Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Monday, September 22, 2025

Nth time grabfd surprise



After I said to him, u are not a romantic guy
U always say u poor boy boy 
But actually..
Girls no need expensive gifts or expensive food
U can at times free come my office fetch me hm
At times free come my office lunch wif me
At times grabfd send to my hse
At times pass by a bakery and RMB this is wat I like to eat and buy fr me
This little act will be enough to make me feel happy and contented
Then he rly got time jiu, drop by my hse pass me food
Out of a sudden,
Call me come dwn take your snack
Come dwn take your breakfast fr tml 
Come down for your afternoon tea
And tdy best
He busy then grabfd and send to my hse
Without telling me anything 
Then end up I go hm , smth hanging at my door
Lol!
He who don't even grabfd fr himself more than 5times a yr
Saying too ex, can jus walk out dabao what
Why need to grabfd 
N tdy he jus spend $20 grabfd fr me alone

Ask him why suddenly grabfd fr me
He said u want honest answer?
Cause delivery only $0.99
Then I thinking why nt?

But this silly b, delivery min order is $20 le ley
Aiyo
I normally grabfd fr myself
$13only inclusive of delivery fee $3
He still think is cheap.
Silly him 

But rly quite touched
I dunno how long will this last.
But at least fr now what I said
He take it srsly and rmb and put it into action
Rly thankful to him
For making me rly feel like I am the female lead in a drama

Thanku b, for tolerating me.
Thankyou for loving n accepting who I am
The real me




 

Wednesday, September 17, 2025

Enzel 5th months old

Photos from today!
Tried to every week WFH go to my brother's house to see my nephew.
5mth old baby alr!
Know how to hold his own milk bottle to drink
And also knows how to flip his body to lie on his belly alr

姑姑feel so old
Enzel always see me he will smile shyly de
So cutee
Too cute that now all other kids I see outside is all not as cute as my nephew alr

And also he is a attentive seeking kid
Always whoever speaks he will turn to look
And make sounds to try to join in our Convo 
If not he is lying in his bed
And once nobody is near him or attending to him
He will make sounds to make ppl go to play wif him 
Damn funny and cute
He scares to be lonely I guess?


 

Sunday, September 14, 2025

Oceanarium Family Day

Suddenly find myself attending JZ's mum company organized family outing kind
This yr to Sentosa newly opened Oceanarium 
Hmm, I think for those who went to Sea Aquarium previously
U might consider to give it a miss
As the new expanded section I feel is quite little.
About 75percent is the old sea aquarium area that I last visited in last November lol!
Not rly worth the price of $42
But as this is his mum company event
It is foc!
Then after this, went to a hotel event hall to join their company lunch buffet!
Didn't get to take photo
But seriously! The food though is halal
It is damn delicious and I keep eating eating n eating lol!



Finally knew so his mum is working at lsk engineering company
And my bf used to be a intern at there at various departments
So apparently some of the old employees knows and rmb my bf lol!
And now is his lil bro turn to be an intern at his mum company
Funnyy!


 

Saturday, September 13, 2025

Farewell gathering to yh


finally met up for dinner with full attendance 
Been a yr since our last full gathering at last sep.
I rmb cause that was before I get official wif my current bf
So our meetup sort of becomes like a yrly DND event kind of thing? Lol
This time round agenda for this meetup
Yh farewell
For her 2yr trip to Japan for studying Japanese language


So rly finally had the courage to rly put dwn everything at here to go start afresh at a foreign land
But I am totally not worried Abt her
As she is independent enough given her nature of job
Over all these years alone travelling to Europe, US and all sorts of countries far or near
So not worrying at all
And she is not alone this time round
She had a bf accompanying her all the way
So zero worries and only happy for her
And glad that she have a rich and dependent bf as though money is not everything
Bt we all knows money can give us stability and security esp when she is having zero income suddenly and seeing money keep going dwn in your own bank account 
I guess I would appreciate to have money to give me financial security at a foreign land for 2 long years.
Think I shld be able to hear good news frm Japan ya.
After Dating for so long, I guess this shld be her last bf and the one she will be walking tgt hand in hand in life whether they decide to make the relationship legal or not.
Congrats to her

Another breaking news
Fmh is pregnant with her second child
So happy for her 
As it was always her dream to be a housewife n a great mum
Jiayou!
Jus nice all of them are married with 2 child alr.
Time flies!



Had a HTHT that night
Realise we had all grown up and we having major change in our life priorities actually made our relationship distant no doubt we still do care Abt our friendship 
But let's work things out and hope we can all try to understand ea other more
And not pin point ea other faults already
Life is too short to be comparing, blaming, hurting others.
Hope we all can contd to grow and mature in ways that we would like ourselves to be
Be someone we can be proud upon
Cheers!




 PS. The me waiting for the others to arrive
The me who arrived to early
The me who is bored waiting fr them
The hungry me
Lol!

Wednesday, September 3, 2025

Snack Surprise


 Was working from home as usual
A phone call broke my routine
After picking up, I find myself scrambling down my blk 
To see my "grabfd" delivery man standing at lift lobby with my snacks
Surprised max
When he is damn busy
And running late for his nex class.
Rly appreciate his efforts and thoughts in this.
He is like an onion
Looks common and nth special and a little pungent smell from outside
Bt as the more u peel him and see his inner side
It is rly full of sweet surprises.
Still always scold him 臭直男
Thankyou n love u, b❤️