Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Wednesday, July 28, 2021

July working life

July 2021 marks my 2nd year with my current company officially..

My official longest period of time in the same company..

Had alot of feelings n thoughts on me..

Gotten my VB and AWS last year even though recession due to covid in 2020

Felt thankful..even though I am Abit sad that there wasn't any Annual Increment last July due to the recession period.. and more of cause I joined in July 2019.. and July 2020 was my first year that I am finally entitled for Annual Increment however they had to scrape it..

So waited for another year.. July 2021... My first Annual increment..though is 2digit jump only bt nevertheless still happy cos it is my first AI in a company..

Almost like the  same feeling when I get my first AWS in my life..

And also this year is my first yr I am getting a full amount of VB in April..

Cos last yr VB and AWS..mine was not prorated then is deduct as I do wrong payments to staff payroll and needed to deduct frm my salary..

This year everything is fully paid to me..

So I was even happier..

However..the high er pay you get..the more responsibility you hold.. as you would be assigned to more n more workload..

July is going to be the start of my painful hectic different job life...

Hope I can survive longer in the company..

This days rly alot of people resigning and I rly feel so sad seeing those gd ppl leaving...and only those bad ppl staying on...

But everyone has their own path to take in the end..

So yeah..have to adapt well...


I believe I am not the one tired n frustrated of our work..

Let together pull through all of it!

Sunday, July 18, 2021

Brother's wedding




18July..
Is the formal wedding reception for my only brother...
Felt happy that finally no need to postpone 
Also to every day worry Abt the news update say wedding recept not allow cos of covid..
Finally all is over..
Now left to wait for their new flat to be ready..
Congrats!!
Also bought a couple tee, couple cup, couple face towel for them both as a wedding gift..
And also wrote a small card to both of them..


During the whole ceremony..
The most hype moment is Kahoot time..
Whereby any one can participate in the mobile quiz 
Whoever ans the most correct ans the fastest get more marks..
Vry thrilling..
I was on the 5th out of 14th participant frm first qns to 7th qns..
Rly did not have anymre expectations for the prize..
Bt I actually catch-up in the end and landed a 3rd place and gotten a angbao..
Woottsss so delighted..
Luckily I nv lose face for my bro..
Cos most of the participants are frm my bro wife side..
So was vry happy that I hlp my bro win some face in this race ahahah
Then the dishes were pretty good.
And their serving speed n service is good.
Would definitely recommend to those who wanna held their wedding there.


Then return back to our hotel after the lunch recept..
This time round of stayca is at Andaz Singapore..
Under Hyatt group as well..
And the standard is rly there..
More modern design than grand Hyatt as it was build in 2018 
Service, room condition everything falls into place.
And they even provide Bluetooth speaker..
Something which I only saw in hotel m Airbnb in other countries I went like Korea n Japan..
Rly delighted to see this the first time in Singapore hotel..
And also their breaksfast is include in the package and also a $100 credit for dine in..
Price per night is only $414 
Damn worth it
Always they food is nice though the choices were quite limited..
And also their pool is at lvl 25
Which provides decent view of the flyer n bay..
Not so cold like in mbs rooftop pool. 
Not too bad of a cheaper alternatives for mbs



 After booking the third time of stayca for my brother's wedding 
It keep getting postpone and finally it is over..
Phew..
This yr rly is the most number of times I am staying in hotel in a yr...
And Dec I am also gg for another 2 more stayca..
Lol..

When normally I only go travel for once or twice every yr end before this covid pandemic thing..

Enjoy alot the stayca..as long as I dun leave the hotel premise..
And always curtains close and air con blasting on me 24hrs..
It rly feels like I am not in Singapore this boring place..
Hot n humid everywhere and not much entertainment or activity n sports available..

I rather stay on my own room..

Order grabfood for my 3meals every day without stepping out of my home..

Once this travel restriction get lifted..
The first thing I wanna do is to clear my bucket list quick..
As I am getting older and scare my body can't have enough stamina anymre to do the things I wan to do..

Like sky dive, bungee, I like wanna try Nevis swing 1 time in my life..do  a mountain trek to catch sunrise or sun set..
Go beach facing ocean to see sunrise or sunset..
Go  a big big amusement park with rollercoast and waiting time for ea ride is 1min , no crowd no queue cos the park is too big n rides are too many...
And the ticket is not so prizey like Singapore' USS..
Waste of money to go in to queue 80min for a rollercoaster ride of 1min..
And the entrance fee is $80 plus cannot bring own food inside cos they wan you to spend money on food n drinks inside..
But they set the price of the food and drinks so high inside the park...I rather starve play all I want then come out to eat..

That's y I nv went for so many years alr..
I went there almost 10yr ago.. the price might differ already I am not sure..


Monday, July 12, 2021

Dream of encounter with a devil

For the first time in my life that I dreamt n remembered that I dreamt of an encounter with devil...
I tried to Google online to find what is the meaning of my dream..
But there isnt one with the same dream as mine..
It is quite depressing n frustrated..
As I had failed to rescued my friend from a devil..
She was calling me fr help and I grabbed her hands and tried to pulled her from a demon/devil as it is grabbing on to one of her legs...
I was pulling using all my strength bt the devil..just laughed at me and dragged my friend out of my grab easily...
As if laughing at my weakness as a mere human being and still trying to save my friend..
And after my friend "died" 
I was so frustrated as I was so close to saving her and yet failed to do so..
That I bursted into tears..
And I wakeup abruptly..
Everything feels so real n scary...
Hope someone will help to decipher this weird dream of mine if you know..can dm me..

Tuesday, July 6, 2021

我的空气刘海

 

我的空气刘海
Amazing that it last for almost 2wks already..
Hair rly need to maintain..
Bt I am jus too lazy..
Shall take photo to remember this moment..

Sunday, July 4, 2021

Bon Voyage


Really didn't realize that our this time round yearly meetup will be the last one..

I am using the word last..

Cause I rly am not confident that when I am going to see you again after u return to your hometown China Jilin



 It had been almost 10 years since we grad from poly..

And I was at first rly sure...we will lose contact the moment we grad...

Since our relationship was not all that close..

As we have  never once meet outside of school beside of sch projects or studying session for all of the 3 years



However, we still manage to meetup from Twice per yr to yearly meetup..
Till nearing our tenth year after graduation
Our friendship that is special..
All year no msg no calls no birthday wishes
Bt a dinner catch up that happens on time ea yr..
A meetup that is full of laughters..no awkwardness at all..
Rly thankful for u all that is always so on to our meetup and never say no..



Hearing that all of you guys are getting married wif your other half ...
I am so glad..
However..suddenly some day last WK..
In our group chat..someone said she is returning back to China..
Asking when she will return..
She say she is not sure..
Tot it had smth to do wif her breakup wif her sg bf..
Or find that there is nt much job career advancement in sg..
Bt turns out that her mum visit pass extension is rejected..
So no choice she chose to go bak wif her mum..resigning from her job of 4yrs here..



I am firstly relief that it was nt wat I think of that she is leaving for gd..
Bt Abit sad that there isn't any return date set for her..
We make promise that we will go to her hse to stay in the future..
Bt deep in my heart...I know that's gonna be hard..
It is far...and the rest of them is getting married..
Given this ongoing border restrictions thingy..
I am not sure if this trip will ever happen..
By then...will we still be in contact?
Or do our relationship be that kind that can go overseas tgt?
 So I didnt want to think too much as there is only hopes n wishes in this world when all of us do nt know what the future has fr us..
Junhe...I hope you will find a man back in your hometown to married n get a job that pay is nowhere inferior to your job in sg..
Be happy!
We will always be in WeChat grp anytime for you..
Take care and bon Voyage!

Chicken gang will always be in my memory whether or not we contd to keep in touch!

U dare to contact me I will dare to meet you!