Pretty Pretty Sunset

Share a photo i took ytd..ok shld be the day before ytd since it is past midnite now

Hahaha..

Pretty isnt it?!

These days falling in love over Park BoRam's Falling...

Been listening it all day..

Recommend to you out ther as well^-^

Other Half

Wonder do you guys out ther ever felt this..?
You loved a person so much that you thought you both were a match in heaven
And that you would liked everything that person liked as well...
And that both of you just will blends in perfectly..
Only to come to a realization in the end..
That..
That actually..you both do not have affinity at all..
And you both are jus poles apart afterall..
And you came to find actually your taste and everything jus matches so perfectly with someone..
Another body..that you in your dreams would nv see at all straight frm the beginning..
This feeling is amazing isnt it..?
Well at the vry least, fr me, it is.
Dont ever be blind by the love you feel at first.
Open your heart to feel mre and eyes to see clearly once agnn.
Whether the love you felt is for one moment..or forever..

A Lesson Always Unlearnt

Had a hard time after getting a bloated stomach frm oveeeating at buffet before...
And I rmb I swore not gonna eat buffet again...
But then I went to have buffet anyway every now n then lol!
And now I am once agn suffering frm a bloated stomach...
JEEZZZ!
A pig will nv learnt her lesson right?
I finished my buffet at 9.30pm..
But now is alr 2amplus yet..I cant slp..
Cos I kip feeling like wanting to vomit kind...
真的打从心里的不舒服now...
Aigoooooo....
The me tdy...

试着。

One who isnt born with a gold spoon
Should have the awareness to stand on one's own feet since the beginning.
不是含着金汤匙出生的人
早就应该有了自食其力的觉悟。

Just have to work harder harder and harder.
努力努力再努力。

150614

 是角度的问题对吧...?

Panda 变成不是 Panda了

可是脸却变得更圆了。

像月亮脸。

😂😂😂

150613

Alis Volat Propriis
 --用自己的翅膀飞--

我会很好的。

轮廓和手很好地在康复中。

不过耳朵脖子腿身子还有点疤痕...

多一个礼拜就不必吃药了服药就好。

再多个礼拜就回去复诊。

继续努力💪

10 Jun

Shall take a break frm my emo affairs since last week..
And talk abt mre lighthearted things this time round...
This was an ongoing thing way before manymths ago..jan i suppose ahahah..
As i am rly a free person...i find myself trying some stupid things alone sometimes..
Didnt want to say out actually..bt thought that it will be funny if i read back nex time in mre yrs to come that what ridiculous things i had done when i am still a student..
So the things goes by~~
Suddenly realised myself falling into the greed of wanting fame...
Like getting addicted to gaining followers on sns..
The me in the past is rly..hate the attention given to me on my sns...
As i feel that i cant post my selcas n life pictures wif ease..like wif so many eyes watching me on sns..
Bt at one pt...curiosity gets in me..
(Of course i am still against the idea of having stranger looking at my personal selca n pic now)
And yet i start to wonder wats so good wif having so mamy followers on sns..
So I started setting up those fansites sns accts..
At first rly amazed by the nvending gain of follwers n wif one post tat u jus upload and in seconds hundreds of likes building up...then started to enjoy it...
Bt I am rly am a 三分钟热度的人...jus after few mths am alr sick of it...
Lol...like..I feel that i had to update the acct simutaneously..like i felt a reponsibilty to update cos of all my followers ...
Rly feel like being a hard core fan rly normally are ppl wif no life...
Like all of their time is spent on sns and reading articles seeing schedule seeing other fansites pics of their idols seeing their idols schedule all the time then updating their own fansites...
Rly peifu them...no wonder i see so many fansite masters often closing dwn their accts saying they rly nid to take a break and do smth to their life..
Bt all this is part of life isnt it..memories no matter hw silly hw crazy or hw useless is it...this is all that makes our life interesting n distinct frm others isnt it?
Nowadays..i am rly spending all of my time jus doing my hobbies...non life nor money contributing hobbies yeah..lol...
Due to the facts that i cant go out..cos of the hot weather may trigger my ezcema back agn...
Neither can i find some job to do during my this long holi break...
So basically i am stranded at home...
At first feel frustrated at the waste of time...
Bt now i can only wait patiently fr my condition to improve n be stabilised...in the midst...i begin continuing my hobbies that were stopped since jan...
Cos of my studies...cos of my hobbies now...
Though they do not contribute to my bank acct ..
Bt at the vry least it make me feel that i am busily doing the things i like everyday..
N giv me no time at all to think of negative things.. at least in this 2wks..
Scared that i may becum lazy soon ahahaha...
Bt fr now i can only 按时吃药服药然候乖乖去复诊
其他的事我真的不想去想了真的。
考试成绩不好还是学业还是钱还是未来烦恼什么的。
我都想通通暂时抛开。
倩仪你可以的! 加油!

近况

 Wish upon a moon..

Condition is being stabilised so far...

Hope it will totally subsided soon...

Bt I reckon the scars will still remain fr a long long time...

Gonna go fr a walk tml...

Spent time talking to a friend...

And realised my condition is actually nt as bad as him..

Bt yet I still need him to console me...

Feel rly embarrassed n guilty now..

Rly we are nth without health...

Nowadays..my mood is better once agn...

Thanks to my friend my mum srsly...

So till my nex dr appt...一定一定要好好的。

希望他也会好好的。

加油。

谢谢老天给我从新看到新希望。

Treatment

Officially started my medical treatment...
Wif 20pills a day...steriods cream to apply n bandage..
Wif drastic changes to my diet...
Hope after 3 wkks when I go for my dr appt
Everything will be back to normal...
Praying secretly every day...
Fighting.....for I rly wanted to get back my confidence...when I go outdoor once again...
Dun wanna feel inferior to anybody...
Sometimes when i go to nsc...i feel mre at hm..
Cos i feel like a normal person ther..
Wif everybody ther is having skin probs de...
Ok not like i rly like to go ther...
Mood nowadays is not so depressed like the past wk
Almost wanted to hurt myself secretly...throwing things all over everyday..
Refusing to see dr as i had lose all hope..
Finally being drag out of hm by my mum to see dr...
Hope i can be better..rly.....if not i rly dunno hw to contd living wif such a hideous outlook...
Somemre SG is so hot nowadays i cant even wear long sleeve long pants plus mask n cap n sunglass n gloves out... attract mre attention as i am dying of hotness inside isnt it...?

Pills & Pills Are What I Get Everyday.

Pills and pills are all I see now...

Abit hlpless now after pouring out all the medications on my table...

I had nv eaten this many pills in my life..

And now withing 3wks I had to consume all of it...

20pills per day....

While i am worrying abt the side effects of all of this pills...I am starting to worry hw am i suppose to swallow all these pillsss....

Rly had difficulty even when i am eat a panadol cos i cant seem to swallow it...

Rly dun like pills since young...normally will ask fr liq medication....

Hiax....

Somemre the cream n soln that i apply ea time jus gives me so much pain...

Rly scares me to use it the nex time...

But when I look at myself in the mirror...

The feeling is like eat oso die dun eat oso die kind...

Srry to wrry my friend n mum...

I am depressed...vry depressed these few days...

But I will try to fight hard against that god damn ezcema...

Stains

Hurt..is what that I am enduring everyday..

Tired of seeing blood surfacing every single day...

Till now seeing blood makes me feel like seeing water..

Just plain water..

Trying hard to fight this losing battle...