Shitty colleague ruining my day

When you have a shitty encounter with a shitty colleague right before cny long break at work today...

This is clearly what I experience tdy..

That f***ing B****

The way she talks down to me is so damn infuriating srsly..

First for smth that I dk..and first time doing it..
She order me to get it done tdy when she is nt my Superior. And she lies saying every yr hr oso do it by before cny. Bt I alr checked my records last yr was after cny then my colleague did this particular thing..ok nvm

I still went ahead and get it done by tdy..and mind ltr called and say this wrong that wrong why u dk in a damn rude way...I know I am in the wrong bt u did wrong by assuming I noe everything when it was my first yr doing..
He the hell I noe whats thing suppose to get done when nobody guide me..

What right she have to talk dwn to me when I reply her back politely and even hang up on me..

Subsequently send her assistant to explain things to me...I rly is black face all the way...even though that staff is sandwich in bet us Nia...


Then time to knock off she still have the cheek to call me...I ignore her calls and told my colleague right in the face I am so hell nt answering ...
N I can't suppress my anger anymore and cursed out...think my colleague heard bt I dun care..

Ruin my cny mood totally..

Dun care 28th go Bak then do it.

Luckily I am nt reporting to her..if nt I first day jiu quit liao... Bi**h

Busy Busy January

Rly spend my this 2 wk of January like in jus 2 days kind
SO bz and work kip piling up
Till the extent that i dunno which to do first as all is urgent~~
Didnt mean to live through my first mth of the year like tat
and this yr CNY is in Jan and somany mre things to do..
CNT lunch buffet, lion dance n cny angbao giveaway to arrange
Pay for this mth will be out earlier cos of cny
Got todo clearance 2 staff
Leave intialisation for the new yr
heaps of dental claim frm last yr to process
OIL to apprve
CNY partimer to prep the ez link fr
mom case..
amalgamation thing
tax filing
srsly dying~~
n I still went to accept a part time sat job at a dance sch
Last sat was my first day reporting
Was abit overwhelming as everything was alien to me
bt i am nt alone so still ok
bt the working hours is abit long as i am only on duty once a wk..
so working hours is 0845 till 2000 every sat

WAs always curious if i make myself rly bz..how long could i withstand this kind of life
I always watch vlogs of my idols and rly inspire by them
How could they lived such discipline n routine life since young..
they are same age or some even younger then me bt they are alr wearing branded stuff n have earned enuf money to buy a flat or building
yet i am still here struggling to make my ends meet for ea mth

The another big motivation fr me to go out work is that i no need to see my dad so frequent during wkends..less meetings less quarrels then mremoney
why not

Anyway frm what i seeJan and Feb will be gone in a flash~~
and things will be stagnant in March onwards

Also tdy i go home with another guy in our company when we jus lunch 2times
so awkward from JE all the way toSemb
When it comes to guys i rly dk how to contd a normal convo wif them
and it is so hard to hide this secret of mine regards to my phobia of guys
when my company is full of guys

then CNT mycolleagues invite me to their hm for a get tgt
I rly dun wanna go~~ dun like such gathering events in my life
and now i have no choice bt to go...hiaxxx
all my prev company dun hav such things why did it come to this now then
and they are gg play cardgame..
I straight on tell them i dun lky to gamble liao
i am jus so ggto be a bystander and find a time to quickly go hm
they all gg invite my ex colleague and their partners and i dun even noe them...
siao liao~

dk why i nid to force myself to do such things
i mean iam happy they invite me bt not happy when they dun allow me to say no
lol
I noe they wanted to noe me and get me warm up to them
bt they have to giv me mre time wat~~  wejus noe ea other fr 7mths?

2020 first post

First post of 2020!
New year resolution will be
Hope I can be a braver person
All whom I care for and those who care for me,
Hope they will always be happy.
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