Stronger me

 So after what happen last Thursday with my colleague...

It ended with a sudden unexpected apology from her tonite..

At least it ended well..or things will contd to get awkward and official bet our convo in future..

Thinking back now ... I actually didn't cried at all for this time round..

Instead I tried thinking of solution and busying contacting whoever I can and busying getting things back on track and done...

And I had actually expected the worst today and this week..however..it is a GD start today..

I went to work real early 7.30am and work all the way to 8pm..

The black mess in front of me seems to dissapated little by little...and I am starting to see the dim light n feel the warmth..

Actually over last weekend in sat, I rly feel no passion n motivation to contd working at my current workplace alr...

Bt I still persist in and tried to go work early on Monday to get all the shit done..

Though the mess still not clear..bt at least I can see which direction to go to now...

Really like what I wished every year for my birthday wish...I am getting stronger n braver little by little...

我不是草莓族，就算是..

我也是最硬的那颗草莓!

Last bt not least...thanks to my friend yh fr being my rubbish bin once agn on  last Saturday...

This time round I didn't even told my mum n family Abt this thing..

I jus went home on Thursday night 7plus and slept at 9plus without talking to anyone..

Suddenly a quote came to my mind: What doesn't kills you is what that makes you stronger

Okok..enuf with self praise...I still have alot more leftover things to do tml...

Hwaiting!!

Lobster feast

Finally after a long awaiting time

We went to our lobster feast at Pince & Pints

Order black pepper steamed lobster

And canto steamed soy sauce lobster

Rly fresh and delicious

Recommend for lobster lovers

The ambience was chill and costwould definitely go there again if I ever crave for lobsters

Next food stop 5themoments

For a icecream and nuggets

Not bad!

Then next last food stop

Kreams for a beer session

They serve beer fruity cocktails

The deco was pretty within the store and their toilet was surprisingly 5star hotel standard

Lol

Went for an hour n half walk frm tanjor pahang to MBS

The view was breathing there

Alil windy

Had been few yrs since I went there already

Even though I am Singaporean

Lol

A photo below that best describe our friendship

A tom n jerry kind of pair 

Forever bickering ahahah

Love such fun shots we came up with

 Till our next meeting once again!!

Working adult sad life

Some one says..the true and real friends you can meet is normally during schooling period

Those who you still contact after graduating is who that will stay by your side till they start their own family

It is close to 90% that once in the workfield,you will not have a friend who is also colleague.

Why?

Cos those are the ppl that started to think of their interests and think of you as their threat in their career advancement

No longer are them the pure person in the school

I always never take it to heart and try to help others the best of wat I can when I am working and I didn't expect anyone to do that back to me..

However, today what make me rly frustrated was..an HR colleague, she literally just threw a shit mess to me and say this by right is not I handle one u go settle yourself I dun care..

Normally we get on quite ok somemre..I already feel Abit upset to be talk to like that..

Ok fine I handle myself..bt when I try to get some bg info from her cos she is the one liasing from before.. then after calling her..her tone is like wat I vry bz..I am like I can handle this bt at least u need giv me the correct n full info for me to liase to the respective parties mAh..

U say u dw tell the employee ok fine u giv me their number I come n talk to them lo..

I mean everyone also will have busy times bt you shouldn't take it out on others wat..

I alone settle a thing that I nv handle before..I am fine..anyway now is working mAh..everyone is on their own..nobody will hlp u de..workplace is like battlefield..this I understand

Bt why I shld also take your bad attitude and harsh words sia..even my parents also dun talk to me in this way..who are you to do that to me and all of the other colleagues?

So nt professional sia...worst is I can't even shoot back..

Cos in future still need liase alot for HR related things...

So upset now srsly!!!

Another wedding attended

Another wedding of my knowings

As we grow older really more and more ppl Ard us getting married and settling down

Small lunch recept due to covid

Some photos on the course meal

Nt rly to my tasting..

Cos I am a rly picky eater

The dessert is best..

The only dish I finished all

Lol!!

As expected course meal rly doesn't suit me

The long waiting time interval bet each dish is tiresome

And the plate so big food so lil

Lol

Chinese zhi char style suits me mre

3 more upcoming wedding to attend..

Aigooo

 

Goodnite posting

Long time since I took any Selca 

Since nowadays home is all I am in due to the social distancing measures

Update some Selca before gg to slp

And prep for tml's battle

3 more day to my pay day once again..

So short of cash recently😂😂

 

小惊喜 Sweet surprise

It seems like the day before that she inform me she is pregnant

It seems like ytd that she go on Maternity leave

And suddenly today she is Bak to work after 3 months

Covid rly make time seem to pass even faster

Hahahah

Almost didn't recognize her when she is back this morning..

Gave her a hug to welcome her back..

A pity I haven had the chance to visit her baby yet..aigoo

Chitchat to catch-up for the instead of working and ended up going bak home letter than expected..

After she left, she suddenly gave us a sweet treat..

Why do I meet such a endearing and sweet colleague aigoo..

A pity she is not under the same company subsidiary and we are nt under the same boss...

Hiaxx..

They are moving office to another far location..

Leaving me alone here..

After this covid and when everything gets back to normal,

I am so so going to look for them for lunch..

Feel awkward to lunch alone wif my that guy colleague alone ahahahah

When are we even moving sia since the almagamation alr been 9mths and no plans heard yet of our new company location..

I jus want a new office and new seat ahahaha

Hope they will move near to boonlay further from Tuas ahahaha..

Then in this case I can slp mre.

 

喜欢的感觉

我觉得心动与喜欢的感觉很奇妙

你可能在这一刻这一秒满脑子心里都是他

你会想要无时无刻关注他的动向

你会想要知道他今天想什么做什么

你看了他的照片会傻笑

你看了他的丑照会笑痰

你看了他的视频会激动开心

你听了他的声音他的音乐作品会心动 会循环播放

你看到他在节目中犯傻 你会跟着傻笑

你看到了他跳舞你会目不转睛

你看到了他的努力 他的坚持 你会感动

他难过 你也会难过

他受伤 你也会担心

他开心 你也会开心

他会是 你想要也努力变成更好的自己 的动力

他会是 在你跌倒了能再次鼓起勇气站起来的原动力

他会无时无刻地控制住你的 喜 怒 哀 乐

他会是你的所有

这种感觉很奇妙

当你认为你会就这么一直一直地喜欢着他时

突然有天你会发现另一个TA早以替代了他在你心里曾经那个重要的位置

你对他已不再 关心 在乎 心动

他已无法再次牵动着你的心旋 

原来...喜欢的感觉是暂时的 是残酷的

没有什么会是永恒

所以感情 爱情都是需要经营的

愿所有人再发现了对彼此心动 喜欢的感觉已不再了时

不要太难过因为你一定会遇到下个你会爱的TA 和会爱你的TA

Justin黄明昊 Angel Love

 

Nice compose from him once again

Lyrics are all written by him aswell

So talented

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Working life frustrations

 This 2week is like hell to me..

Workload suddenly jump up so much..

Till before I can complete 1 task 3more task came in and all is of same urgency level...

Felt like I am being tug ard here and there..

Every thing is do halfway..

Which I rly dun like it...

My style is complete one task then begin the next..

But suddenly I bid to do everything half half..

My brain rly cannot keep up...

Memories fading..

Errors delays everything popup..

Frustrating when my abilities cannot keep up to my expectations of myself or that of other ppl have of me .

But I still can't run away as this is my work my job n I am a adult already..

Can only rant rant and contd to complete things one by one..

Hope I can grow stronger mentally day by day ..

Hwaiting!!

Ps. Can't wait to meet my friend for a lobster meal soon~~ but my work schedules jus drains me out Everytime that I jus spend my wkend hibernating...lol...