Bye 2022

 

Finally last day of the year again.

Time to say bye to 2022.

I always had some liking to even numbers.

So personally like this figure 2022.

But this year had been a really rough one for me right from the start.

Being scammed right at the start of this year.

And almost get into big trouble.

Then had issues with my longtime friend

And ongoing family issue with my dad.

The only gd thing and major change in this year that I had was my career.

Cause my personal life had been so rough.

At least heavens decided to be kind to me at my career side.

Indulge myself in work to get my mind off my personal life.

Had a change of company in July.

When I had just promoted back in last dec.

And this month, I had confirm getting a great Annual Increment to my basic.

Salary rly skyrocket till the extent that I thought I am dreaming.

Mayb I shld work even harder to make this jump worthwhile.

As I feel given my capabilities now, is really not enough to bear the weight of the crown I am wearing.

So my resolve of the upcoming year.

Focus on work.

Be stronger

Following my plans of solo trip.

I hope to use this time to reset my mindset

And let go of things that I shldnt hold on to

And lastly to learn to love myself more

This year there are many times that I break down and cried so much

Infront of my friend, in front of my mum, in my office, at my room

That's when I start to realise

If a relationship is taking a toll on me,

I should stop myself contd sinking into this one-sided relationship

I will distance myself off 

And protect myself from hurting anymore.

I should not cry for people who dun even care about me.

I should only care for people who care for me and feels the same way about me.

I want to be a person's top choice whereby they are also my top choice as well.

Hwaiting 2023!