Finally!! FYP's Over!!

It was fyp presentation tdy..

Presented nervously and i think we sucks at the QA session..

the lecturers were scary and we dunno our stuff..

so in the end we look at them and smile w/o answering the qns..

Lmao..

I still rmb the first day we went to have a meeting our first meeting wif lecturer fr ur fyp..

to brief us what we are suppose to do..

and we wrote on fb lets hope we dun quarrel during fyp and watever..

this all seems like yest..

We started on a happy,nervous, excited note..

And i am grateful that we ended at a happy note

Even though, we had unhappiness, fustration, awkward and stress times that almost lead to conflicts every now and then..

I am glad we managed to endure it all and act lky nth happen and contd on our fyp..

Cause when i see rong's fyp grp quarrel out, their friendship scarred and they are lky so awkward

and treat ea other like stranger if they are not doin fyp things..

 

Fyp is over..i think the hardest days during fyp is when we are doin labwork fr shelf life test

that was the time i hate goin sch everyday..cos i noe one fyp mates will mia agn and i need to do all the work i am pushed to do by the remaining fyp member..like washing things fr 4 hrs straight and finding lecturers and tso while she jus cut papaya and blend them then sit dwn then ask me wash which thing first cos she want use tat ltr.. i almost exploded and say u cnnt wash yourself ar,i gt so many bowl untensil,blender and pots to wash! rly feel like a maid.

 

And another time i hate is when we are doing HPLC analysis..

I rly dk abt the test procedures and whatever thing frm it.

and the lecturer always ask me do the this do tat..i am soo stresss.

bt until the last day of hplc i jus sit ther watch silently as techer analyse the result wif my that bossy grp mates, and techer at last told me: take it easy..it is quite complicated fr u to learn it at such a short time, bt your friend know alr so it is fine now..

After hearing it i feel so relax..finally hplc gonna end..

and then we need to started on our report...thats was another stress period..

tat was when we two are almost bursting wif anger and fustration wif the mia fyp mate..

as she cmi fr the whole lab period leaving us doing the lab work.

and now she come do report jus sit ther use phone and even worst slp when we are ther discussing abt report..at most she jus type out the words that we say exactly..

we no hands ar? dk hw type meh..

and last few days even better,mia agn...

so we gave her some research to do. and she said ok..bt nth came back frm her since now..

we ask her one time and she say haven do... and that it..we complete the part ourselves agn..

then the other bossy fyp member would pressure me do this and that as she english not good..
RLY HOR that mia grp mate only hlp alot in the sensory in finding ppl come..
bt i am oso talk to each n everyone of them inside the sensory booth ar i am not doin nth.
only tha bossy grp mate is outside say she bz pour juice cnnt hlp to go out find ppl or come in help me..
ya now that i rmb i hate the time we having sensory!!
bt agn i endure..lol..endurance lvl got vry high hor me?

I rly dk hw handle conflicts after effect so i endure it..

fr me is once have conflict and argument..my relationship wif that person is over, no longer stands..

as i would feel awkward talking to them alr and i would always rmb the quarrel we had.

So i jus chose to leave them.
(unless if this person is important to me and i dun wan leave them)
My post seems to emo agn..SO

So back to the point! Now my feeling is sooo relieved and happy..

though i noe my fyp marks will be not good.

bt i rly dun care le..

over jiu hao..