Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Saturday, August 15, 2026

Mindset is really important


Reference to:

https://www.straitstimes.com/singapore/health/girl-born-with-skin-missing-from-her-scalp-body-arms-and-legs


I  always feel inferior of myself, my skin due to eczema condition that suddenly affect my when I was in Primary 4 age 10

I always feel angry , unfairness

Why heavens let me have this condition

All other kids have healthy skin and can take on swimming lessons when I need to sit beside the pool and watch them with my bandaged feet

Kids can run carefreely in the sch hallways

In the PE sessions

While I sit there and watch wif me bandaged feet

After recovering for the peeling skin and infected one wound with unknown liquid oozing out every min every sec

I was left with scars marks all over my body and legs esp

Whenever I wear shorts and skirt ,ppl will point and whisper and hiss and call me nicknames

I always feel small and outcast and inferiority complex kicks in and eat into me over all these years

I start to think I am disgusting I am ugly 

And I don't deserve to be loved

Nobody will love me

Cause I dun even like myself to start with

However thanks to having alot nice people that I met in my life over all these yrs

Who kept on telling me

I am normal 

I am fine

I am no different frm the rest

My scars are nth that I shld be fearing of

They gave me the confidence back lil by lil

And I begun to dare to wear shorts revealing my scar

And feel nth /disgrace when other ppl look at me

And tdy I see this news above 

I don't intend to throw shades at the lil girl in the news

But I rly think if I think I am being treated unfair

And what Abt her?

Did we have a choice to be like this?

No

Nth is fair in this world

Nth is perfect

That's when we humans grow and learn and adapt

To be the best versions of ourselves 

I hope myself and all ard me will grow up and have the stronger mindset towards life towards everything

Be more braver to face this world and all the hardships

You are not alone

So pls be braver and stronger!

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