Treatment

Officially started my medical treatment...
Wif 20pills a day...steriods cream to apply n bandage..
Wif drastic changes to my diet...
Hope after 3 wkks when I go for my dr appt
Everything will be back to normal...
Praying secretly every day...
Fighting.....for I rly wanted to get back my confidence...when I go outdoor once again...
Dun wanna feel inferior to anybody...
Sometimes when i go to nsc...i feel mre at hm..
Cos i feel like a normal person ther..
Wif everybody ther is having skin probs de...
Ok not like i rly like to go ther...
Mood nowadays is not so depressed like the past wk
Almost wanted to hurt myself secretly...throwing things all over everyday..
Refusing to see dr as i had lose all hope..
Finally being drag out of hm by my mum to see dr...
Hope i can be better..rly.....if not i rly dunno hw to contd living wif such a hideous outlook...
Somemre SG is so hot nowadays i cant even wear long sleeve long pants plus mask n cap n sunglass n gloves out... attract mre attention as i am dying of hotness inside isnt it...?