My lunch. Today.

27/7

Spent tdy making the most phone calls to strangers...
Cos nid find catering svc fr our dept fri meeting..
Rly lastbmin n most of the caterers are fully booked alr..
Nafter orderin n set the menu opt...everything is done
First time...
Was rly nervous...
Bt i am happy that i had agn crossed a hurdle in my life...
Frm a shy shy girll who is alr 23

3rd wk of july

Today marks the start of my 3rd wk of work.
Bt i am especially tired today.
Ecema probs makes me irritated n nt myself..
Abd the coldness of my workig environment makes it worser fr me.
It is like a large sized person wearing a XS clothes on them the whole day.
Rly dry my skin throughout my whole
body.
Envy those ppl wif healthy skin and can wear whatevery nice clothes hey may hav on themselves vy not me.
I can only try wear clothes that cover my while body like a muslim person.
Covered head to toe..so as to hide my hideous skin condition out of sight frm everyone.
Everyday secretly pray fr myself to be darker as the scars wun look ao muh as obvious.
Anyway..last 4 days of work before july comes to an end n jul pay coming in...
Shld be lesser than 1k as thus mth i only work fr 3wks.
Till now workload still manageable.
Hope everything will starts fine n end well too fr me.
Hope my flu get well by tml...
Gotta slp soon..
Had to wakeup in 6hrs timeee..
Yawns..

2nd week of my job!

Day that faridah is back.
Awkward.
Bt trying my best still.
Lucy treated my beef n chicken chop as lunch tdy...
Guo ran! Free things jus taste nicer huh?
LOL!
Tml faster end!! Cant wait fr my fri once agn!! Last wk fri thanks yh fr specially coming to my workplace to find me dinner!
Abit 小感动ahahah
Wanna suntec ate katsu curry don.
Abit sad that my bro fave carrot cake is once agn sold out...

4thday here

Spent my thurs jus sitting ard and letting my mind wandering off..
Use phone look fr jobs...and sitting ard gossiping wif my 2 colleagues..
Jobs are scarce..bt i rly rly enjoy such a tempo...
Tue to thur is rly like a gift to me frm heavens..
Make me not so scare n reluctant when returning to work the nex day.
Hope everything will contd as it is dwn the road of my 2 mths temp.
2 calls frm a company n agent tonite..
Both failed as agent one is only have 3 mths temp job..n i dw cos is per hr oay once agn..
Then i rather stay in my current temp isnt it?
Thrn another company one they looking full time perm..bt working hrs clash so cn t too...
Hiax...
I even went to search fr some wkend admin part time too jus now...
Rly wanna earn money srsly...
Hwaitinggg
Tml is finally tgif once agn everybody!!
Lets dance!!
Drrss dwn day and oso i earlier end work muahahahagagaga...
Hope tml will go as i had expected
Goooodnighttt~~~

3rd day end

Second n third day of work..
I rly enjoy..
Nth unexpected came up..
Everything is easy same n little to do...
Feel like if is 8dola per hr..
This is what i shld do..nth mre or less
Hopeeveryday will b lky tat..
Which is impossible..lol
Once i hav my own id n email..
Everything will come flying in at me..
As i am a slow learner n easily stress kind hope..everything will turns out fine..
N though some dr i mark them dwn
Some dr are rly nice u noe^^
Definitely can see straight frm appearance who has a gd or bad personality srsly..
Bt i will jus try to avoid the rotten ones n think mre of the gd ones.
Hope i can b mre up to the task given to me..
N be mre serious to think is admin rly wat i wan to do in future nt...
2mre days to go...
Nowadays i rly is do nth bt eat work slp..
Looking gorward to my wkemd srslyyyy

First day of work

First time in a while working..
2yrs alr...
Feeling so noob n awkward the whole time at my workplace...
Talk vry little n only when necessary..
Find it most awkward when supervisor take me ard the department n intro me to other the doctors and staff...
I jus smile n said hi hello..lol..
Dk say what rly....
N i rly find it difficult to memo names..
Go dizzy wif so mamy faces n names today..
Luckily their rm all hav the names attached..
Oya..first day did a gd job finding my way to my workplace..
Reached 5min earlier at the hr department..
And rly reminds me of the time i first day work at ktph..
My department is jus one lvl upstair the hr department..
And this time round this hosp is so many times bigger than ktph..
Walk till my feet sores now..
And my office so cold...
And oso i quite like the ambience in my department..
Whole day almost empty..makes me feel mre at ease...
As i am nt gd wif strangers..
Bt mayb is cos it is mon..and alot ppl take leave..
I shall see hw tml...
Job wise...did nt fare vry well..
First thing...the paper gt stuck in the photocopier n spoilt by me..till nid call technician come fix..
( rly dun like use it..everytime die on me)
Secondthing...print wrong..print on one side only when can duplex..waste paper..somre is i done whole pile then realised wrong..
Third thing...i am suppose to put a document into a dr rm..and i thought no one inside n kip taking the key to try unlock..so mre cos is first time..the door nv seems to open..
And when it finally open..the dr inside is pissed at me..say..can you knock the door nex time..i am at first vry apologetic..
Bt she jus contd stuckup face even though i say srry so many times..still ask who are you..then i say your document..n jus say put dwn..when her whole desk is full of stuff..
N she dun even like wan hlo to clear a place fr me to put..and i jus take her handbag up n put underneath it n she then lky scare i touch her handbag like tat n take her bag away..
I will rmb her name fr this 2mths srsly!!
Some drs are rly jus so stuckup..
Ok.fine...i am jus a small fry...who cares to giv u respect rite...jus 8 per hr whwn their salary is thousands every mth..
N my supervisor seem to be a nt too easygoing kind..
Talk wif her tat time still can feel abit of wariness..
Miss my sister nmentor at ktph..
They are the ones that i can joke ard n talk to like my mother...
Mayb cos first day..my supervisor let me off on the dot..and i literally run off..50min jiu reach home alr..lol..
And as i was walking home i was like work so hard n try to endure all the awakwardness n everything...when i jushad only earn 70dollars today..
Wonder what i am doing srsly...
When i can easily spend 70dollars in 3hrs..
Rly nt worth it sia...
Hope i can rly find a per mth pay de job..
Bt fr now i rly think i nex time will hav a hard time working sia...
Emotional stress to me..given my extremely introvert personality..
N when working i nid to interact wif so many ppl..and there are too many stuff i nv heard of...
Too overwhelming
That i jus could fell aslp rite now..
Bt if i slp then when i wakeup nid go ther agn...
This thought makes me dun wanna go slp...
Hiax
And oso..ther no cold water..only hot water my god...
N my plastic water bottle rly cmi...nid bring a cup tml..
Ktph sooo much better srly..
Bt one thing gd is the view facing the pantry n my office is damn pretty..
N tdy i nv spent a single penny
Muahahahah..
Whole day 4 small buns one pkt milk n one pear.
So happy..
So fast 2040 alr...
Less than 12 hrs jiu nid report work agn..
Nid be on a alert mode fr 8.5hrs..
Sommre tml like gt meetings think will b quite  hectic..ahh...i wanna quit srsly!!
What am i enduring so hard n trying so hard fr jus 70dollas a day srsly...
Okok..lrts stop think abt work..
This is my time..
Own free time! Relax!

NUH part time

It jus happens in 3days...
Thurs still sending resumes everywher aimlessly..agents only agents calling..
N bgc agent ask me fri noon go dwn interview..
Then fri morning RE agent call me go dwn sign contract..
Yes...first time got a job without interview at all...
Ofc happy cos interview vry nervewacking..
Bt bt..without interview n jus get employed..
Somehow makes me feel uneasy..
Like is it because this is a lousy job?
Like alot ppl come work n quit quickly oso..
Thats y they dun even bother to interview the newcomers?
Bt my mum say shld be cos is 8 perhr thats y..no nid interview..
Temp job n not perm..
So without interview...
I haven gt the chance to go my working place at all..
Tml is gonna be the first time i ever went NUH and it shall be my new workingplace of 2mths till 9sep..if i can tahan till then..
Dun rly like timesheet as..every end mth nid to find the person in charge to sign and nid send to my agency..
Vry stress de lo..
And working hrs is so long.. 830 to 6pm..
As fr now i am not feeling nervous yet..
Hope everything will be like what i had imagine n expected..
N hope i can tolerate well and can manage the task given to me well..
N also hope i can land myself a perm or 1yr contract job within these 2 mths...
When sep comes..i nid to decide whether to quit or study part time..
N i hope my ezcema will die on me soon...
I am even afraid to see myself at times..
My body is full of scars..fresh n old ones..
Shall update tml nite abt my new job
Though pay is low..
Bt at the vry least..dun nid rot at hm rite..
Hwaiting

Glorious Day kdrama

 This is a recent drama that i finish watching

Total 44 ep..

Rly like every character in this drama

Love the storyline

Great drama

 The family bond in this drama

Is the one i am envy of...

If only i hav such a grandparents..

Rly touching

 Dajeong and her sister n mother bond

Sangwoo and dajeong I will miss this couple

Feeling empty once again..

When i finish watching a drama

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Back to update my real life..

Send so many resumes

Bt no sound no music at all

July is ending...

So siannn