Tired

Really don't know why am I working for so long hours everyday

9.30am to 9plus pm everyday.

And things jus can't get completed.

And recruitment team and everywhere keep chasing me the status

Suddenly lose my aim and don't know why am I working so hard for 

Almost breakdown today in office, when I am unable to go home when it is already 9pm and all ppl had knock off already.

Talk to my senior my feelings.

Like my own workload schedule was all messed up already as I still need to deal with workers things that my colleagues left me de.

And the replacement only come in 3wks later.

I rly hate things when it is not done properly and stuck at my side and I don't know how to do.

Then my senior was worry Abt me.

Bt I chase her home cos I felt like I can't hold back my tears anymre if she contd to be beside me.

And endup when I was alone at office.

I swallow back my tears.

As I feel, I am already a 30yrold matured working adult

Been in workforce for 7yrd already.

Seriously shldnt be so weak.

Tomorrow will be better!

And otw home , one of my friend text me she today had a tired day.

Which rly trigger me to rant everything to her.

But i deleted my messages

Cause I think, complaining is smth weaklings does.

I rly shld solve problems first, get over with everything only then will I be qualified to share other what I went through and overcome.

This is what a mature adult shld behave.

Shldnt rly waste time and complain complain like a loser and not doing anything Abt it.

Why shld u bother your friend who is also having a hard time at her side.

So I jus simply texted her, lets continue work hard , we both can definitely overcome it.

Hwaiting !