Came to a conclusion after serious thoughts.

Withdrew my application from SIT jus a while ago.

After much thoughts fr this 3days..

Hope it is a right decision n i wun regret it.

planning to go private sim studying a business module or psycology course..

bt gonna apply fr the jan2014 intake batch..which the application date is at oct..

If not..i planning to find a part time job fr time being..

as now grad frm poly le..oso cnnt always take money frm dad..

 

I..I'm...so..lost..

I jus received news for SIT asking me go their interview ytd..

My brain is telling me to go..

Bt my heart is telling me I cant deal wif this kind of thing..

So ytd was rly hell fr me... keep talking to myself..go la..dun go la..

my heart was pumping so fast ytd that i thought i was having a heart attack or something..

I know it may sound stupid when some of u read this now..

thinking: wats this girl talking abt?! it is jus an interview rite? and she's freaking out?

Bt fr me..I noe i cant do it..i cant handle the stress n fear while being question by a panel of interviewers infront of me wif serious n strict face wif cold eyes staring at me asking questions that i am not confident in wif english..

Worst thing is there will be 2/3 interviewees sitting beside me..competing wif better answers in the 30 min of interview..

Wat if the question they direct at me is the one i am unaware of...how to deal wif it?

but the other me is like even if u avoid this interview this time round wat abt ur future interview fr work? u nid to get a hold on yourself!

it has been 1day now!

i am left wif 2 mre days to cfm wif SIT uni whether i am in fr the interview or wat..

I hav not told my family yet..I am so afraid nervous at a loss of wat to do. Goin crazy..

Dinner at Bugis Yest

 Went out as usual on sun..

dinner at bugis this time..

frgt the name of the restaurant we went..

 was sitting wif mum..

so snap a pic tgt..lol

 chicken mush porridge...

 siew mai

 egg stir fried wif carrot cake..it was quite nice..though the appearance nt vry gd lol..

 xiao long bao..their chef recommendation there..

 rly delicious!!

 seafood fried rice..not vry oily..healthy

french beans wif minced meat..

had a heavy dinner..

plus i ate durian glutinious ball as dessert n pumpkin rice cake..

rly like a glutton lo..

and the bill came up to almost $150 lol..

actually was on diet these days..

bt the food is so tempting so i giv up on dieting ytd lol..

luckily i only drank a cup of milo and 2 slices of papaya as my breakfast n lunch fr ytd..

so it was a boring day agn today fr me..

cant wait to go europe lol..

think after i came back frm europe i cfm vry sad one..

lke back to nth to do n nth to look forward too le..

:(

oso i am considering to redye my hair to another colour agn le lol..

cos i wan pretty pretty go overseas lol..

still considering..biong!



Random~

BTOB & RM

Both my favourite..

keke..

It is kind of weird that me and them are watching the same prog..

 

A fool trying on things that she forever wont get it.

Try learning rap and dance myself these days..

Cause am interested in it plus i had nth to do now since i grad frm poly alr..

lol..n waiting uni results..

Dancing is rly harder than rapping i guess..

Tried learning btob's wow dance from 6pm till now by seeing dance tutorial online..

and i jus learn the intro part only..And i can even sweat when i am dancing in a air con room..

lol..

and i even feel like buying a large mirror and stick to my wall..lol..

if not my wardrobe mirror is so small fr me to see to monitor myself..

grr..

Rly all idols are so so talented..

why i dun have a dream like them?

okok..i sound more and more stupid now..

bye.

Short date wif foo :)

 Went for a short morning jog wif foo yest..

fr abt an hr?

then met fr lunch later in the day..

 We went to novena soup spoon outlet..

Healthy tomato n pumpkin soup wif wheat bread..

hmm..the tomato soup is better cos gt ingredients not jus the soup hahas..

bt i dun lky their ice lemon tea though..

taste weird.

 my side dish..caesar chicken ush wrap..

vry tasty..bt if they can dun put the cucumber if would be mre nice lol..

srsly the taste the cucumber giv out cover the chicken lettuce n tomato taste totally..

lol..

bt i got finish the wrap wor!! hahas..

bt not the pumpkin soup..

 went for ice cream next after shopping in the korean mart..

met tmy mum..

she scare us as mh was telling me a ghost movie plot and tmy mum suddenly go wah!! in front of us lol..

then met her agn while we were sitting dwn at the stairs to mrt chatting..

the photo above is took suddenly by her mum..lol..

thought she jus kidding bt she rly go take pic of us so random isnt it?

hahas..

happy dating yest..

hope fmh cn bring me to more new places to try their dishes the nex time!

though it may nt be nice to me sometimes bt..

i wanted to try so much food tat i wun be wif my family..

cos they are forever sticking wif chinese dishes..

though i rly like chinese dishes..

i rly lky to try other dishes too!

oso wear my bro sport shoes to jog in the morning..

it is rly  so comfortable!!

kekes..

n my feet no blisters! woots!

no wonder sport shoes so ex huh?

Graduated Notice

Time to officially say goodbye to SP in my life hahas..

I jus get back my final sem results and I am able to grad le!!

woots!!!

And my graduation day ceremony is on the same day and time as my departuretime and date fr my europe trip lol..

Rly so happy sia! the day i leave singapore is the day i am officially graduated frm singapore poly..

kekes..

3yrs rly sometimes seems so fast yet so slow to me now n then..

there were happy and sad moments during this 3yrs in sp.

And i shall say goodbye to my lecturers, tso, friends, classmates and the old me there in sp!!

Only memories tat I am able to keep it within me..the me that is gonna graduated frm sp!!

Lastly,though my final gpa is not so good..

Though my gpa wont get me to any gov uni..

life still had to move on isnt it?

Really lavender scent?

This rly cracks me up..

Esp when ilhoon say do you think i had a bad breathe? wif a poker face lol..

 

Oops!

Recently get addicted to G.NA's new song - Oops..

Did you listen to it too?

kekes ^^
There are so many good and catchy songs nowadays...
my mp3 is gonna burst wif so many new songs getting in everyday..

My Girl

Sub this myself keke..

love this live of them!!

Awww~~ Cuteness Overload~

 this is my friends' nephew..

he is just eating a watermeolon..

but how can he be soo CUTE???!!

 Srsly he is even mre cute than the kiyeomi player tats is hot in korea now..

Make me feel lky eating the water melon too..

bt back to reality..i dun lky watermelon de ley..

hahas

BTOB @ Sundown 2012 SG

Enjoy their performance!

hehes..

didnt know they had already came sg before to promote lol..

heard that singapore was the first overseas country they came to promote..

Kpop artisties rly like singapore huh?

As usual..ilhoon biased!

Jog wif my bro after a long time..kekes

Went fr a morning jog wif my bro jus now..

then had a breakfast at Mac before heading home..

tired..later goin out again~ hiax..
tml wif fmh to jog in the morning?
kyaa..then fri jog wif my bro agn..
thur can rest mah me? hahas...
PS: think my lower body ache the day after is not from jogging bt frm my too over stretching i had done before i went to jog lol..

Nightmare

2YOON new song : Nightmare..

feat Ilhoon's rap..

rly lky this song esp the rap part..

so powerful..

think i nid a long time to learn the rap part though lol..

Nowadays rly started lky rapping cos of ilhoon..

bt i think my voice lky nt suitable fr rapping..

had jus did a cover fr sunny & luna's It's Me song..

bt think i still lack courage to upload it online lol..

cos i think it is not good enough

think will jus listen by myself bah lol..

 

Booked!!

 Otw to chinatown ...

 so we found an itinerary we like..

they include countires we lky like Netherlands,France and Switzerland..

bt actually i feel lky goin London and Germany too..cause i wan go Trafalgar and Frankfurt

Running man freak..lol

 Booked finished..gave a total of 4k deposit..so ex rly..

the last time we go taiwan deposit jus nid giv 1k..

now europe is 4times of it...lol..

money is rly important huh?

Shall be goin on a transit flight as SA tour fr europe nv provide SIA flights which is a direct flight..

so first time gonna try other airlines n nt SIA..
so gonna make a short stop at Dubai airport woots!! dutyfree ther kekes..

Also my dad is crazy! think we gonna get bankrupt after goin europe le..

and he still say lets save money to go fr US nex yr!!

wat the? then we nv giv him any response..lol

wait he come back frm europe he will giv up on this crazy idea de..

lol..

i rly nid quickly earn money to go Japan..cos my mum say it is such a beautiful place..

grr!!

Booking of a trip..

Going SAtours book fr my nex overseas trip after taiwan trip..

Abit excited yet worried..

Scared dun have the itinerary we want and oso if have, it is fully booked le..

Last minute date ^~^

 A last minute and short date wif wmzyj at yish today..

first time i can go meet them fr a so last min meeting hahas..

had laska and icekacang..

Also had my first taste of popiah since my 20yrs of life.

it was actually quite tasty!!

my another first time wif wmzyj members agn..

hehes ^^

Also fr the first time, i am carrying the bag they gav me hahas..

leather bag huh?

jus had lunch and we all split ways cos all had something on..

we are rly so random..

Also,find out where is the yish polyclinic at last today..

hehes..the new one is so  so much better than the old one..

the building look so modern lol

Updated on the previous post! ECP Outing~

Said that gonna upload all the photos after tmy and foo upload the rest of the photos..

bt there was rly so much photos..and scared that my post will be hella long..

so make all photos into a vid..short and sweet isnt it?

still is HD vid wor..hahas..

enjoy!!
for your info..
if after u click on the play button the screen only turn black then click on the title of the vid:girls at the beach! to link u to youtube to watch it :P

ECP outing

 Went East Coast Park today wif wmzyj..

it was breathtaking..energetic..and romantic~~

 went pinic..and was pranked by a salty tuna sandwich and pepper sandwich..

bt their vry salty standards is only my a little bit salty standard lol..

ya..i normally not used to eating bland things anyway..

so is used to salty sweet and hot things..

bt sour and bitter..i dun lky!! hahas

went cycle fr 4hrs after pinic..then went to play at the sea..

and dinner at bishan mos burgers before goin homw at 11plus..

almost cycle frm east coast to changi..

can only say east coast is so damn long!!

and the planes at all lky flying jus above my head..

so close!! rly envy those ppl on the plane..

i love sitting planes and flying in the sky!!

 Thanks for my birthday gift..

Rly happy..bt not sure how to show you girls hahas..

it was awkward isnt it?

Bt i rly lky it!

Love you all..

bt why u giv me the receipt fr the earpiece too?

hahas..

 this bag..i will bring it to europe de..

if i rly booked and cfm will go europe..

gifts frm europe i try buy ok?

Rly not sure what things i am goin expect in europe..

nv imagine i will go ther..

wonder will they bring me to shopping centre?

or is there even shopping centres ther?

aww..rly feel so stupid now..

I am rly a person frm asia..kekes

 Rly cant make up what u all writing on the pad..so difficult to read..

so skip some words..hahas..

pls write on paper nex time!! normal paper!! not pad!!

More updates after i get the rest of the photos frm foo and tmy..

Lover Boy

Rly had fun rapping this song hahas..

Like it mre and mre after listening it again and again..

Fangirling~~

Photo taken some days ago..

rly..me is crazy le..

hahas

btob jung ilhoon jae joha!

Teen Top says Hello

So So in love wif this song..

God vocals!