Sudden Surprise Visit

Ytd met him at Ion go collect his shades at gentlemonster

and go gaigai

and went to lil india eat swee choon 

and he realise the time that i went toilet is longer than usual

so he realise i am having cramps

then end up

Monday 3plus, i am in office and suddenly

he call my phone

i was like he seldom will call me de ley

somemre i am working ley

then i thought shld be smth urgent and i pick up his call

then endup he said see your watsapp 

and hang up

i am like ???

莫明奇妙

then after i see watsapp he said he is at my office dwnstairs and ask me come down fr tea break time

Totaly shocked 

then i faster run down my office

and saw him standing there fiddling wif a warmer bottle

and he saw me and pass me the bottle and sat this tea drink, gd for cramps

and pass me my crystal bracelet that i asked him to fix for me at temple

and a tart.

then we hug and i kiss him before i run upstairs back to my office

totally heart beat hen fast and hands were shivering cold and mind blank

Rly last thing in my mind 

he will suddenly comeover 

first time a guy did this kind of surprise fr me

and is my bf somemre

rly happy lo, somemre the tea he said is orange chamomile tea which he made himself

even more touched la.

though tasted rly like lemon in plain water. LOL

bt I rly felt like being treated as a FL in drama.

esp he tml gg JB 4D3N trip wif his sec sch friends.

then before he went he still make time fr me.

gandong!

 

Poly clique Dinner

Finally junhe had came back to sg

And we full attendance meetup fr dinner

Almost 2yrs?

Went to nex hot tomato dinner yesterday

Update them on my cmb journey and my ex and current bf status

Was rly weird that I don't feel awkward at all

When I alone meetup wif junhe who I nv seen fr sooo long

And Rong and heying so late then arrive 

Pic after our dinner at ard 9pm

And then accompanying me to spend time while wait fr my bf to come fetch me at nex

And shunbian they wanna take a glimpse of my bf la

First time mah. Since sec sch days, I also single de ahahahha

They ask me wat is the colour of his car I said black

Endup when it comes, my poly clique said isn't it blue instead?

U first time sit your bf car ar?

Lol!

I told them sry didn't rly notice

I colour blind ahahah!

I also not driving why would I be interested in the car brand or colour?

To me is jus a travel means?

Junhe went to choose the beads and go temple 开光for our 3 bracelets 

At first she ask us wanna choose at random or she will giv us to the one she planned at first

Then endup I said we ownself pick randomly

I lost at the scissor paper stone game n was the last to pick

Bt amazingly,we all manage to choose the one that junhe actually intended to gift to us in the beginning de

Rly is hair raise sia

So coincidence!

Mine is for love, heying for safety, Rong for money

Once my bf came, I immediately showoff to him le. Told him so qiao, the day before I was asking him Abt the black bead bracelet he had been wearing as i was curious mah,

Look like those the uncle will wear de

Then endup I was gifted one

Then he immediately said mine is fr love de

I shock sia

How he know at one glance lol!

Then I told him this must wear on left-hand de

Then he said like quite loose, he can hlp me go fix it

Bt I Abit reluctant at first thinking need meh

Then endup tdy I text him saying u hlp me ba

Then he said ok processing and delivery fee is lots of kiss tyvm

Wtf

I text him back can paynow instead he said no. Cash on delivery.

Jeez

Childish.

So I decide to change his nick name in my contacts for him to be 小朋友

And he said he likes it.

Lol

The flower bouquet at the 4th day.

Still surviving well so far

Might be can last fr a wk?

Rly will jus smile when I see this bouquet sia

果然每个人的第一次都是最难忘的

Will happy hen long 

And the JZ rly

We came to conclusion every wk meetup once.

Bt come to think of it this wk , we sun meet

Mom met, wed met and Fri also gg meet fr movie sia.

Why I feel like 我被耍了? Lol!!

 

13Oct: Day 1 Official

 So on last sun

Went to meet JZ for dinner 

And I braced my courage to wear shorts with stockings and go to meet him

After first revealing to him my leg scars due to eczema last wk 

Then he saw and nv said anything Abt my scars n legs n attire

Jus hlp me open car door

Then I sit inside le, I see why he so long haven come in sit

I see behind and see him at his car boot packing things

I am like, jus now u don't pack wait till I come down then u pack jeez

Rly few mins

But after that I had alr like think he might have gift fr me on second thoughts

And indeed he open his car door and giv me a bouquet of flowers and said give u de

Hen funny

I jus kept laughing awkwardly 

With him asking me why I so awkward 

Then I told him

This is first time I receive a bouquet frm a guy

So I dk how to react

But I am rly happy to receive this la

Then I expected him to confess bt nv say anything le.

So we went Chinatown eat 烤羊肉串

The taste rly hai hao~ 

I told him straight if u wan come back nex time here to eat, pls look fr other friends

I am not coming back here to eat le

Ahahahaha

Then after dinner we walk ard in Chinatown

Have icecream

Then walk back to drive to fort canning hotel then park and walked ard in the park.

Holding hands as usual

Then while we are returning to the car

He suddenly pull me in and kiss on my cheeks

Then I jus like silence n walk ahead of him ahahha

Then we went back car and chat

I jus say to him la, so what are we now

Then he said gf lo

I said since when? I also nv agree to it

Then he said 我喜欢你啦，所以你可以做我女朋友吗?

Finally hear wat I wanted to hear.

And I still wanted to tease him further

So I said NOO! 

AHAHAHAH

So after that we talking Abt age and ask ea other bdaes

And I said so I am your 姐姐，叫姐姐

Then he suddenly pulled me in and kiss me

I can have chance to turn my head

But my body didn't like instinctively turn away like when JJ wanted to kiss me previously 

So I jus let him kiss me

And I jus turn away lo

Awkward

Then he also watch me silent and laugh

Saying why u so shy

I say noo.. I not nervous at all

I jus don't know how to react after being kiss

Then he ask is it my first time

I said, I don't want say leyy

Then he jus said don't say lo, I am not your first kiss also nvm, we will have alot of time in future,in future will be jus me blah blah blah

Then at the moment I suddenly gets serious

And cut him off, u are the first one..

Then he jus stop talking suddenly n proceed to kiss me agn

Lol!!

Hen drama right??!!!

Didn't expected one day such thing will happen to me

Ahahah, so I jus frankly tell him, I dk how to kiss de not like someone so experienced liao

So many RS and ex

Then he silent ahahahha

Then he knows I need alot me time and not those clingy gf type

And he propose 1 wk meet 1 time

I still wanna further bargain, not 2 wks 1 time ar?

Lol so the final verdict is meet once a wk.

Then endup, sun meet le, Mon, ytd he suddenly 4pm text me, will I OT tonite?

If I OT, he can come fetch me 8.30, 9pm kind

Cos he ends his tuition 6.30, reach hm 7pm eat dinner and head out fetch me

Bt end up I need leave office earlier to run errands for my mum.

I told him u wanna 9pm go JEM

Fetch me instead?

If not I can go hm myself

As my office is nearer to where his house is then JEM

Bt he insist to come

So endup he told me his family like can sense he gt dating someone le

As he seldom go hm after tuition and eat dinner so fast and head out agn without his bagpack

Make me feel funny yet apologetic that he have to eat his dinner so fast kind jus to fetch me

Funny cause, sun he did ask me so will I tell my friends that I have bf le

We came to consensus that jus tell close friends and not to family or other ppl

Jus less than 1 day, he make it so obvious and his family member can sense it le

Damn funny

He damn suay, wanna eat Tang yuan, go chong pang no have, go ssc sold out, wanna buy drink instead, giant at ssc closed dwn le

Then end up we go daiso buy green tea

Then went back to car to park at my hse dwn stairs and chat

This time round we shared Abt our real inner thinking of future career, what kind of happiness we want, wat he is feeling when he decided to confess and ask me be his gf

He said he actually don't intend to ask me be his gf on sun de

But after he saw me wearing shorts

He was sure he had a place in my heart even though might be 1 small corner kind

As I mention to him before I only dare to wear shorts Infront of my close friends and fam due to my leg scars

I have inferior complex?

And don't dare wear shorts or skirts normally

Then I hear till here rly Abit angry

So u is see oh this girl like me then I jus ask her be my gf lo, he also haven figure out he likes me anot

Then he ltr then say noo, when he mia that 4days he is actually think like wat he feels Abt me. But still dk and no conclusion 

It is only after we met for the first time after he mia

Then we went genki date

Which is the date that he ask me if I am ok to progress further into rs wif him but still not yet his gf kind la

Then after that day

He finds that he will keep thinking of me

Or rather I will keep appearing in his mind?

Like when he go somewhere with his friends to eat something, the though he have is cal will like to eat this mah?

So he knows this is like le

He rly likes me le

So I finally know what he is thinking

Bt a benefit of doubt, he might be lying?

Bt if it is real

Then I can confirm he like me more than me

As I know I have not like him yet

But jus that he fits my criteria of my 理想bf?

But at least like that I will have more possibility to fall fr him than JJ

And this time round no more probation 

I feel there is no need le

So story ends ahahah

Fri we meeting for movie at plaza sing

Shall update agn soon!

Seorae & carpark date

So sudden a sun dinner date that JZ asked on sat.

Then he rly bring me eat Seorae after I jus briefly mention on last wed date that actually I had wanted to eat that.

But the staff said need wait 30min,

Actually I wanted to leave then JZ jus asked to put dwn his number

So we jus went walking shopping ard trying to see if there is a second opts

But since is sun, everywhere is queues

So we gave up and decide to jus wait for the seorae

And he said he wanted to go ntuc buy sweet

Then I accompany him went. And he turn away after seeing the snake queue at the self chk out counter

Then I use back the line he use to tease me earlier at carpark

He said is seorae need wait 20min u ok? I said not ok. I only willing wait 10min. Then he said why nt? U wan to eat wat? Jus go toilet n come back lo jiu 20min le.

So once I use back the line on him,

He bobian and 乖乖会去排队

Then I told him, we now also need wait fr seorae n nowhere go wat. At least queue this can buy the thing u want? Then I said u see now is 1950 we see when we can reach the our turn. And end up 1953 can le, then I say him, u see? Not hen long wat. Then he laugh.

I felt like I totally feel hen comfortable with him le

Not intimidated by him anymore or feel like he is up a lvl above me.

我需要看他的脸色kind?

I can be as honest as when I am with JJ

Then went seorae eat, he was hlp me grill meat and refill water , totally like a drama scene, first time!

And the most epic moment is some food got on my lower lip and he jus used his bare hands to take it off!!! Omggg!! Totally drama scene!! Ahahahha, bt I totally not nervous or 心动

Jus plainly thrilled that another first time experience for me? Nex time when I see drama I will be like Chey! This one also happen before to me! AHAHAHHA

Then we drive off to Shell, he need refill his oil and his tyre air.

So while waiting fr him, I finally managed to learn how to adjust his seat le ahahahah

Dk need make me feel like a country bumpkin if I ask him how to adjust.

Then I think he dk , how he park his car wrongly while doing the air pressure for his tyre. And got a grab driver, hen rude and say him loudly, don't anyhow park la! bro, u dk!

Then I look back, I tot he will attitude also. Endup, 他情绪很稳定, he jus politely nod and come in repark his car.

I like this side Abt him.

And another eg; we were eating ice cream and shopping, a shop assistant came fwd and told us srry no food here. Then if me I will be like roll eyes and jus walk out right, thinking 大不了，不要买咯. Then he politely said oh! Ok sorry.

Hen mature? Like I dk. I like this trait.

Then I was texting my poly friend while walking beside him and waiting for our seorae mah,then he bth, he suddenly ask me, u text need use 2 hands or 1 hand?

I am like semo? 这你都要管？then end up he nv wait for me reply, he jus grab my 1 hand and walk Infront. Another drama scene right?

Then I jus like wah, 这男很会哦。so I jus contd texting my friend ahahah! 

Then he seems like test water and see I let him hold my hands then once he finds a chance he will hold my hands while walking. 

Then after dinner we driving back. I started to 弄我手指 habitually. He jus grab my hands down to the seat and contd holding. Then I told him,我不会弄我的手了，你需要专心开车

Then he said is ok. He can with one hand.

Jeezz

Then once everything done at the shell

I saw he key in my address to drive me home. That time only 10plus. So I ask him u tml gt morning lessons? Then he said only 4pm then have class. I told him no wonder u jus now said the night is still young la.

Then I ask him then u so fast now want send me home le har? Then he said bt tml morning I need go in office mah.

Then I say I still can talk awhile more 

Then he say why ley?

Then I said pei ni la, u said night still long mah? 要不然我吃饱没事做哦?

Then he drive to my house carpark the top lvl. And we chatted till 23.45? Then he drove me home.

Then I used the time to drill him till he bth ahahah

I keep saying 你不是不喜欢我，那干嘛还牵我的手？亲我的手背？then he say I where got say I don't like u?

Then I cornered him. 你就有! U last wed say de.

I still can repeat exactly wat u said!

Then he still wan challenge me and say u say la. What I said that day?

Then I gt mre agitated and said in a suan way. Somebody say,喜欢这个字很沉重，I am jus comfortable and not bored and not tired when I am with you.

Then he silence ahahahab

Then I told him, jk la I know u don't like me c yet. Cause you are someone that also don't know what you thinking and your feelings. U seem like someone that need alot time to come to a conclusion de.

Ahahah, then I shunbian ask him wat does his dad n mum work as. He said his dad is logistics coordinator and mum and accountant.

Then also ask him, Abt the 2 ladies he met on cmb de. He said first one is met last yr. Red flag cos first meetup jiu speak hen rowdy. Then after he ghost her, she text him你死去哪里AHAHAHAH

Second lady also last yr. But another red flag. Cos she drink alcohol like drink water kind. He doesn't like the smell of frequent drinker.

Then I ask him his 3 past RS

Apparently 2 frm sec sch de is his JC classmate who he reconnected after he served his army.

Then his last relationship last for 2yr plus and ended right before COVID cb. 2019

And his gf is an influencer bt had depression and suddenly request to breakup. Which he jus accept lo. I am like har? Ok.

So ytd is more like a HTHT?

Then he asked me is it you hen like to wear long pants. So I jus used this chance to tell him, cause I don't like my legs.hen ugly gt scars. U said before I have low self confidence, one reason is cos of my legs and the other reason is my ex.

After said it out, rly a stone off my shoulders. Actually ytd I rly wanted to wear shorts out to meet him n let him see.

But I gave up as I am afraid.

Then I also tell him my observations of him. Like he always see a thing will float off alone n stone de. Then I jus contd walk Infront and when turn back 人ley?!

He always like have alot things on his mind

Don't know what he is thinking kind

Then he said him and his w bro had been diagnosed to have ADHD

So that explains all his behavior le now.

Then I told him你看，不只你有在观察我，我也有在注意着你 then he smile. Ahahah

I rly like ytd carpark HTHT session? Notice we know ea other more le.

Also got to know his surname

And him knowing mine.

暧昧的终结

Yesterday went to meet JZ for dinner

Wanted to double confirm my feelings towards him

Met at Northpoint Genki, while waiting for our turn outside

He came later than me, and after he come, he jus stand so close to me, 0cm kind in bet

I take a peek beside him, there is space beside him ar

Then he suddenly ask me why i put down my bag at the floor

I told him, laptop inside hen heavy

So he offered to take my bag fr me

I say no need, and he swing his hand over another side, so i cant take my bag back

N it was in public, i didnt wanna make things look bad

So I jus let him take for me

This is a big jump in his behaviour n actions  towards me after the last time we met in beginning Sep and after he MIA for 4 days in bet

And i gave up and decided to end things le after wishing him well

But end up he text me again

and ask to meet yesterday.

So i also dont feel uncomfortable when he is standing so close to me.

and though we are texting daily, but it had been a mth since we last met

I thought things would be awkward between us

But surprisingly, i felt rly comfortable and at ease even with silence in bet?

We jus used our phones

Once inside, he was still taking my bag for me, so as i was sitting down i thought he will return to me

but endup he jus sit dwn beside me and put my bag at the floor in between his legs.

I like this intiative n thoughtfullness as compared to if he jus simply lean my bag against the wall kind?

But in my mind i am reminding myself

He doesnt think of me that way

He is jus a thoughful gentlemen that treats all his friends like tat.

So dont think too much and dont read into too much like last time.

I am NOT special to him

And he is seated rly so close to me even though there is still space bet him and his other side. 

Cause it was my turn to treat him

He at first told me he is rly hungry and endup he ordered lesser plates than me

LOL

And I thought he had wanted to have dessert.

End up he doesnt like sweets stuff

But i cant finished my ice cream

So i turn ard to look fr the waitress to ask fr another spoon

He said no need and used the spoon i used and finished ice cream.

Then i ask pass me my bag as my wallet is in my bag

and after making payment, he jus grab my bag agn

This time round i jus let him, cos in my heart, I hav to agree

I am happy that he does this to me/ rather it is the first time a guy did this fr me

A scene that I thought i will only see in drama

And never once thought this will happen to me one day.

And a guy will do this to me, i rly feel like i am in a dream, i am living in a drama being the FL

I wished this moment will last longer

But i was brought back to reality when we passed by a group of teenagers who gave abit weird looks at him.

So i immediately ask him, can return me my bag, I can do it! it is not heavy!

then he jus laughed at my stupid action and return me

We then went to Popular bookstore to pick his teaching materials for his tutees.

So he is teaching P3/P4 and Sec 2? Maths, Chem and Physics

While I jus beside trying to recall my memory of how to do the problems in the assessment book

and him laughing at my stupidness time to time.

Honestly speaking, i like this natural atmosphere bet us, him trying to focus to choose his books as the bookstore is closing in 30 min, and still coming to entertain me/teasing me time to time

He is rly mature and know how to behave like his age

While he was focusing on choosing the book, i was standing beside him and a promoter came fwd to me as she sees I nth do and try to talk to me abt the promotion she have for tuition

I am like, eerr, how to say no sia, she seems like a nice lady

Then he jus raise his head and refuse on behalf of me, then smile at the lady after she left

He told me, she is from his competitor tuition centre

then focus back on choosing the books, rly make me feel assured with him beside me,

Like I can jus depend on him n lean on him and become a kid myself.

So I get bored and went of nearby seeing other story books

Then after he finish selecting his materials, he jus came n pick me up and bring me to the cashier

while queuing nth to do, i started to play with my fingers

then he immediately, slap on my hand gently said 不要弄你的手，看我的手都脱皮了

Rly treat me like a kid. Then he go back seeing his phone and looking for his popular member card in the app

I am bored once again so I jus find a candy package infront hanging and played with the wrapping

Then he raises his head and said, u wan this candy? and rly wanna take to buy le

I immediately said Noooo, i am jus playing with the wrapper 

Rly feels like I am being watched 24/7

but this is wat i like, a mature other half and I can be like a kid and depend on him and get led by him

I then will tell myself not to be greedy and jus enjoy every moment now with him

then after paying, it was 2130, so he said where u wan go?

我可以很安心地说 不知道 and trust him to think of and decide where to go and jus folo him

zero stress.

So i jus ask him pass me a assessment book and try to solve the problems in it, while following him . 

So he was pointing to a sum and i try to do, and he were searching a place to go next, he still needs to help me solve the prob and tell me the ans, multi tasking 

AHAHAHA

then we went to cinema, bt there wasnt any movie to watch, so end up we walked back to carpark,

then he drove to semb park, as there is free parking, then  at first i thought har, we need to go walk where again? so hot and this park so ulu n dark wor.

End up he jus off engine and said no la, we jus sit in car, and chillax n listen music n chatting and watching the night skies star jiu hao.

This short experience I shall take it as my first n last and i will cherish it in my heart

as we were chatting. he said his feet no space to stretch like me, so he open the door and put his legs outside.

Then i immediately suan him, u like that sit, then I how to see your face? how can u back face me?

When I all along talking to him my face also never look at him also

Then he jus guai guai put his leg back in.

I know he is tired as he is yawning le as he got 8am to 8pm tuition tdy.

but appreciate the effort to pei me as i dont want so early go home and see my dad.

Till 2300 then i told him you can drive me home le.

Rly, never in my life I had once imagine I will had such experience in a car chatting with a guy at nite at a carpark outside, this scene is one that i can only watch in drama n envy it only

then jus when i thought the date will end as he is driving me home

Then he suddenly say: Can i ask you smth? Are you ok if we were to progress further into relationship?

Threw me off the rocks

Jus when I had come to terms, that he doesnt think that way of me

Then he pull me in again.

Me: 那你喜欢我吗？

Him:喜欢这个字很沉重

         但是和你在一起我很舒服,不会无聊或感觉到累

Me: 那你觉得我们合适吗?

Him: 哪里不合适?

So after he arrived at my blk, he park his car and we jus talk lo..

My mind hen luan, as i totally didnt expected it coming

and my mind gone blank

So i keep play wif my fingers

then he asked me, am i nervous?

LOL, I told him, cause i didnt expected he will say this.

So i jus qns him why he MIA for 4 days that time, he said he need time to think of our relationship and where i stand and how he rly feels abt me

So i ask him, what is your conclusion then

he reply he decided to 顺其自然, he seems like someone who rly follow his feelings

and he doesnt wan to giv empty promises or immediately gg into a rs kind

Then I asked him, so what is your qns agn. then he is abit nervous and stumbled upon his words to phrase out his qns again, Am i ok to further progress into rs with him?

so i jus answer him, my answer is Yes, i am ok.

So i said to him, but now we jus at the stages of dating in mind of gg official ya?

not like we are official, so i can still text other guys, contd meeting with other guys alone?

then he said yes. he wont try to limit what i want to do.

then i said you ley? u not texting other girls?

he said no.

then i said Rly meh? only me? that you are texting?

he said yes.

i was staring at his facial expression thoroughout and his eyes is rly fixated and he seems to be saying the truth.

so i jus turned away and said fine, though this wasnt the answer i had expected. and he laughed

LOL

then as i am getting off his car, he jokingly said so ltr i reach home, i dont need text u?

I roll my eyes and retort back 你说呢？

then he get my meaning and laughed, then before i close the door, i said bye，驾车小心，到家text我

then he said ok bye.

Now right I felt, like I am not that scared/ intimidated of him le?

like i can retort him back/ become more like myself ? infront of him

cause I now know that his face when he dont smile, look fierce only but actually he is not scary at all

AHAHAH

After I went hme, last nite i only can manage to slp at 3am.

Trying to internalize everything.

I immediately shared with my penelope jiejie, asked her advice and also her husband view on this

and nex mon meeting her dinner.

but last nite we both come to a ladies viewpoint of decision

it is like, since now still not in a RS, so I can still contd with wat I am doing now.

only till JZ make up his mind and come to realise what kind of feelings he have of me 

then i will make a decision whether to be with him not

now I will jus giv chance to JJ

and try my best to like him more than JZ