First time experience

So went to my bf's grandma wake yesterday night

First time experience such situation

So felt nervous

And scare I will say wrong or do wrong thing

First time alone attend a wake

Normally is go with a bunch of friends or family or colleagues 

And somemore I don't even know his relatives 

Rly scare and text my close friend n brother ahead

And yesterday also consult my colleagues 

Thanku for their advices 

Make me not so lost 

So after I end work

Jus went ther

There is a direct bus from my office to ther.

Request my bf to come fetch me frm the bustop to the wake.

Jus a min walk

N my heart skip a beat when he told me though today is second day

But now like still got 100ppl there

And when I reach there

The most largest wake I ever seen n attend

Spread across to the void decks across the next block then in the middle is those parking lots and all along is the wreaths 

I really shocked yi xia

Then my bf told me cause his uncle is CEO of a company so got alot other company send wreath flowers here

I am like ohh okkk

Then I jus folo him walk and intro to his relatives along the way, my girlfriend

Lol! Awkward moment

I guess this is rly a unique experience for me

He did speak to me before about his relative quite fair amount unlike mine

But after ytd night, I realise rly is whole kampung kind all his relatives

Jus his mum alr got 10siblings le

I cnnt

So I jus sat there hlp his dad fold those paper lotus,paper yuan bao for the whole night.

My bf did try to pei me, bt he need to attend to his friends and cousin and mend the guest tables and count the condolences money

We didn't managed to interact much

And even when he sent me home also hen rush cause his nex friend is reaching le and he don't wanna make ppl wait too long also.

Not used to such big families srsly 

Make me think nex time cny how sia 

If haven breakup, nex yr cny shld be need go Bai nian le ba

Crazyyy crazyyy

Then by right every Fri is our date day

Bt I jus told him Fri is need go cremation hall hen tiring, let jus skip this wk and meet nex Fri instead ba

Deep down I also need some time to cool down and think Abt future le.

Him n me rly alot of difference 

I am totally not close wif my relatives kind and appear indifferent de

Bt he is someone who vry close with all his relatives 

So I need to force myself to be like him I'm future ? 

Hiaxx

1st mth Enzel

1mth 5days old bb le

Still the same

Cranky, frowning, boxing bb when awake and hungry

Only a peaceful, happy bb when he is aslp!

Went to bro's in law hse to see this cutie pie after 1 mth

Damn cutee,sprawling on me and slping

I think he seems to thought I am his mum

Look at his 陶醉的脸 

AHAHAHAH!

My mum totally vry patient n happy seeing his grandson

I can sort of see how she take care of my bro n me when we are a baby back then.

A different side of her totally

Even when she kena box at one of her eye by Enzel

She is still all smiles lol!

Lil one taking a peek at me when I am taking photos of him slping in my mum's arms

That day will they came over my hse to drop off the 1st mth cake

First time slp on his father bed

Omggg!

 Saturday shall see this little one agn for dinner wee!!

Last min dating plans

He last min suddenly text me to meet today as his tuition is at yishun at 3.30pm and he can come meet me lunch

As I wfh also

But after lunch at northpoint

Only 1plus only. 

And we shop aimlessly ard northpoint

Then he suddenly told me he felt like postpone his lesson till other day

So that he can bring me home to spend time tgt till 7plus then 8pm his lesson at Tampines will ends 9plus and he can bring me home 10plus

I told him no ba, I tired as tml I need early go in office.

I will go home 7plus.

So he said will drive me to yck at 7pm then I go home myself frm there.

We watch some vids and I see the ppl eating prawns, so I said I craving prawns yumyumyum

Then he immediately go kitchen and find if there is any prawns and cook fr me to eat

Rly random

And as I am eating and watching him backview washing-up the kitchen

Suddenly felt vry heartwarming

Like mayb this is the kind of life I will have

If I were to marry him in future?

So jus take a shot secretly to hope I will rmb this scene and feeling.

Though the prawns not that fresh le

But nonetheless 

The seasoning is so nice 

Yummy!

Garlic butter salt

Some funny moments frm today date:

Today I text him

B ah, nex time if u wan buy flowers fr me

Can u buy baby breath mix mix with other flowers?

He replied okie taken note down

Damn cute

Then I still contd

Can buy smaller bouquet if too ex

U see I vry 贴心right?

He bth and replied 贴心就不会有要求了

AHAHAHAH

Then while we after lunch and shopping ard at northpoint 

I jus told him naturally

B ah, can we buy a rly old sch thing? Couple ring?

A cheap cheap one la, like couple lab those kind

Then he said ok the nex sec

So readily that I thought he only say yes first nia to 带过

But he rly take it vry srsly and started seeing all the jewelry stores for rings sia

But midway his attention gt snatchaway by his Rolex watch

Then I suan him 

Poor boy boy won't go look at Rolex watch de.

Damn funnyy

Bt I feel like I more n more comfortable when comes to making request to him le now. As his gf

Shld b a gd change

I feel

 

Happy 520

It all started with in end Feb,

Cause the valentine's damn fail

So I suan him

One of my friends asking me 520 how will I spend wif my bf

Then I text my bf saying he valentine also nv do anything

Cfm also dk wat is 520 even de

Then I think he take note down 

And ordered on 1 May to deliver flowers to my office on 20May

Then I jus nice 20may wanna wfh

And text him on 19May, then he immediately told me I cannot wfh cause I gt a delivery on Tues

Then I jus replied serious? Why out of a sudden? He said cos 520

Then I said so..did I jus spoilt my own surprise? 

So he ask me don't ask anymore.

So I jus waited on 20May for my delivery 

And endup is baby breath again but this time round a much bigger bouquets and with jelly cat

Damn surprised!

Cost almost $200

Smiley me in office 

Thought I had well hidden my bouquet under my table.

My director YK walk to my desk and sit down talk to me out of a sudden

And spotted my flowers

At first wanna act blur and say is not mine

But my 猪队友senior go expose me

Then I no choice said is my bf send me de la

Then YK said why send tdy? Got what occasion 

I told him cos today is 20May mah

520 in Chinese means 我爱你

Is a china thing for couples to celebrate 

Then he is like so lost. Then I ask him, u still left with half a day to go buy smth fr your wife

Then he laugh and said no need, I last wk went London business trip, alr bought smth fr her

Ahahahah

Then tot all is over liao mah

End up go home, same lift as my other colleague CK

Then she smirked

Then when the lift door open

Saw her bf Haufei 

Then she said u see? 学着点

Then haufei see my big bouquet,he also exclaimed 哇! Then I replied. Haifei say tml he will buy fr u.

Sabo him 

LOL!!

Endure the stares along the way while I carry this huge flower bouquet home

First time in my life I did such a thing

Embarrassing bt vry happy

Like in a drama 

And I am the female lead lol!

Thanku bb

19May throwback

Went to his house and his dad cooking dinner

So had homecooked meal again at his hse

Rly happy that I got to eat 黑苍鱼

My mum last time when still got cook, this is one of my fave dish

Bring back memories!

Last Friday 17 May

Date at serangoon, bring me eat teppanyaki 

Yumyum!

 

Bukit Timah Hike

Random topic of wanting to lose calories and being healthier

And ended up to be at Bukit Timah Nature Reserve on a random evening

They all wanted to hike early morning, I rejected say if not evening, I don't want go lol!

So 1 vs 3

Minority win lol!

Thank you to siying mama

For preparing and cutting fruits fr us to eat once agn.

Love u aunty!

Vry long nv eat yellow pear le

Yummyyy~

They claim to be exercising often

Bt endup I am the winner

With the most stamina n speed

Run run run! Upslope, downslope, stairs

With food being in my mind

Faster climb!

Faster end this hiking

Faster go eat my dinner le 

Wee!!

Motivated and excited kid above!

This monkey found his own companion fr playtime le!

Dinner at a random Korean restaurant next beauty world mrt

My best companion fr the day

Thanks to him that I survive the hot n humidness fr SG cmi weather

He did a great job and died jus in time after I end my hiking and gg fr my dinner

Lol!

Thank god that the grey grey skies before the hiking didn't become raindrops

Pheww!!

Some notes to make

So after dinner wif them.

We went on our separate ways at 1930

Bt I cannot so early go home

As I wanna avoid my dad

So was Abt to stay outside by myself to feed mosquitos

Bt rly thankful to my bf

He text me saying he will come fetch me to his home to spend time once he heard I am Abt to ownself stay outside till 10pm

He rly 8pm text me then 8.10pm went out drive to yck fetch me at 8.30pm then head to his home. Then 11pm drive me home.

When he ownself 12mm then can reach his home to turn in.

As he tml morning 9am to 6pm lessons. And afterward will dinner with his friends to 10pm

Thankyou to him for his companion , so last min and willingness to come fetch me outside and jus to go spend 2hrs at his home only

Then after tat still need drive 45min to n fro

Rly Abit touched yesterday night 

As I always doubt whether he rly likes me not?

Bt if he don't like me, will he do such thing ytd nite? So I felt bad to doubt him in the first place.

I am rly rly insecure in love

As I also dk why would ppl like me.

How do I change this mindset sia

Hiaxxx

 

Seletar Park

Friday night date as usual.

Suggested that I wan him bring me go eat Mookata at Khatib then shun bian go seletar reservoir there walk walk

Then went to khatib neighborhood cafe to have a gelato and green tea to end our date.

I tried my best taking the best shot using my oppo phone dated 2 years back

Enjoy seeing the stars and moon that night