Updates for the past week

had a first meetup dinner last thurs

With a new guy that I chatted fr a few wks frm cmb

The highest qualification guy that I matched with

He had studied his masters in US under scholarship somemre

At first felt Abit intimidated to meet him

Bt surprisingly there is no top down kind of vibe frm him

And he seems to be a multi talent, cheerful and friendly guy

But felt there is no common topic bet us except working?

So didn't replied to his text anymore since last Thursday 

Hope he will get the hint as well

On a side note

Yayoi menu rly match my taste buds sia

Even their salads are damn nice

Then thought my weight would shot up

End up 

National day 9 Aug

Heavens gave me the best news

45.8kg!!

Lowest weight since my pri sch days

Holy shit!

Officially underweight liao.

The first n last time I was underweight was in primary 1

After that I am always borderline to overweight

And rly can't believe I will ever had a day that I will be underweight agn!

However, my goal is to be slow n stable n healthy while maintaining my weight

Hwaitinf!

My thighs n butt still looks meaty

I wonder those kpop idols with chopstick legs

Their weight cfm is 38 to 40kg range

Damn crazy!

Bt anyway, took me 1 yr to lost 8kg.

This is already one thing off my bucketlist of the mission impossible lol!!

Shall see can I maintain 45 till sep not.

My company medical health screening is on 10sep

I wan my medical report to be ideal

Teehee

 Last sun meal with JJ 

So he actually asked me out on national day

Which I rejected

And sun he also first time never asked me out.

Abit not used to sun not seeing him jus after a mth.

Last nite I rly almost text him

Wan meetup mah today.

But I managed to refrain myself frm doing so

As I know I am jus wasting his time

I want him to have time to go match with new girls on the dating apps

And make time to meetup with them as well

Who knows he might find someone who is willing to settle down with him real soon

And not like me , 

Know that I don't wanna settle down so fast

Yet I am unwilling to giv him up

As I am happy to have his companion as my daily texting buddy and dinner/lunch buddy

Sound rly selfish of me right?

So endup I manage to come to terms 

And did nt ask him out.

I decide to giv him the freedom 

Don't wanna tied him down

So is like if he ask me out, I will say yes

But if he doesn't, I won't ask him out either

Need to be prepared that he is gonna giv up on me and leave me anytime.

Cannot be too used to his companion 

And be dependent on him