https://www.straitstimes.com/singapore/health/girl-born-with-skin-missing-from-her-scalp-body-arms-and-legs
I always feel inferior of myself, my skin due to eczema condition that suddenly affect my when I was in Primary 4 age 10
I always feel angry , unfairness
Why heavens let me have this condition
All other kids have healthy skin and can take on swimming lessons when I need to sit beside the pool and watch them with my bandaged feet
Kids can run carefreely in the sch hallways
In the PE sessions
While I sit there and watch wif me bandaged feet
After recovering for the peeling skin and infected one wound with unknown liquid oozing out every min every sec
I was left with scars marks all over my body and legs esp
Whenever I wear shorts and skirt ,ppl will point and whisper and hiss and call me nicknames
I always feel small and outcast and inferiority complex kicks in and eat into me over all these years
I start to think I am disgusting I am ugly
And I don't deserve to be loved
Nobody will love me
Cause I dun even like myself to start with
However thanks to having alot nice people that I met in my life over all these yrs
Who kept on telling me
I am normal
I am fine
I am no different frm the rest
My scars are nth that I shld be fearing of
They gave me the confidence back lil by lil
And I begun to dare to wear shorts revealing my scar
And feel nth /disgrace when other ppl look at me
And tdy I see this news above
I don't intend to throw shades at the lil girl in the news
But I rly think if I think I am being treated unfair
And what Abt her?
Did we have a choice to be like this?
No
Nth is fair in this world
Nth is perfect
That's when we humans grow and learn and adapt
To be the best versions of ourselves
I hope myself and all ard me will grow up and have the stronger mindset towards life towards everything
Be more braver to face this world and all the hardships
You are not alone
So pls be braver and stronger!

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