Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Under the Amazing Lights..I Lived

Sunday, December 5, 2021

Another quarrel with dad

This time round is getting Abit heated and action packed..

All started with a staycation booking.

Done everything for him

Booking, paying.

And told him the details price n check in days.

And he keep insist fr me to show him the confirmation email.

And must be tonight.

Wat the f**k!

Keep pestering me and shouting..

When my temper came straight up and out

Open my room door and scream back.

Already done everything for you nice nice, u jus need to go.

Things also no need you pack. Mum packing.

And told u everything.

What else u want.

U think I  will cheat you meh.

Cheat n lie to you got money meh.

Somemre u not paying for the hotel at the end of the day.

And keep insist I showhim black n white email.

Then I told him tml la. The stayca is mth end.

He die die keep say must tdy. If nt he nt free

Today to 31dec..dun tell me he nt free and wunt see until me la.

CEO and govt also not as bz as him.

Jus 1 mere bus driver.

The whole household most free is him..

Everyday wall up and down the hse finding ppl to talk and to quarrel..

Say he bz..

Want to make who laugh? 

He bz , everyone already die of exhaustion long ago..

Then I told him, u can not free tml, then I cannot not free today meh.

Then shouting here and there shoving slamming doors and open and shout again..

Hitting him all along one-sided ly..

To relief the build up anger and tension in me.

And also wanted him to hit me..so that I can call police and be separated from him fr at least few days..

And everything ended as fast as it started.

And I threw my phone and hurt my right hand..

Hope to see large n darker bruise tml..

So that I can take photo and remember this glorious battle day I had finally.

Rly cannot tahan living with him any longer .

To people, home is place where ppl relax n recharge..

But for me...

There is no home to start with ever since I grew up with sane thoughts.

If I rent home now...I won't ever had the money to buy my new home.

Bt if I save now. I can only buy a home for myself in 6 years time.

Dilemma.




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