10 years here..

10years here..

how many 10 years a person will have in his/her life?

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Recent few mths has been a rly fruitful n hectic period for me..

So much that I had been updating so much less post here than prev yrs..

Though there has been bad moments..

bt the vry least is I am happy right now in this moment..

Working hard and playing hard is what making me enjoying the time now

Jus in this 5mths..

I manage to go to US (LA side), Taipei and Niseko

using my own earned money is what making this mre enjoyable..

and also making me feel that I am very fortunate..

Making me feel mre thankful towards everything

Managed to learn new things that Ihad been hoping for..

Having nice company willing to take me in..

having nice colleagues..not all aahah

having nice companions

Finally had the time to finish editing n consolidating allphotos..

sharing some here...

I rly like to explore this beautiful world mre and mre..

the more i go out..

the more i realise this world is rlybig n beautiful

rlyglad that I even had someone who thinks alike to accompany me throughout

We dont even nid to tallk and stay silent while tgt oso make me feel comfortable.

I suddenly realise I had been working in 8companies throughout my 4yrs of working life

no doubt I am schooling in part time uni..

Had been so lazy in my prev yrs..

Also this is my 10th yr anniversary for starting up my own blog

from when Iwas 16yrs old..

a small naive shy girl

till now 27yrolds still a naive shy girl bt now bigger and older

nth much has change in myself except my thinking n heart i guess..

everyyr bdae wish of mine is for myself to be braver n braver..

bt i guess..I am improving though in rly small steps ea yr ahahah

This is my 9th mth in my current company after grad frm uni last yr..

If I rly cn endure n make it till 1 yr..

wah! If tat day comes, I need to rly reward myself ahahah

frme this kind of strawberry heart de person..

I rly didnt think myself of working in company when i was schooling..

for me this kind of shy girl to be alone coming our working..

didnt think i can able to endure schooling while working fulltime

didnt think i will be an uni grad...

didnt think i am able to work 2 jobs at the same time in my life..

I know I am insignificant and weak and lazy..

But I wanna try taking my first step inbecoming a better person

so tat I canlook back and be like wah i have actually experience lots of diff thing in my short life,

wah so actually even me this kind of person, i can actually do wat others doing

I want to push myself mre n mre 

and tried living the way that i admire others'life

I wanna keep running keep growing not to let my fears n age stops me

I am gg to try out alot of things that I dun dare to previously..

live a normal life without shying away behind my parents, my friends' back

I want to slowly start learning to love myself...

wonder if I will still be here blogging after the nex 10 years..

wonder if the ppl ard me now..will they still be by my side 10yr later..?

Or shld I say will I still be here...?