Overloaded

Today how to say..hmmp..
A day whereby I get to experience so many different emotions.
Morning reach my workplace on time and go report to my assigned consultation rm to find both doctor and mentor not ther..
So not knowing wat to do n where to go.. I jus sat ther like a lost child..or shld I say a fool?
Why ask me so early report to work when I will jus came early to wait ther like an idiot?
Dunno wat I am goin to feel abt this matter in future. bt the vry least..tats wat I am feeling tis morning.
Then in contrast, a slightly nt so hectic patient day tdy. bt I still feel so insecure being ther as a room assistant wif real doctors,my mentor and real patients.
Mainly cos I dk anything. I dk wat they asking n wat the doctor is replying wif.
I am jus a extra person ther..bt tdy I dun feel as bad as ytd.
then morning session ends unknowingly.
Thought everything will get back on track bt my mentor n supervisor invited me fr lunch.
So... yeap cant reject of course. went to a hawker area near the safra ther wherby I ate silently wif all those seniors nurse n supervisor. luckily got one aunty colleague  see me alone quiet quiet will chat wif me so things still nt so bad. and yeah..
thought I worked so hard ytd tdy will hav 1 1/2 hr of break..bt time was spent all w/o doin anything on my own..
bt I escape at the end..apologetic. bt my interest rly seem diff frm them..
cos there seem to be some event tdy at the hosp then many stalls were open at floor 1. and they all went to look ard and buying things.. bt to me,i jus wanna find a cool place to sit dwn n listen to mp3 n using my phone or take a nap..
so I jus run off quickly when I saw they were too engross in looking through the stalls lol..
and things were mre ridiculous in the afternoon..i thought I was assign to this room when I was assigned to other room. so the one room tat was suppose to hav me call me back to hlp out cos the number of patients were crazy as usual.
it was after I attend to all patients and started to relax while packing up that I realized I went to the wrong room lol..
I was super guilty as I left the another senior in that rm to attend to patient when iam suppose to pair wif her!
I immediately fly to her n apologize plus explain to her..hope she dun put in into her heart.
bt luckily thepatients I attend to are all nice ppl nmy mood is up as I experience no prob while doin my job.. and I even started to chat n joke ard wif patients.
oya..tdy the patients surprisingly so much mre ppl of my age. making my job easier as ppl of my age normally wun be difficult patients hahas
some guys were actually quite good looking kekes.. n I get to touch their face omgg..ok I am crazy..
n went to hlp ard the other clinics..dk why bt I suddenly felt very hardworking n energetic lol..
if not I will normally hid in one corner..a closed consultation rm n use my phone till 5.30pm lol
everythings goes well bt yeap it is end of the mth tdy..so I spent sometime getting my timesheet sign figuring out hw to fax my timesheet to my agent.
luckily got another colleague is oso frm agent she like hlp me wif the fax machine though it fail in the end..
so I end up calling my agent fr hlp.
finally all is settle..then another ridiculous things happen..
rly sia testing my patience.
I happily went home and almost walk halfway home,i rmb to buy mag n head back to the mrt station..
to see they sold out of my mag..nvm..head bak home agn..
alr dwnstair of my blk when I rmb I nid to buy stamp to send out timesheet to my agent
so without sec thoughts ran back sunplaza. only to find out the post office is closed fr the day. wat the!! why didn't it came across my mind that the post office is closedsame as normal office hrs too??!!
I rly wanna slap myself or anybody..grr..
So I end my day wif a slpy head n body now..
today rly one min I felt like I am in heaven n the vry nex min hell..
dk if it is a blessings in disguise huh?
ok guess I rly became such a chatterbox nowadays..
bobian la..too lonely n no one to share my feelings  at work all day le..
and I dun wan bother my friends n family as they will get tired of me in no time if I kip complaining to them hahas.
so at such time my most trustworthy friend: my blog I loveuu!