Start of prelim 2018

Today marks the first day of prelim

Once again..

Hwaiting

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A lil diff cny this time

This is my second year of spending cny while working.
First time i receive a 20dola angbao frm a muslim colleague which was 2year back.
Then this year i got 3angbao frm colleague manager n boss totalling to 100 dola.
Rly surprise they so generous.
Had actually oso expect a 10angbao ea person.
And i thought i was a frog in the well
Actually in the corporate world is like tat.
Bt i ask my bro he got jus an angbao frm his manager n it is only 8dola...
Lol
And my other friends oso nv receive angbao frm boss and manager
I am like..wah lucky!
Or is cos i am in hr they try to get into our good books ahahah
Anyway..this yr cny add on happiness as i gr extra angbao..
It is rly gd to be young..
Wait to receive angbao n nt giv angbao ajahah

Also went out for lynch alone wif a group of guy colleagues today
Dk what went wrong in my head
Actually wanted to avoid them bt we same timing go out lynch
And they ask me out
Saying they gg another canteen in tuas to eat and i immediately agree ahahah
Rly sian of the same old canteen food and too sick of eating alone
Sort of want to show my boss even if she dun let me n my hr colleague to eat
I still have other lunch companions ahahah
And went along wif them and took a bus to the new canteen and eat tgt and in the end i came back after 1h20min..
Ahahah
I jus act blur..bt my manager dun dare say me
I see hw mych longer she can endure.
She oso nv like last wk so tao yan
Once 11.3pam jiu say calista go eat hor 11.30am liao
She this wk is like silence bt i jus went on ahead and go out lunch myself
My face and pride can pull dwn easily.
Till she say we can lunch tgt i wun go tgt wif my colleague
Lol
Stupid pride of mine i know
Bt tats me hw ley ahahah

cny 2018

cny is coming till an end..
long wkend is oso ending soon..
ahh....rly long time nv had so many freetime..
feel like i am back to 9mths ago..
finally had so many day continuosly to rest..
plus ofc i manage to study as well..
scared i am not gg to get used when tml ends and mon comes..
my payroll wk come agn..
alotthing happen last wk...
and this wk will be like a silent period but..
it mre of seemslike calm before a storm to me
to us..
hwaiting..
enjoy enjoy enjoy..
my good for nth lifestyle these 3days..
forth and my last day..
alamak..
hwaitingpayroll wkand prelim wk the wk after..
bz bz

outcome

tender straight in the monring of cny eve
bt boss dun accept..
retain a amateur like me?
too gd to be true huh?
is either i am too amazing or work is so shit ther that no one wan to do
the reason is ofc the second one..
lol
my boss oso noe she cant find a person who cant handle her fr so long.
lol..
shall see hw she perform nex wk..
bt i cfm 28feb will nid to take effect my resign letter.
and 30mar i will need to leave.

Tender

Still remember 8mths ago when i first step into my office
And today holding a letter in my hand
A resignation letter waiting to be tender to the person who make me wanna quit.
Actually plan to endure n tender at 28feb and pfficially leave in 31mar
But rly cant take it the bossy attitute of her
And her micromanagement leadership
And her tone of talking down to us
This is the second week going soon 3rd wk of me being sick
Coughing fever and flu..
And symptoms nt going away as usual
Health is on toil
Work n sch stress rly bring me down
I jus feel like slping after everydays lesson n work end..
Lose interest n motivation to do something else
But i jus slp n slp n slp
But still be tored tired and mre tired...
Still rmb the day i accepted this job n hw much i bluff my mum saying i am gg quit uni and get 1yr of experience here..
Then after first day of working i told my mum i wanna quit tml..
Then slowly till before 3mths i wanna quit if nt nid fulfil 1mth of notice period instead of 2 wks
Then slowly till 6mths..
And thought i could hang on till 1yr as my 9th month is coming real soon
Bt i jus cant..do it..
Female boss is rly cmi..
Pick on us n talk dwn to us
Scold us lky dog is jus a everyday thing..
Worst is recently she demand me n my colleague to go for aternate lunch..me 11.30 and she 12.30
When we both is go out lunch and she eat lunch in office
N she giv lame excuse like nid someone standby..
Bt thing is lunch time wher gt calls n ppl come..and she is in office eat.
Wtf...
It is like she eat alone vry sian and cant bear to see me n my colleague everyday go tgt eat lunch and getring closer everyday..
A jealous old woman..
N ofc we talk back to her too..
So nt gg to suffer in silence..
Bt this is coming to no end esp when we are seated in the same room everyday and worst thing is we both are under her
Cant stand the likes of her no mre..
Keeping all this thing in mind i am so nt gonna giv in this time and will throw letter tml
Though tml is half day fr it is cny eve..
Bt i rly cant tolerate her anymre.
Bt after i tleave i am so so gonna miss working n bitching abt my manager everyday..
One gd thing is we stay jus a mrt station away frm ea other and can still meet often.
Tml we shall see.
Whether i get to seize a chance to tender a not

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