Christmas Lightings

 went on a drive ard town area..

every christmas mth we would go ther to see the lightings..

it is now lky a routine..

 last yr was blue and white colour..

i prefer last yr lightings..

as it giv me a calming and peaceful and romantic feeling..

a feeling that seems to tell me that the yr is ending alr..

and a voice that is asking me to be prepare fr the new challenges ahead in the new yr arriving..

 singapore is sure beautiful..esp at nite..

i think nightview of other countries would be this beautiful too?

 rly wish i am able to go on a trip to a faraway country nex yr..

fr now i will try to study hard, perhaps..

btw, another yr has pass and it is Ms Ong Yu Hui's bdae agn..

pitiful her,having exams during her bdae..

like me..hahas,cos my bdae is in feb and i will b having exams in feb nex yr too..

though i wish u alr..

Here i still wanna sae happy bdae, girl.

glad that i still had a chance to wish u.

this is the seventh yr i had known u and still wishing u happy bdae.

I am rly glad and happy.

Try ur best in everything. i believe u can do it.

Cos u are always the smartest among the fve of us.

Take care ^-^

think we shall celebrate a belated bdae wif u le once agn.

미안해,항상 행복하게.

(mianhae, hangsang haengbokhae)

yowoo~

Tadang i am back agn..

so i wake up this morning 6am to finally study fr my test tdy..

and my test begins at 10am..

wat the hell..

bt that cher so bad lo..dun even tell us whether this test counted into ur gpa anot..

so make me dun feel lky studying fr it le..

no motivation mah..

so endup reading through the notes one time nia..

then i am off happily to sch lol..

test begins at 10.05am and i went home at 10.25am..

lol..super duper fast rite?

ya,it is suppose to be an hor and half test wif 50 mcqs to finish..

bt i jus by luck chose the ans..

anyway, i am now back hm happily..

preparing to relax myself tdy..

before i slog till death fr nex wk mst..

tml still gt a practical lesson at 12pm..

and u know wat? i had to go bak sch to check results fr my that practical fr the whole of my mst wk..

wakao!! takeup my time to focus on my mst lo..

sulking nw me :(

Lightened heart..

SO went for the job interview test tis morning.

Was feeling damn nervous..

As i rly morning 5am then wakeup go online research how do the job interview..

those qns normally ask during interview.

and my time slot fr the test is at 9.20am..

lol..rly damn last minute me..

bt glad everything is ok..the first part of the interview think i did nt bad..

bt the last qns freak me out..

it wass: what is the recent food issue regarding food safety ?

I was lky blur diao..n sae i am nt sure srry..

then after tat she went on replhrasing the qns and ask me agn..

then i try sae bird flu? mad cow disease?

then my cher eyebrows is so wrinkled..

in my heart i think: ok fine!! wan deducted my marks jus deduct go ahead!! i DUNNO!!

lol..that jus mark the end of my interview..

and what is funnier was..earlier i alr told cher i hate food sci so i wan to do a admin job.

bt she told me as this is a graded assessment she wan me to find a job regarding fd sci..

then on that interview she was lky ask me why i wan to be a QA..and i jus sae how i am amazed at the job and i feel it is a challenging job and i tink it is my ideal job..

wat i mean is in an interview u are suppose to sell yourself rite?

bt why i feel that when i was talking abt it,my cher seems to laugh at me?

wtf..watever..it is over so the rock in my heart have settle dwn..

so relax..relax till the test tml i haven study yet -.-

so bye! 

Sweet Coincidence~

Went to sch late tdy agn.

But tdy mood is gd as my lesson is only fr an hr and my day shall end.

was resting on the railings while waiting fr the nex train and side eye saw some girl keep swaying her head and walking towards me.

and my instinct told me most likely is fmh.

so i wait her almost near me then turn and smile.

hahas.

rly coincidence..and my first thought when i see her was..

hmmph,when was the last time we met?

hahas. bt had a great companion otw to sch finally..

share abt ur sch stuff and gossip here and ther till clementi be4 we went on sepparate ways.

the sweet she gav me was nice!! bt..i was late so cant take my height and weight in sch.

sobs!! weighing scale my hm have, bt my height i need use ruler to measure lo..

so nt accurate!!!

and i rly vry daring ley..job interview test tml,bt i till nw still kip watching drama on9.

sucks man!

My this week.

Hmm, so school is jus the same. fret over fyp and stuff.

Getting some conclusions on my thoughts and feelings.

Getting ready fr my job interview test next tue and food packaging qiuz on nex wed.

and oso my mid semester test on the week after next.

So hectic. that i had little or no time to fret abt my personal things.
everything is jus deadlines, deadlines and deadlines to me.

then after mst i am left wif 2weeks to complete my fyp report and everything.

then 2012 shall end hastily fr me.

then jan agn nid rush my fyp presentation and no time to take a breather..

as feb my exams are coming.

my last exams in poly. my last struggle to pull up my gpa.

then i shall get a long break..

I hope to leave singapore after my exams.

Really sick of here le by then.

and hope everything will ends well bah.
and i would be able to greet every morning wif a happy me.
for now, all i can see is the tired me every morning.

 

I wan to study hard and faster grad!

This one last week was rly hard to bear fr me.

Everything was fine till mon. then tue was publi holi and everything went chaotic

when she betray me. and wed to fri was so so hard to bear for me.

I was awkward wif her fr 2yrs. bt try to create common topics fr us to talk about these two yrs.

until we become members of the same fyp grp.

Thought we became so much closer then before.

As fyp journey was rly tough fr all of us. n we endure it tgt.

It was rly hard to bear when she betray me by backstabbing me and my friends.

And i think it is only me who was thinkin abt it so much and cant let it go.

It was hard to believe that she did it.

bt i cant confront her cos all our project and lab grp and assignment are grouped wif her.

and if we are enemies we cant work tgt.

so cn only act blur and joke ard as usual.

But it was my first time that i met such situation and i cnnt seem to get over it.

the memory kept replaying in my mind every now and then.

I told myself to curse back at her and hate her behind her back lky wat she did to me.

Bt i am not getting any happier frm that.

I am binded in all these hate and disbelieving.

yet everyone seems to get over it alr and sae it ok,jus ignore it.

Since it's only me being left behind. i rly gt no one to share too. 

and the worse still ur fyp cher who think she always dun wan hlp in fyp go confront her.

and all these make our strained relationship mre strained.

She oso dun feel she is wrong and think we are badmouthing her to ur fyp cher.

I kip telling myself afew mre mths. endure fr afew mths then i cn grad and leave all these fakers.

bt I jus feel so sad and hatred everytime i go sch n see them.

yet i cant show it. and had to pretend to be happy and normal.

and everytime i walked to mrt frm poly and see every grps of poly students so happily chatting and playing ard.

I am jealous till dead.

I at one time gt crazy and sms my bro in mrt to hm to tell him what i am feeling.

and I cried in the mrt.

I even think if gt any ways i cn have an instant dead without pain nor fear this whole week.

But it turns out that i am a corward.

why is poly so dirty. I dunno.

Maybe it is the first time i am encountering this situation and i find it hard to accept and adapt.

Mayb it lky wat my bro told me,it is my way of communicating wif ppl that is wrong that leads me to now this situation.

I dunno.

Keke,guess who is it?

An old photo..

Guess who is it?

haha..

thats me la..

Miss the old times..

Wanna go back sometimes..

then mayb i can change some things

and my life now would be different.

C-CLOWN - Because You Might Grow Distant

Like Ray and siwon!

their chereography nt bad too!

Share secrets only to the one you trust.

I make friends with the people I lky.

So two 'friends' of mine are removed frm my life.

From now on, our only relationship is classmates

And hope it would end faster.

Even now being in the same fyp grp wif u makes me pissed off.

You this two faced girl!

 

But i noe i am in wrong too.

But i will not backed off and will apologise directly to that girl.

For one thing, i am not like u.

poly ar poly..

Sometimes rly my poly life is lky in hk drama moonlight resonance.

Things is lky that de.

Got one of my classmate two weeks plus nv come sch since sch reopen le.

then i heard frm my friend 'B' which is wif that classmate 'A' in the sam fyp grp.

that she everyday sae she down wif diff illness.

like today diarrhoea, tml infection blah blah blah.

and then in fb post she vry happy,go wher wher wher play wif her friend.

then i hear alr oso feel lky she rly fake illness.

so we often talk abt her situation in our clique.

then gt this 'C' girl in ur clique had the same mental condition wif 'A'

so get to know her and friends wif her.

So we nv tell A things to C as she will b likely to tell off on us to A

bt C tell us one day A fake one la then we then feel: ar,we both think the same so we begun sharing ur thoughts.

and ytd nite B told me A msg her sae C msg her sae we always badmouth A.

this rly makes me feel that poly can rly trust no one esp my class!

All two faced de lo.

Rly scary, lesson learnt: have to watch wat i sae nex time to who esp.

Think i will nv talk to A anymre. Rly dk hw face her. Scared her mental condition worsen oso.

wine~wine~wine

Wanna drink all the wine myself one day..

my mum say wine put the longer time,

the mre nice to drink (:

Jus saw the news of eunhyuk and IU dating.

Cant hlp feeling disappointed!!

I hate IU!!

:(

Sol & Ferlyn

Sol voice is srsly so sweet~~

Love her mre and mre.

As fr ferlyn didnt noe she cn play guitar!

cool!
Lyrics:
sarangeun eunhasu dabang mun apeseo
manna hongchawa naengkeopireul masimyeo
maeil ddokgateun noraereul deuddaga ondane

geudaeneun mure jeojji anheun seongnyanggaebi gata
amuri sirheun pyojeong jieodo
bultaneun geu maeumeul gamchul suga eobtdane

geudae naege museun marirado haejuo
naneun chatjane mujigaereul dduiwojuri

harudo iteuldo saheuldo baegyeonael suga eobtne
mossalgo mot jukgo geudae eobtneun
hongdae sangsudong sinchon idae itaewon
georeo danil sudo eobtji

geudae geudae geudae
geudae geudae geudae
geudae geudae geudae
daebak daebak

Translation:
Love comes while we’re meeting in front
Of the Milky Way Cafe, drinking tea and iced coffee
And listening to the same song every day

You’re like an matchstick that’s not wet
However, you pull a wry face
You can’t disguise a burning heart
My dear, please tell me anything
Then I’ll float a rainbow on your teacup
I can’t stand one day, two days, three days
I can’t love not die
I can’t walk around Hongdae, Sangsudong,
Shinchon, Idae, Itaewon without you
My dear, my dear, my dear
My dear, my dear, my dear
My dear, my dear, my dear
Jackpot, jackpot 

Phew!

And so, fr ytd we manage to get 51 ppl.

and i am the one inside the room briefing the ppl the instructions and giving out things, pourin water etc.

first time talk to so many stranger and worst,guys somemre..

My hands were rly shaking lol..

dk why i feel so awkward and strange bt yet try to hide it and converse wif them..

and in the end i was stammering at times and my hands were shaking when i pass things to them.

But though it was a rly hectic day fr me, bt luckily it is all over.

Plus we didnt even had the time fr lunch.

as we came at 9 am to prepare our juice, 10.30am start sensory till 12pm.

then had a practical lesson frm 12 to 3pm. then rush back at 3 to prepare second round juice and sensory till 5plus.

before we can packed up and go.

we jus quickly grab a bite during lab time. lol.

we hide ourselves inthe corridor and ate. as we cnnt eat in the microlab.

Lastly i rly hope i wont do another sensory anymre. once is mre than enuf fr me.

SO Nervous..

I am now so scared..

Cos ltr conducting sensory evaluation fr my fyp product.

Scared nobody will come.

And we need 50 ppl some mre.

And we cn only use the lab fr sensory fr 3hrs only. stress..

@ Yum Cha

This is my heavy dinner at yum cha on sun.

and the bill came up to be 138dolas..

And result my dinner fr this week had to jus suffice wif yogurt and fruits.

my weight~ my weight must maintain~

Am I?

Am I the only one to think that the latest running man episode wif Choi Min Sook is kinda boring?

hahas, I think the last ep wif Yubin and Suzy was funnier.

Throughout the choi min sook ep,

I was lky kip question mark and rm members was out so easily and w/o knowing the reason.

Mayb my expectations are too high as the last two eps wif choi min sook was rly daebak!

I Miss .

I miss taiwan.

Really miss.

Though i had gone before.

Really hope i could go again someday.

I get this feeling of my home there yet some culture there are vry diff frm singapore.

I feel so comfortable ther.



Horror Stories

Meet up wif kel,foo,ong to watch korean m18 movie 'horrorr stories.

Not bad. i lky the zombie part in the movie.

then had dinner and some chit chat before we got hm.

Think i am the last one to noe tmy get into a private uni studying psychology le.

it is vry ex. bt i can see that when i graduated nex yr, tmy route is my route too.

getting into a private uni.

Below are photos frm ytd nite outing.

 I think as time passess,

i am becoming mre lky a listener and  not a talker in a grp.

in the past i will be chattering joking all the way..

bt as i get older,something in me seem to change.

i am mre mature n quiet.

and i start to show whats me when at my personal life

and not in my sch the me.

I no longer feel lky changing my personality to suit in a grp of fwens.

thats a gd change i suppose.

put dwn my pretense and live the true me.

Anyway had a happy night ytd.

and now is my doomsday.

as my resume~~~

haven write yet~~~

UoU

Eotteokhae~~



Jealous!

My phone SII was always the newest phone in my household

and now mydad n bro all had iphone5 and my phone is no longer a new phone le!!

Jealous!!!

 

Was waiting for my fyp cher outside her office..

boring so went play zi pai wif my fwen.

LOL..i love the last pic most!!

 

hehes ^^

Someone hurl the words: f**ker at me tdy

& i return her wif a smack!

lol.