24Jun

Srsly, a perm job is never easy.
More responsibilites
More difficult in depth task
More workload.
Totally diff frm contract,intern or part timer
Different mentality
Cos it is an nvending cycle..
Ther is no end to your working day
Unless u fire them or they fire u
Nth to countdwn nth toreach
Nt lky your job u cant finish
Nvm lo..lrave it fanzheng u leaving 3 mths then these job pile up nvm..
U are leaving anyway..another parttimer will finish fr u..
And u slaxk everyday..earning your per hr 7,8,9dola pay..
Then ot times 1.5times..
The job you do is dataentry,ans call,deliver mail,sort mail,archiving those brainless robotic jobs..
Aswho will wan teach u useful thing since u leaving 3 mth..
N u dun nid build rapport ard as u leaving anyway..
Bt perm is so diff..
Nre pay less freedom
Forst perm is at ktph..patient svc associate lie to me is admin bt turns out to be mre of customersvc
Endure fr 1.5mths..
N left frm all the stress..n shock..
Bt ended on gd terms wif them..
Talk linglong wif my superior and my mentor
Bt still left though they want me to stay and kip encouraging me..
Then nw after 3yrs..middle is doing part contr m studying..
Now landed my sec perm job..
Hr executive..
First day alr so so overwhelm n hlpless that i wanted to escape..
Bt i no job offers ok i did reject one at khatib cos the place is ulu nis jus admin job 2k.
So..i kip telling myself this is the llast chance i can get my hands on hr position since all company say be hr executive nid exp blahblahblah...
At first still mouth big big say gg stay one yr..n get exp before leaving..
Bt now i tell myself wah .. 6mths bah..nono 3mths bah..
Lol
If nt probation end jiu nid one mth notice liao..
Now 2wks nia..
Bt 3mths lky not so nice in my resume..lky kip job hop..
N i nt young le..25 soon..
Rly shld settle dwn..
Esp when i dun even hold a deg to protect myself..
Tdy is sat..n i ot till 9pm..then cab hm..
First time since at uob that i ot till so late le..
Scared to death while i was all alone in cab..
Bt bobian who ask among my hr colleague i live the farthest frm my workplace..
Somemre everywher so dark..rly scared the drive will drive me eslewher n do harm to me..
Dun lky to take cab..even if mo nid pay money..
Started work on 6jun...
Tdy 24jun..
1mth le..
Kip telling myself to nt be 草莓族
Fighting