Tears and crying

Crying and tears

Is what i realise is rly useless in life

As nth could be undone or solve with these

It is only valid when we were once a child

So i tried not to cry when i meet obstacles in life

To be honest, i nv once cried out of happiness in my life so far

But looking back...i cried countless times when i am sad...

Out of all this times, it make me realise one thing

To make your self feel better

The only thing is you yourself.

Consolation from a second third party doesnt have any effect...

The only one who can heal your heart wounds

Is yourself

So i am always the angel n devil in my heart

I always cry cry cry and i will talk to myself to self console myself that everyhing would be fine..

and those hard times always seem to pass eventually n life goes on..

Depression?

I had no time fr such thing and treatment..

For me

It is a vry straightfwd issue

You meet a hurdle 

You pass

If you finally meet one hurdle that you cant cross

Thats when u shall end your journey

And say farewell to this world

For me,

I shall always be my own self consellor till my that angel in my heart disappear..

But now even though however hard it is in my heart...

I must think of sep!! 

I still wanna noe my uni final result! 

I still wanna go to LA

Sooo!! 

At the vry least till then

I must endure!!

I am the only one who can clear all obstacle!

Hwaiting!!!!