30 April.

Time to sleep~~

End April already

Week before my uni exams

Thanks fmh fr letting me go study at her hse fr 3days this wk...

As my dad is home n i wanna avoid him..

Bt i nid to study as  exaams xoming..

And lib is full during this season..

Exams season fr uni

So....

Grateful to her.

Nex wed exam commerce wif econs paper..

Not nervous now so far..

Mayb tue nite i will start to then nervous lol!

Bt dun wanna think too much as fr now..

Then fri seond paper....maths 2

This are the lil things ongoing fr me these days..

Thats alll....

Sorry Sorry Sorry

I tdy rly did smth rly wrong.
And cause of my misdeed
It almost 'killed' someone.
And that someone had to shoulder everything cos of me.
Cant speak of how much guilt,sorry and anxiety i felt in that moment.
My heart still skips even now.
I will be mre careful with what i do nex time rly...
Do not want to have a second time.
有时候真的不是道歉就会没事的
但是我除了道歉 真的想不到还能怎么弥补我所犯的错。
对不起 对不起
愧疚得不能直视你了
我真的不是故意的

April Twins-0412♡0420

 End of 2013..

EXo Showtime...where my love and addiction for hunhan starts...

Till 2014 kris luhan tao left exo..

Cried disappointed sad cant bear

All kinds of feelings in me..

Till now 2016 i had come to terms that though hunhan is separated...

Memories dun dissappear.

At least they had once shared such a close bond while gg towards a same goal.

Aug 2015 started to to like Bii

And this end feb of 2016 like park haejin oppa...like DSP April Jinsol too ..

But still cant get over my love fr you 2 HH

Happy birthday to both of u.

Another bdae without each other.

Mayb someday we will all get used to it and maybe even forgetting many yrs dwn the road...

Bt my love fr you is real...2yrs plus and still counting♡♡

This is the most pretty cake lulu fanclub prepared! 

Thanks fr all the love frm lulu fans all over the world.

Making lulu feel loved all the time.

Cos i am a behind the scene fan ahahah

Loving them in my own private quiet way..

Thanks fr all the time money and effort u guys spent on lulu.

2016 . 4

一起继续走下去吧!

[160416-160418] ParkHaeJin 박해진 In Singapore

Oppa safely arrive Korea this morning already...

Miss oppa already...

Feels empty now in SG

Oppa comes back soon to see us!!

Collected several fancams and made this vid to commemorate oppa's forst time in SG

Hope he had a fun time in SG !!

He even went USS omg ahahah

小感慨 大不解 的我

Back to School 2 With LuHan MV

April 진솔 Rihanna - Love the way you lie

160416 Seoul to SG HaeJin Oppa♡

박해진 오빠 오늘 싱가포르 왔어요 내가 지금 기분이 너무 좋아해요

♡♡♡

ParkHaeJin's CF Song

For Sehun

Like to share some of the fans songs they sing for their idols..
Some are rly good ^^

一兴一意

《一兴一意》
词：【IsSing-Garden张艺兴花园站】大夏 & 【I-XO音乐站】ZIMA&羽汐
曲:【I-XO音乐站】ZIMA
编曲：小白编曲工作室
Mix：dB音频工作室
Poster：Bright_star_张艺兴资源博

联合制作：兴域_LAY-ZONE张艺兴个站
Bright_star_张艺兴资源博
IsSing-Garden张艺兴花园站

ZIMA： Hey~照片上的那个小鬼
两颗酒窝和微笑的嘴
不怕天黑揉碎阳光一口吞下暖心扉
LON： 时光“作祟”
他不再是小机灵鬼背起成长要展翅高飞
想告诉他未来路上会有花香阳光明媚

ZIMA： 不知不觉挥洒着泪和汗水
却不曾轻易地说过疲惫
日历翻过一页
小骄傲硕果累累
合： 他的名字叫做LAY

ZIMA： 琴声肆意流淌旋律在指尖飞扬
　　　　 音乐世界里他嘴角微微上扬
　　　　 舞台中央他占据我所有目光
　　　　 不管人群多熙熙攘攘
　　　
LON：　 青春路上因为有与他的相遇而倍感难忘
　　　　 做他永恒的英雄去“征战沙场”
　　　　 那散发温暖的地方
　　　　 是可以停靠的海港

LON： 风雨羁绊着回忆珍藏过往
他始终诠释着积极力量
兴路耀眼扬长
梦想尽情地绽放
合： 那“L”是我的太阳

LON： 琴声肆意流淌是他在轻轻弹唱
　　　　 浪漫旋律惊艳时光治愈过往
　　　　 每次离场谦卑礼貌都不会忘
　　　　 他的温暖洒满了全场
　　　　
ZIMA：　 青春路上因为有与他的相遇而倍感难忘
　　　　 做他永恒的英雄去“征战 沙场”
　　　　 散发着温暖的地方
　　　　 那是他甜美的梦想

ZIMA： 小骄傲的光
英雄的梦想
约定要一起努力向上
LON： 曾经的迷茫
现在的倔强
因为你我勇敢去闯

LON： 陪你追逐梦想做你坚实的臂膀
感谢你让我拥有最美的时光
许下愿望你的未来一路顺畅
能否赐予我更多力量
ZIMA：　 青春路上因为有与你的相遇而倍感难忘
　　　　 做你永恒的英雄去“征战沙场”
那散发温暖的地方
是我们共同的海港

合： 兴迷在你身旁
不管雨露风霜总会有 像家的海港
　　 这爱未央

Finding back my laughter.

 Giving me a reason and strength to smile.

TY WMZYJ

Kel though i say alot times already.

Bt happy birthday...

Feel happy that our bdae quite close to each other.

Be happy huh.

Till nex time.

Shld be Aug by then.

Nid fix my life forst.

我很累

我讨厌我的家人。
讨厌我的人生。
讨厌钱所带来的压力。
讨厌学业。
讨厌这一切。
我更加恨我自己。
上天为什么不赶快带走我呢。
快到连疼痛的感觉都不会有。
快到连告别的机会都不会有。
快到连后悔害怕的感觉都不会有。

Random today.

剪头发去~~~

海镇oppa要来新加坡了

4.17 ^-^

考试也要来了 T-T

Ah Cal Quotes

别轻易地说爱我, 因为爱情既不是活着的必须 也不是生命的全部。

别轻易地约定什么承诺什么, 因为你我都知道约定承诺都会有过期的时候。

别轻易地对我说什么永远, 因为这个世界上根本没有永远的存在。

请用行动来 "说" 你爱我。

请用行动来 "说" 你会一直陪在我身边。

--周小姐的语录

Park Hae Jin 朴海鎮 박해진 － 運命の 轍 「日文版MV」

Korean food today.

Kimbap and Jjamppong

Jjang!!

Cheese in the Trap

Just finish watching Cheese in the Trap

I wonder why fans are mad over cut of scenes of yoo jung sunbae when I think there is enuf screentime fr him?

Like the whole flow of the drama and like the way it ends wif.

Love is sometimes not jus abt being tgt.

Let go is another kind of loving someone as well.

Life is still on going fr everyone without love.

Thanks fr all the great acting n script frm all the staff and actor actresses.

Enjoy watching it..

another good drama.

no dragging and no rushing.

start n end wif lot of reflecting in my life as well.

I guess everyone as a yoo jung side in them as well.

hiding it well within ourselves.

but now I understand already..

it is not because I am strange but just that I am different frm you. from everyone.

Yoo Jung sunbae nim..Goodbye.

Haejin Oppa Drama Hunt Shall commerces after my exams in May.

My uni life without Guardian like YooJung sunbae and such besties likes EunTaek and BoRa

Calista,hwaiting.

New Oppa Crush- Park Hae Jin

                When everyone is crazy over song joongki... 

for me.. it is park hae jin and only park hae jin oppa.

Rly older guys are jjang for me...

I wanna a date an older guy as well in fututre...

Much older n mature kind keke..

Ok...i am crazy fangirlin once agn..

160402

Seeing kdrama Cheese in the trap
Reminds me of my poly life...doing projects forming team...freeloader that leech frm other teammates...classmates squabble...bgr within our class...
Exams..test...walking ard in campus..joing friend who have diff class wif u fr lunch...
Rly makes me realise..ah...so even in korea a totally diff n far country..
Uni students are living doing the same thing as me...
And most importantly is yoo jung and seol they are majoring in busines management...
Which is same as my major in uni now...
So seeing them attending lectures all tat...
Makes me feel like i am in the drama as well...
Will sch life be mre enjoyable if i am in seol shoes?
She is similar to me in some aspects..
Had few friends only 2 in uni...always cautious ard new ppl..
Yet she is poor hardworking n smart.
And she look average...bt suddenly yoojung senior appear in her life follow by in ho...
Would i become happier if my quiet calm uni life becone lky hers?
Would i enjoy studying mre?
Argh....wpuld i enjoy coming to sch mre?
If only someone can hlp me...
Feel my life is so boring..aimless...and i am worthless...
Exams are coming shld i work hard?
Bt work hard oso fail then whats nex?
Work? For what?
Earning money? Surviving then?
Why bother to? When i find life is so boring to me. Why bother maintaining relationships when i dun even feel like it.
So tiring everyday. I only jus enjoy my time when i am in front of my com n watching vids. Other than that..nth in my daily life gives me any happiness.
Rly as what yoo jung say...like it dislike it? No it jus makes no difference to me..evrything
I am strange one here? No...it is jus tat i am different frm all of you here.