31 December 2015

31Dec2015

Once the year ends wif your bdae.

Happy26thBirthday,My bro.

Though u are stingy annoying big head petty ugly,

You would stll always be my bro.

Thanksful to you

Cause you are ther..

It makes me not so wrry abt my mum

Ther is someone to tc of mum if nth gd comes out frm me in future

Ther is someone to divide the amount of time we had to endure our dad.

Ther is someone to catch all kinds of insect fr me

Though u made me cry alot of times too..

But u make me laugh alot mre time too

I dk if I had love u or not...

But..you are a person that is important to me

Thats a fact.

Pls live longer than me

N rmb what u promise me-the things to do after i die

Soar high...cos u hav so much mre in you that u jus dun realize even now..

I can see the potential in you...

Do well on my behalf as well and be a good son fr mum to be proud of...

Cos i am a failure daughter to her.

Happybirthday once agn.

30 December 2015

 Spent my second last day of 2015 wif her.

151227 Official Fam Photoshoot

 Today went to have a official fam photoshoot

Cause of my bro grad..

He wanted to have a professional photoshoot to commemorate it

 Some behind the scene ahaha

Excited me..cos i always see photoshoot studio in shows bt nv realife been to one

It is cool isnt it?

 And i oso vry thickskin go wear my robe when i have even grad...TT

Bt since wan take my fam say tgt take...

Cos nex time i am nt taking either..

And i maynt be able to grad oso ahahah

Seeing my results nw..

So take photo first ahahah

 Put at home and only me n my fam see this ahahah

Hypothenize that i grad frm uni even though i cant ahahah

I can forsee my fututre alr ajahah

Self denial mode now

 Happy and oso not happy

Cos i ate alot my fave food at buffet town in rafflescity..

Bt i am bloated frm overeating once agn...

Love-hate relation wif buffet..hiaxx

And i managed to buy one mre denim skirt too..cost 60dolas...gulps luckily is my dad pay..phew...

If nt i cfm will taobao le ajahahah

Okok..it is midnite alr...

And i realize i still had one pile of clothes to iron 

Jeezzz!

And my 爱上哥们i think i tml then watch bah..

Though heard that na na kiss qingyang this ep..

Rly wanna watch bt i had to slp rite? 

So many things to do...

Hiaxxxjyjy 

Tml still nid go out agn...

Rly is everyday oso go out sia...

Frm last tue onwards...till 31dec..all nid go out..

Ohmy!! Jus let me stay at home can..

So f**king tired!! Jeez!! 

When can i get to study man! 

Jeez!!

Rly hope my day i will have 48hrs...

I nowadys rly everyday slp 5hrs only..still nt enuf time to do my things..

Hiax...

151226 New MP3

猜猜看我今天买了什么呀?

呵呵

没错! 我的新mp3!

三百快呢!

很贵但是目前心情是开心的

不过月底看银行存款可能脸会跨TT

Ahahahaha

Blue this time round
^♡^

151225 Xmas

 赶在它结束前

来跟大家说声

圣诞快乐哟

2015Christmas

我很enjoy

乐在其中ing

Ahahah

这很可爱吧? 

为我的圣诞画上完美的句点。

❤爱畢爱鹿爱勋爱圣诞❤

2015 Xmas Eve

24Dec2015

 This yr xmas eve oso not alome..

Metup wif friend to go out walk walk

And enjoy the xmas atmosphere

 Alot ppl as expected..

Bubbles to replace snow at the streets..

Ppl carrying bags of present home..

Kids singing in the atrium of the malls

All xmas songs are braodcast im almost every shops..

Sale signs everywher..

Christmas tree lightings camera shots n flash everywhere...

 And also happen to be at orchard wif me is also

My eye candy recently jeremy 李正杰 taiwam cutie 

Ahahaha..

My pretty boy type once agnn fangirl

Wonder why he is at sg oso..

Doesnt seem like jus fr holi though..

Anyway happy to be at the same place wif hum at the same timing n day oso ahahah

 Then had to thanks him fr endiring my constant nagging saying i wanna go home cos so bored ahahah

I guess cos i alway go bugis last time..

Even after 1yr nv go bugis le..

Nth changes ther even so i rly get bored at bugis

And nth shop so i kip pester him say i wan go home ahahah

Since he finish buying what he wants oso alr..

Bt we went ion and finally i get engross in windowshopping ahahah

Seldom go shop orchard de me..

Had fun trying on coats clothes heels ther

And seeing chocolates everywher

N christmas tree and oso enjoying the bubbles floating in the streets day..

I rly vry long time nv play wif bubble alr..

And the bubbles even had smoke in them after u poke them..

Rly fun time ther ahahaha

Laughing n screaming like a kid ther.. 

Also thanks him fr treating me to a meal in a japan restaurant

Thanks uuu

Gandong...cos first time someone treat me so expensive de meal...

When i only giv u a bag of chocolate that doesnt cost much even..

And so i spent nothing ytd yet had a full dinner n fun window shopping time ther..

Rly happy...

And i also saw a socks i rly lkie bt frgt to buy as i am rushing home ltr hiax...it is  a pastel blue fluurry socks..which i rly like..TT

And then on the mrt on the way home

I receive text frm taobao say my parcel ready fr collection liao..damn happy..

Then i aligted at yishun collect then go hm so shun bian rite?? 

Ahahah rly happy..as i went home n open my oackage everything is perfect n what i expect..

Material cokour size all is what i wan de and same as the pic on the net...

And so my presnt fr my bro is finished all bought left his cake only...satisfied..as it is wihin timing n my budget..

Now what is left is to wrap up the present muahahah my favourite part of the preparing present muahahah

I rly like wrapping present while imagine the person who ltr open his expression when he open n see the gift..so happy ahahahqh

Bt this mth i rly spend so much moneyyy

Negative liao..

Hiaxx..

N my mp3 no money buy even...300dola ley..

Gulps 

Ha lay lu ya

Ahahahokok

Today is xmas day..make sure t spend it lovingly

Whether being alone or wif loved ones

I love xmas!

Feel like gg out myself fr a walk ltr..

Shall see how..

畢書盡 - 只能想念你 130803 高雄樂33海尼根演唱會

nice live..like this song so much..

cant believe it is written and composed by singaporean Tanya Chua

Splash Splash Love

Another Nice short drama with 2ep..

Enjoy it

A drama that touch my heart..

cos the girl is like facing the same stress abt life like me..

and her mum is like my parents hw they always treat me..

'It is not like u got anything u like..u oso no dreams..then why not do smth u are gd at? anything? no?'

'what shld u do when I am nt here?'

'always wasting time using com n hp ahah'

bt lucky fr her she get to escape this and went back to Joseon era n met him

her life is still nt too bad keke

Jus 2hr in total and alr got 3 kiss scene aajahahah

qing yang and na na rly is snail speed sia 10episode bt still jus a hug jeezzz..

I rly think the whole drama ends oso wun have a kiss scene even srsly..

一个心情澎湃的晚上。

Tonite is a bz nite fr me..
Took part in RM live IG update tonite few hours ago..
Today is RM filming and they setup a oneday IG acct for ea members and the game will be based on chosen comments on IG accts..
Had fun reading comments commenting n seeing rm members selca update..
Though filming has ended fr rm..still feel the excitmemt till now ahahah..

And also earlier on at 8pm tonight..shld be last nite since it is over midnite now ahahaha
Watch live kkbox broadcast of the rerun of my 老鹰三少 on5dec de event...
The quality is so HQ pls ahahaah n audio thumbs up.. rly better than any fancams...
And i rly can feel back the overwhelming feeling in my heart on that day once agn tonite...
Rly thabkuu kkboxx...
And i kip searching my hands in the vid ahahah
N my hand is rly mingxian ajaja
Only then i realise i rly stretch my hands so high up that day..no wonder my shoulder hurt the nex day ahahah
My hand is like an ostrict peeking up among the other hands ahahah..
Okok..n believe or not..among all these 2 event going on tonight..i actually am revising my econs as well ahahaha talk abt mutlitasking tsk tsk!

Bt rly time rly flies when u are bz...and u nv get tired doing the thing u like...like this feeling..

Nid to slp early..tml gotta appt out fr the day..
Then wed lectures out fr the day..thur meeting friend out fr the day..fri oso gg out to msia wif friend.. wah...full schedules..
Luckily sat i get to stay at hm..then sun nid attend event photoshoot..
Waht! Ther goes my remaining 2015 le..omo!!
Nono pls!!

Okok..shall nt get too excited here alone...
Shall end wif confession of the day!
Love bii Love RM

First 2 Weeks of My December

 Today mood is good so take selca to commemorate!

Ahahah..

My taobao package finally reach sg le..

Cantwait to try out my jeans

And also my bendan bro present..

Hope it looks the same as the pic on the website 

And also the size fits him...

I have bought him cookies and some chocochip as well to top up..cos budget is nt yet reach..

Nex wk is his bdae so..mayb 

Nex wk use the leftover money to buy a big paper bag to fit all his presnts and oso buy one mre small pack of choco n a banana slice of cake fr him..

Also got myself a pair of rip jeans fr this christmas ajaha

A Xmas gift fr myself to thanks myself

For surviving yet another year..2015

Since i have no that one important special person by my side ahahah

Xmas always giv me a everything is ending kind of feel..and i like it..whether endup gd or bad..i mean it is gg to get over rite?

Sometimes someone ask me Do you like to start to things or end of things.

And i ponder over n over everytime my mind will have only one answer which is end.

So i guess christmas n dec rly suits me 

And this 2wks..of dec..i am overall happy..

Ever since the bii event thing till now...

I am happy..

Everything seems lky a dream...

If rly must say one unhappy thing that happen these 2 wks of dec..it will be that my first mp3 sony walkman series is gg to rip le...

It had been the 7yrs tgt wif it..and the 8th yr nex yr..

Kind of sad that i had to change it..

Bt i will try to think positively...

Then i had to ponder over which to buy now...

Hiax..ahahah..

Nex wk gonna had another event to attend..

And then my bro bdae then my 2015 shall offially come to an end .

Ok..i am like starting to ramble on agn..

My comments fr this yr i shall leave it to my post on 31dec ahahah

Ok..it is kind of a tradition to write a lenghty post of my reflections of the yr during every year end..

So ya..i shall stop now

Lulu's The Witness

 Watch lulu second movie today..

kelian de lulu kip getting hit..

bt another nice movie he chose to be in..

reactivated my fangirl feels for him now ahaha..

Anyway enjoy the movie!

shld go watch it fr those who haven

lulu love u~

青娜 愛上哥們 MV

【BiiLoved 自制】 我愛妳不會改變之羊娜CP （飯制MV）

青阳娜娜 :)

150102 畢書盡(Bii) - 我愛你不會改變 [花蓮遠百簽唱會]

Another impressive live of Bii

151215 的阿Chow

Recently i discovered n dl a music recording n making software app..
And still in the progress of getting the hang of it..
Bt rly had fun sia...
The microphone i bougt online previously rly came to a gd use ahahaha
Mayb shld buy some speaker and soundproof materials online nex time...
Rly nex time i wan to go fr some guitar lessons..
Maybe after i enter the workforce..
Rly interested in guitar sia..
Think ppl who knows hw to play guitar looks so cool ahahah
Bt i hate seeing scoresheet sia..those musical de..
Hmmm...see how bah ahahah
Ok..i f**king shld study...wat the hell am i doing whole day nowTT
Slap me pls...
The drama bromamce rly starting to piss me off the last 2 eps...
So little scenes of my bii n 娜娜 angry lol!
I find myself skipping through the drama fr bii scenes...ok...i shld calm dwn ahahaha mayb in the midst of waiting the nex ep i shld do smth esle first..
Study...hmm..ok..shld study...

Selca of the week.

 Like this kind of feel in this 2 pics

151205 KKBOX 势在必行3 Live in 新加坡

My first fancam shoot ahahahah!!
abit noob blur and shaky pardon me for it!!
that night was rly high!! ahaah

畢書盡 live in Singapore 5Dec2015

今天去了势在必行part3音乐会
排队淋雨朋友陪伴狼狈累开心冷
今天很多回忆 跟以往不一样的回忆
像做梦一样 现在很累 感觉睡一觉 醒来后
就梦醒了 这是个梦吗?
梦醒了要回到自己的生活 感觉很不好
但是 bii谢谢你 能来新加坡 来我面前唱歌
听着的时候 仿佛那空间里 只有我和你
这种感觉很好很舒服
让我暂时逃避一下这个累人的世界
要永远做大家..和自己..心中的星星哦
能从唱歌中找到自己专属的幸福
我今天很感谢陪我的朋友们 感动
因为如果没有你们 我也许..不对应该是 就不会去了
是你们给我勇气和力量 鼓励我去追求自己想要的东西
今晚...我又哭了..听着bii的再见再见
回到家回到自己的房间 听着歌 突然感到好空虚哦
我也可以幸福吗..?

窝囊废是我没错

我觉得我这人很奇怪
明明当初知道他们要来sg
就想去然候想买票 但发现不销售是要赢取的
然候就立刻想放弃 因为觉得不可能会轮到我的
毕竟有那么多粉丝
候来收到email就以为是spam
到后来发现是真的 开心到还用多久
现在 脑子有开始有负面的想法
因为我的一个人排队 因为个个朋友都没空
然候找了朋友陪我 但是他又零食说没空
我就越来越悲观 就想 对啊我几时有那么幸运
每次我所期待的东西 都不成是我所想象的一样
往往都是不好的 让我失望
而久而久之 我变得很悲观
就一直告诉自己 倩仪啊倩仪 不要期待 不要期待 因为只要不期待就不会失望 就不会伤心 也不会不开心
我也不曾替自己 争取什么
心里想要 但没人陪我没人要 所以我便 放弃了
因为我一个人 是绝对 做不到什么的
我...是不是...很窝囊呢?
人大不小了还这么胆小卑微和硕头乌龟没两样
我想要开心..因为毕竟是得来不易的票..
而且有人陪我看...而且看到我的TA...
我想要开心想要享受...但是我很没有安全感和自信
就觉得明天可能没有我想象的这么开心
这样的我怎么了...? 我能..? 我可以..?? 感到幸福吗?
还是我注定被人踩被天压着过日子呢。

Bii畢書盡的新加坡之旅2015

今天! 真的他们来了!! 来新加坡了!! 

和我站在同个土地上的三少!!!

 Ian Dino Bii!!! 好多人去接机哦 可惜我要上课没办法去 TT

 担心明天的活动会有很多人

 因为我有人群恐惧症 容易焦虑 

但是为了三少 拼了! 

真的好喜欢他们尤其是bii bii !! 

真的希望明天会是个美好的回忆 fighting!

5dec2015

我们一起排队一起热一起high翻天吧

BF家人们!!

痘痘妹

今天叫我痘痘妹

生气!

每次都长在上唇。

讨厌!

海豚show

YH 22th SURPRISE BTS Vid

Spent some time making this n combining vids..
Happy birthday once agn..today her last exam..
whether good or not..giv yourself a pad on your head and say: 你尽力了辛苦了！yeah!!!

I am tired..need go out le~~

可爱小不点