Back to square one :)

 Dyed back dark chocolat colour using liese foam tdy.

bt hope it wun fade so fast cos my hair is bleached before.

and I think golden hair colour rly dun suit me.

 if I look carefull still cn see the golden base colour of my hair strands.

bt rly is abit strange seeing myself wif this hair colour agn lol..

only this two mths and my hair had 3colours lol..

red golden brown now.

when I pass by a mirror I jus cant hlp staring at my hair haha

SPICA's Boa Ver of Take A Bow

Rly amazed at her vocals :)

最美的時光

Recently bz watching so many dramas frm diff countries..
Bt this drama rly make me frgt abt other dramas I am catching totally lol..
in the end I am always watching this drama ahead of others.
I am still in the process of watching it at 30th ep still gt mre ep goin..
And I rly sympathise the girl lead these days..so many things happen to her in a row..
if it was me I think I will alr go crazy le..
bt anyway it is jus a drama..why so serious? hahah

Unrealistic Truth

Sometimes after something alr happened, yet you still dun feel that it happened at all.
Do you guys happen to experience it before in your life?
It happen on me these days.
I jus am filled wif anxiety n worries abt it.
I jus cant seem to believe that everything is falling perfectly into the places I desired.
I jus dun trust this blessed feelings I am having now.
I think only time can solve this uneasiness I am feeling now,rite?

Meeting After A Long Time

 Meeting one of my poly friend after months lol..

I think almost one yr nv see my poly clique le..

only she vry persistent kip asking me out lol..

 Went shopping at bugis..

it was the first time I get so bored when shopping lol..

Cos she is mre fr those boyish shirt lol

totally different style frm me..

so I had to shop every single guys shop outlets ther lol..

 To be honest I felt rly awkward at first goin to a guy shop wif guys as the shop owners or saleperson..

lol

and all is wif tattoo somemre lol..

Somemre when waiting her in the fitting room..

I jus get bored as only guy shirt n accessories are all over me lol..

and I dun even dare look at the guy which had tattoo on his leg n his whole arm lol..

so I jus use my phone when I even had nth to do wif it lol

 bt after somtime..I begin shoppin fr guy tee oso lol..

thinking my bro will like this type not..aiya bt I like guys wearing such shirts ley..this bag oso quite nice..lol

bt too bad my bro dressing style is rly diff frm wat I like fr guys lol..

so I can only imagine a rly hot guy then wearing this clothes hahah..

 She rly bought hella so much clothes..

6tee formal n casual. n one shoes..

hella ex lo pls..

she almost spent finish her $200 dollars she jus withdraw..whereas I spent $20 only on one shorts lol

 Selfie time before leaving to meet fmh next lol

she kip say she dun wanna go hm yet..

felt apologetic to her bt bobian..

I promise her nex wk meet agn bah.

meet wif mh at ard 4pm? then tgt walk to her hm slack..

hlp her see so uni stuff and look fr some part time jobs..

Suddenly make me feel like working agn lol..

Money is rly such a magnet can draw ppl to it lol..

then chat wif fmh this n that lol..then 7pm i left her hse after I am being summoned home

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Also hor dunno wat yuhui doing these days..

Msg her oso reply :(

Still say wan msg me the countries she shortlisted that she will goin this wk..

ask her oso no reply

geez!

Real? How can it be...?

Actually I had tried not to get overly excited sometimes.
But sometimes I jus tend to overdid it.
This time is it gonna be real?
I dare not bring my hopes up afraid that I will fall harder with disappointment.
So I am keeping silence now and trying not to think abt it.
I..I.. rly hope it is true and it is goin to be true.
Lets keep my fingers crossed first.

Littles Updates&Changi beach!

 Long time nv come le.

these days I am living in my room wif another living person..

hahaasss..to me it seems so as this little balloon kip waving here n ther and looks like it is living to me too..

this balloon manage to survive fr one week after my friend gave me as my bdae gift last mon.

bt died on sat lol..

it is my first time having a balloon in my room hahas..

it sounds ridiculous rite?

yea I am not rly a balloon freak or a kid so I nv buy a balloon or get it frm anyone every since pri2

bt rly dun feel tat it is right to throw it away since it is given to me by my friends.

so I get special permission to let it take shelter at my room haha..

after spenting a whole week wif it..

it seems to be living wif me and kip on saying hello to me haha..

somehow it keeps me feel calm n happy..

like it was keep cheering me on..when I slp when I wake up it is jus in front of me..

bt it jus gt less n lesser puffy and not flying as high as it was before le :(

bt it is ok I take lots of photos wif it le haha

 Another thing I am into this last week.

was digging my cupboard and I finally found books of the novels I wrote in the past as a child in secondary sch.

some were rly funny,some were touching.

and among it I found one unfinished novels.

So trying to complete it agn..

it was a fan fiction story about guiwang haha..

they were idols I rly like when I was in secondary sch..so haha..

and to make things worse I wrote it in Chinese character last time..

I dk how long I had last written Chinese words myself le.

after I grad frm sec sch..no mre le..

then now is after 4yrs gone and I need to start writing it agn hahah..

I then found out I actually frgt so many Chinese characters..

I was rly shocked n horrified at first..

I almost became someone who only knows how to speak n listen to Chinese and not how to write those chincese words.

bt gradually it was improving.

now I had only write until the 30th pages and the story dun seem to be ending any soon lol..

I dun wan to giv it a hasty end too...bt I had no idea how to contd sometime..

so I get rly fed up. and will contd nex day haha..

hope I can complete it someday wif my approving eyes. :)

PS: rly cant accept rainie yang and wangzi dating sia..totally dun match..

although I like both of them personally.

bt I rly feel smth is nt right when we put them tgt lol.. 

 went to eat BR icecream on sat haha..this four cones alr cost $20 omgg

once in a blue moon then can eat le next time lol

 sun went to changi beach to send my greetings to late grandma.

giving flowers.

anyway it is a nice weather ther! windy yet sunny and lots of ppl were found camping ther.

 thought change beach n ecp is the same stretch of beach at first hahahah..

bt I like change beach mre I dunno why..

mre serenity. and I cn kip seeing planes hovering above us..and big cargo ships that seems so near to us sailing in front.

 headed to town later..

 the buildings in the town is so smooth and straight n tall that they seems like lego blocks to me somehow haha..

then went to a Chinese restaurant called hong xing I think..

 tdy is kind of funny as without knowing.

I am wearing clothes that my bro bought fr me and my bro is wearing a tee that I bought fr him lol..

then when we came out of our rooms and saw ea other we were like hmmm....wat happen lol

Late Surprise!

 Thought it was jus a normal cny gathering at tmy hse tonight haha

reach ther fr a steamboat dinner agnnn...

happy chatting n joking..

hmm..i rly love hotdog I cn say..rly so long nv eat it le ever since my mum dw cook.

 kel arrive the lastest as expected hahaha..

Didn't spoil the surprise this time haha..

as I totally didn't expect of it either as my bdae is over somemre is cny mah lol..

somemre I am totally immersed in my pranks hahah..

like off the toilet lights when foo is inside haha..

adding soup in tmy's 7-11 hahah!!

and putting softtoy on top of the door then ask tmy to come in and when she open the door the soft toy came falling on her haha..

I am determined to prank fmh nex by asking her to come in..bt she kip taking so long..

 then door finally open

before I could get happy of the success of my pranks..

lights went out and I was shock haha..

I thought wat happen sia..

then bdae song is sang..i still ask is fr me ar? lol..

I cant believe I am videoing them n they videoing me instead hahaha..

 the funny things is cos I took photo of kel's unglam look on the bed and scare she want chase me..

I ran out frm room to kitchen to want show everybody her unglam photo..

at that time fmh was actually lighting the candles on the icecream haha..

bt I rly didn't notice hahah..

I still show fmh the photo haha..

I was still thinking like why fmh is still eating rice hahahass..

I think if is cake instead on the table I may take notice bah..cos the icecream bowl look like ricebowl haha..

bt rly thanks to them I had a gd time haha..

 shall update the vid soon..lazy edit now sia..heheh

one mre thing is ong ong is the next one after fmh to go on a sort of exchange trip to overseas this time..

bt this time is a volunteer project to europ i think..

fr abt 2mths if she decide to go.

rly rly envy her. cos I rly want experience goin overseas trip wif friends oso..

bt of course I dunned go fr mths la..haha..if nt I think I will miss sg leyyy..somehw..

maybe cos I been away frm sg the longest so far is 2wks fr my that Europe trip oso..

and at the 8th day or so I suddenly miss home lol..

not that Europe is nt nice..bt I cant explain it oso haha..

then when I get back home..i rly cnnt take it cos my room is like so dusty.. and I had to clean everything despite being so tired lol..

somemre I am mre envy of ong than foo haahaha..

cos I rly like Europe than china lol..

I not hav any bad feeling fr china rly. I think it is a nice country.

bt if I hav nv once thought of goin china before lol..

I wanted to go London,switz,Japan,korea,taipei. hope I can in future.

Other countries hmm..maybe after I get to go to the countries I mention above first lol.

So I am definitely telling yuhui must go!!
Cos it is rly a gd chance that I cfm cant get it in my life de.
As fr the fees n expenses jus lent frm your family first lo if u dun have enuf savings.
u can always return them nex time de wat.
Go ok yuhui??!!
if u ever see this.
Hope u went to sch n giv our deposit alr today!!
Dun waver ok??!!
I am rly deeply sincerelyyy jealous of u rite now !!!
grr!!
dun frgt me when u go ther hah..vid cam n buy gift fr us nono is meee!!! hahaa