Ahaha
Then go find a salon do hair later
Wanna try eslewher instead of my usual salon
Northpt i see alot salon mayb can try
Then plan to go jack place eat steak alone
Then head home
Recently hav craving fr steak agn aigooo
Finall can spen abit money after i get my first pay in 3mthtime
Aigoo
Hope i will enjoy my alone time ltr...

Japan again

Safe flight gurl

Though is working oso.

Bt at least diff location than in senoko

Ahahah

I will work hard here oso.

Till we see agn

Fly fly flyyy

So looking fwd to our trip le yr end..

Fr nw lets work hard to earn money forst

Hwaiting

Food poisoning

Last friday

Was my most unlucky day

Forst of all

I had to ot the first time

Since i started working

While day manager nt in

And she left so much task fr me to do

Mind alr fly out

Bt mood still gd as i feel motivated

As i am alone and can do my work at my own pace n control

Then meet tmy bt endup had to wait fr yh fr almost 2hrs

And yet the darts place we plan on going is full

So went to hav dinner

Which i originally say i am skipping donner

As since i started working

I everyday oso skip dinner 

So alr used to nt eat anything after 6pm

Bt to pei yh if nt she will be eating alone

I go order dinner at saizeriya as well

Then after dinner pei tmy wait her bf

And gg hm wif yh

Bt mrt early shut dwn at 11pm

And last train is till amk nia

Still gt shuttle bus to semb so still ok..at least i am nt alone

Bt by then my stomach alr started to hurt

Bt still i mamaged to hold it in

When i reach hm

Straight go slp

Bt after i wakeup in the morning

Felt mre sick

Body ache plus fever plus diahrrea n nausea

Knew that it was the food i ate last nite

Simce i didnt eat alot food ytd

So cfm is the pasta at saizeriya that has prob

Ate lots of medince 

And coma fr the whole sat

Even frgt i am meeting friend

And nv msg them at all

They were so worried that smth might hav happen to me

N kip calling my phone and send messages to my phone throughut

And in the end even called my house phone to reach me

Felt touch yet guilty at the same time

Apologise to them and back to my bed agn

Sun fever had subside bt still diarrea

Shldnt have gone out on fri

Wasted my wkend and now it is alr monday agn

Wtf 

2nd week

Second week at new job

Still need adapt

Bz complain

Msg to all my peers

Shld stop le rly

A sneak peek at my new environment

To my standards

Yet working n learning

N adapting is hard fr me

This introvert girl

Trying to put a brave front during work

N when calling ppl on phone

And when nid liase wif my colleague face to fcae 

Today even cos my prev company haven remove my acct fr corpass

N my now company cant assign me on mom

N i nid contact back my ex big boss and ex colleague

Damn awkward

N they are damn unefficient srsly

See tnr hw le bah

Hwaitng

Thankful but fearful

Today was a happenung day
Ended my exam last tuesday
Gave myself a break last wed
began updating my resume on last thur
Friday morning starting spamming my resume online
And evening gt a call for interview on monday
So sat met wif friend
Sun went out wif fam
And monday morning interview at 9am
Bt cos company is jus 5bustops away frm my hm
I jus need 30min to reach ther
So still ok.
Then thought i will be hm by 10am
Bt interview ended after an hr and 40min
And i left the place 10.45am
Then the person is saying the common stuff after interview
Giv them 1wk to 2 wk as they are in process of interview other candidates as well.
So i thought nid wait 3days at least
Bt 2hrs ltr they call to ask me when can come dwn sign contract
And since tue is ph
Wed 3pm go sign contract
Bt i oso got 2 calls asking me go interview
Making my heart swaying
One is in redhill all is hr job
Bt till now haven get their email regarding where to go and what to bring
Another is tanjorpajar on fri morning
Bt i am not gg as i went previoualy totally waste of time
Made a futile trip ther i can say.
So i decide to jus go wif the flow and accept that job
And if everything is ok
Gonna start work nex monday.
Actually my aim is to get employed before 15jun
Bt now when my aim gets realised
I dun feel vry happy bt instead
Get nervous
Aigoo
Human hearts are too irony le
Hwaiting !

First time to bowling

Make a lil video to commemorate my first time bowling
ahahah
Went for an hour session ytd
though we nid to walk in rain to ther
but think i had fun ther
at khatib frgt the place name ahahha
hands acheing now bt it was a worthwhile exp
then went yh hse nua for the first time in a while

After exams

Taking selfie while waiting doctorlalalla

Went for my skin medical checkup

Straight after my last paper today

Then my doctor after seeing me

Ask me join a research based on ezcema patient

Then i jus blur blur went

After signing a acceptance form

Took some test for my skin mositure ph lvl

Height weight

Then took some photo of my ezcema parts

Then go scanning of my body part wher there are ezcema prone

Lied down for 30min

And the whole test took me an hr

And they gave me 20 dola fr taking part in their research

So happy ahahah

Immediately went spent the money om food wif my mum

Second time i undergo such research

Previously was fr my friend

Then earn 20 bucks as well

The research was on so lipo thingy in my body fr my agegrp

Then kip ask my friend nex time got any research simple de let me noe

I wan earn some easy bucks ahahah

Bt she said mostly is need kip return de n fr a year kind then earn hundred bucks per day kind

Bt nid put needle in your body

I scare scare

Ahaha

Wanted to go donate my blood

Bt dun know why 

I cant seem to find bak the courage i have back then

Rly jus go alone after my work

And the last one to leave before the centre close

Lol

Ok finally my last paper end

Now i shall rest abit while send resume

Bz meetingup n catchin up wif my friends

This n nex wk

Then nex wk have time i shall rebind my hair to make myself presentable when i go interview

My colour of hair i think i nid tie my hair when i go interview

Abit light 

Bt i like it so much

Cant bear to dye back dark brown

Then nid to go sch print mre copies of my updated resume n certs n identificatiom pass fr my interview

Bzzz

N fangirl over my infinite sungyeol

And sehun

So so liking my life now..freedom after 11mths

Which is almost a yr without work n without sch

Aigooo

Close.shave plus new goals

Almost exceed my mobile data limit
As i frgt to turn off my data and thought i was on wifi..
Still enjoying watching drama on my phone
Them end of day i go check my plan
5.99gb out of 6 ahahah
Close shave..
If nt i rly will slap my own face
Ahahaha
Tml start of exam league
2 continuos paper mon and tue 10am paper
Then end of everything
Start of job h7nting phase agn
Third time alr
Abit anxious n scare of wher i will be working nex
But money is the root of all my bravery
Ahaha
Looking fwd to go on trip wif my friends in sep. And yr end hope i can go on trip wif fam again. Wanna bring them on mre trips to repay them of those times they spend money on me
Heaitiing
Nid start saving money to buy my own hdb flat at 35yrold
2rm flexi plan..
Heard it cost about 120k
Bt due to inflatiom 10yrs dwn the road mayb mre ex..
Rly nid to saveoney
Having a home is rly impt
As it is the only place to return to when you are tire and nid warmth
Xcited as to hw i reno my own hse in future..
Aigooo.
My end goal hwaiting!

I Love You Even If I Hate You FMV

Using my amateur skills again after some time..
Spend some time downloading ,editing and putting all into a video
My Fave couple from Love Returns KBS drama
Hong Seok Pyo x Gil Eun Jo
Satisfied.
Making me wanna gg back and rewatch this drama..
120ep though nvm i can jus skip to see them
Enjoy.
BGM: Love Tint

Julia

Listening to this again after so long..
Infinitesaranghae...
Forsake my wanna one for you..
Sungyeol ar..
sing mre..

Doggie day

Went to a dog xafe in bugis tdy

We Are The Furballs

Intro by yuhui

This random girl ahah

Thnx to her..

Alot first time experienced by myself

Actually was quite wrry the day before

As i like dog n cats

Bt i am scare when they near me

At first thought yh is nt scare ..

Bt when we went in we jus curl up tgt..

Ppl is gg cuddle wif the puppies

We two are cuddling tgt in a corner a

And whenever a dog comes 

We escape ahaha

I was thinking all along 

Jus pei her come and i in charge take photo

Bt endup is we both oso scare of puppies 

Lol..

Bt she is braver than me

She go feed the puppies

Which i didnt dare

Jus manage to feed once

The feeling of being lick on my palms

Omg

And while i was concentraing taking photos fr yh while she is feeding the dog

My arm is being lick by another dog who approached me without me knowing

I was loterally so shock when i turn and see it was a dog who lick me

I cnnt! Lol

And almost manytimes

I almost raised mt leg to kick a dog when it approaches me

Ahahahahh

Bt i didnt ok

I vry caring n demure to animals de ahahaha

My fave lil one

Finally manage to take my first selfie

Wif a puppy upclose

Had always envy those wif their puppies taking selca

Finally my turn and my first one

Thnz to this girl

Kekeke

Fr bringing me ther and giving me courage

2hrs was well spend ther

12.50dolq

And the staff ther is friendly

And hlp is to take photo wif the puppies

Bt was scare by the dogs barking twice and jus by my ear

So shocked that i wanna flee bt the lady staff hold on to me and say it is ok they wun bite

Ahaah

If there is another chance 

Will definitely go wif yh agn

Healing time

Thinking of buyin a dog and raising it myself

Bt still nt rly financially stable and mental stable

Cos raising a dog is till it dies

I wan to take it srsly

And nt like buying a toy

~

~~

Had some htht wif yh

After 2mths

It seems that we didnt see or talk to ea other fr rly long

Bt nwow i think bak actually we last met jus 2mths ago

Dk why ahaha

Thought out of 5 of us

3 settledwn le..

One down

Bt tdy realize one is atill up like me ahahah

Hope instead of kip hlpin others she can hlp herself mre

As she seems to be doing alot of other workload on top of her own..

There is a limit to everything we do interms of hlpin others as well

Bt pls oso think of hlpin yourself instead of others first

The one who wear the crown has to bear the weight of the crown

Not always being the strongest one will be the happiest one

If rather seeing u proving yourself to others your abilities

I will be mre happy to see u being happy

Kip some distance to your colleagues as well

Dun giv them all your heart n soul only to.realize they jus treated you as a hlpful backup

Friendship goes 2 way

Hope you will be happy fr a long long time chinggu ya

You are doing well this 1.5yrs

No matter what u are doing in future..

I will be here supporting you

In sembawang and nt gg anywher ahahah

Hwaiting

Being my personal hair stylist

Tried trimming my fringe tdy

Korean airy bangs

Bt my curly hair is destroying the look

Ahahah

Nid time straighten it..

Overall

Quite to my liking