虽然辛苦
但我喜欢当大人
因为 大人 才可以拥有自由的权利
为自己做决定 做自己想要的
经济独立
Hsewarming at TMY hse this time round
Pretty and cosy I can say
Location is quiet which I liked
Felt rly awkward when I was the first to reach
To see fmh n tmy husbands and kids are there
Kelly n yh haven't reached.
So I jus sat quietly at sofa corner and fmh n tmy got come to try get their kids to come over my side.
After 1 hr Kelly arrive wif his son only then I began to feel more at ease
If not I rly feel like a big light bulb or outsider earlier.
If it was the past me still,
I would definitely contact yh personally to make sure she reaches before I reached
So after I reach, I will faster text yh where are u? faster come! I awkward
But I refuse to do so now and anymore
As I feel like I can't depend on her forever right?
I will need to survive the awkwardness myself
So I jus text my other colleagues instead
Felt the slight change in me today.
Hearing her saying her schedule fr the yr end
I suddenly felt bad for even asking her any feel to travel overseas not few days back.
She is busy travelling overseas for work on pH and wkends
Wat am I doing when I even think of asking her in the first place.
I think I shld rly giv up asking and go solo trips myself.
Felt i am so immature suddenly.
Thinking of gg play when my friend is busy working her butt off